I don't wanna be me anymore

Two steps forward, three steps back

Without warning, heart attack

He fell asleep in the snow

Never woke up, died alone

This is not my home

This is not me

I hate this

I hear the wind and the trees

I know I'm there, but I'll never be

The wind is soft tonight, the tide is low

And I know the way

(I never felt better now)

Sometimes life, it moves too slow

Slows to a crawl, and then the poetry is lost

And without speed, hope becomes certainty

And for once I'm certain

(I never felt better now)

A garden is it's own perfect world

Where everything has a place

Every leaf, every stone, every speck of dirt

But where's my place?

I even tried to get arrested today

But everyone looked the other way

I count the hours, and I count the days

But for once I'm certain

(I never felt better now)

Don't want your help

Don't need your help

Don't want your help

Don't need your help

Helpless

Helpless

You found a way to make me say

Help me please someone

The water's clear

I see that it's full of dimes

For every wish, I wonder why

Why all I want is something beautiful

A place to rest

(I never felt better now)

Don't want your help

Don't need your help

Don't want your help

Don't need your help

Helpless

Helpless

You found a way to make me say

Help me please someone

Help

Help

Help

...

It's not where you've been to at all

The future is not what you've seen

It's not where you've been to at all

The future is not what it used to be, used to be

The future is not what it used to be, used to be

Now that spring is finally here

Your hollow heart, your hollow heart

Drive through the forest and into the night

Away from the city, away from the light

Hollow heart, your hollow heart, you know

And we're worlds apart

And we're worlds apart

Just a glimpse

Just a little reminder

Of all the what abouts

And all the might have, could have beens

Another day

Some other way

But not another reason to continue

And now you're one of us

The wretched

The hopes and prays

The better days

The far aways

Forget it

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

Now you know

This is what it feels like

Now you know

This is what it feels like