RedCircle VERIFY_TOKEN_65795ef0-abbf-46c1-9aa1-163e9846f232 -- Rendered At Sun, 05 Apr 2026 05:47:23 +0000 The Teenager's Diary https://redcircle.com/shows/the-teenagers-diary en-US All rights reserved. Making my EXISTENCE remember-able... Just UNIQUE & no REGRETS ;) Shadow Sparkling Making my EXISTENCE remember-able... Just UNIQUE & no REGRETS ;) Just want the world know about the DIFFERENT EMOTIONS, FEELINGS & EXPERIENCES of a teenager. SHARING MY EXISTENCE WITH ALL OF YOU. šŸ™‚ 65795ef0-abbf-46c1-9aa1-163e9846f232 Just want the world know about the DIFFERENT EMOTIONS, FEELINGS & EXPERIENCES of a teenager. SHARING MY EXISTENCE WITH ALL OF YOU. šŸ™‚]]> episodic no Shadow Sparkling shadowsparkling9901@gmail.com yes full HUGS :) HUGS :) 10 3 Shadow Sparkling Generally, I asked anyone about what type of person are you ā€“ hug or kiss. Of course, this question comes later on when I had built the bridge of intimacy with that person. Most of the people say that it varies on the situation. And then, the hug types come in. I myself, prefer hugs more than kisses. Why? Well, hugs give you that brotherhood, ā€˜you matterā€™ feeling that sometimes we CRAVE. And itā€™s alright. You are not alone. Sometimes, IT GETS TOO HEAVY TO BEAR OUR BURDEN AND ITā€™S GOOD TO GIVE OUT THROUGH THE MEDIUM CALLED, ā€˜HUG(S)ā€™. Well, Iā€™ll be a little personal nowā€¦ Generally, I asked anyone about what type of person are you ā€“ hug or kiss. Of course, this question comes later on when I had built the bridge of intimacy with that person. Most of the people say that it varies on the situation. And then, the hug types come in. I myself, prefer hugs more than kisses. Why? Well, hugs give you that brotherhood, ā€˜you matterā€™ feeling that sometimes we CRAVE. And itā€™s alright. You are not alone. Sometimes, IT GETS TOO HEAVY TO BEAR OUR BURDEN AND ITā€™S GOOD TO GIVE OUT THROUGH THE MEDIUM CALLED, ā€˜HUG(S)ā€™. Well, Iā€™ll be a little personal nowā€¦ You would love this...

From the depths of a great hugger ;)

]]> <p>You would love this... </p><p>From the depths of a great hugger ;)</p> 1fff6621-f722-4f0c-8991-17edcdf63e8b https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2023/03/hugs.html Sat, 20 May 2023 04:30:00 +0000 307 no full HEY BABE, THANKS FOR EXISTING... :) HEY BABE, THANKS FOR EXISTING... :) 9 3 Shadow Sparkling Okay, true love has been done. There is no doubt. It has been done from my side. I know it. Well, read the entry ā€œTRUE LOVE?ā€ once this is over. Love that had started was somewhatā€¦ unknowingly done (you can say that, sorry I didnā€™t find a better word). Whatever at the first moment, it was a crush. She was then transformed into my lust. Yeah, thatā€™s true. I even jerked off quite a times just thinking about her šŸ˜œ. And now, after that incidentā€¦ I look at her in a totally different way. Itā€™s very different from the way I looked at her. It is. Itā€™s like a human looks at its most precious which was previously its food. All that said šŸ™‚ā€¦ letā€™s dive deep. Okay, true love has been done. There is no doubt. It has been done from my side. I know it. Well, read the entry ā€œTRUE LOVE?ā€ once this is over. Love that had started was somewhatā€¦ unknowingly done (you can say that, sorry I didnā€™t find a better word). Whatever at the first moment, it was a crush. She was then transformed into my lust. Yeah, thatā€™s true. I even jerked off quite a times just thinking about her šŸ˜œ. And now, after that incidentā€¦ I look at her in a totally different way. Itā€™s very different from the way I looked at her. It is. Itā€™s like a human looks at its most precious which was previously its food. All that said šŸ™‚ā€¦ letā€™s dive deep. And there I go... being masochistic about you...

It's about my first love !!!


]]> <p>And there I go... being masochistic about you...</p><p>It&#39;s about my first love !!!</p><p><br></p> 629e553e-17f2-44f8-a7ef-512a2db76ef5 https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2023/03/hey-babe-thanks-for-existing.html Sat, 06 May 2023 04:40:00 +0000 511 no full BECOMING AN INTELLIGENT INVESTOR BECOMING AN INTELLIGENT INVESTOR 8 3 Shadow Sparkling We are surrounded by large & small companies. And among them, there are some for every individual, in which he believes in. He/she believes that this/that company is going to soar high up. This/that company is going to be helpful. So much that when asked, he himself wants to be a part of the company. But just because you like it, the manager of the company isnā€™t going to give you a job. Right? So, the best way to contribute to the growth of something in which you believe in, is by owning that stock of that company. See thatā€™s it. And then hold it, donā€™t sell it. Keep it till you really need the money. And this money is going to work by itself. It doesnā€™t sleep. And this thing you are doing, just buying some stocks of company is investing. And when you do it INTELLIGENTLY, this investing goes on to become your best source of making money. You just gotta wait. We are surrounded by large & small companies. And among them, there are some for every individual, in which he believes in. He/she believes that this/that company is going to soar high up. This/that company is going to be helpful. So much that when asked, he himself wants to be a part of the company. But just because you like it, the manager of the company isnā€™t going to give you a job. Right? So, the best way to contribute to the growth of something in which you believe in, is by owning that stock of that company. See thatā€™s it. And then hold it, donā€™t sell it. Keep it till you really need the money. And this money is going to work by itself. It doesnā€™t sleep. And this thing you are doing, just buying some stocks of company is investing. And when you do it INTELLIGENTLY, this investing goes on to become your best source of making money. You just gotta wait. You want to stay poor? Be poor. No one is going to stop you.

But you can be rich too, did you knew that? Only the very few know :)

]]> <p>You want to stay poor? Be poor. No one is going to stop you.</p><p>But you can be rich too, did you knew that? Only the very few know :)</p> f57ade47-9c33-435c-bcd7-08e14010adce https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2023/02/becoming-intelligent-investor.html Sat, 29 Apr 2023 04:30:00 +0000 586 no full THOSE DARK CLOUDS... THOSE DARK CLOUDS... 7 3 Shadow Sparkling Leave itā€¦ That kinda doesnā€™t matter as much as the fact you have dreamt down after looking at your surroundingsā€¦ You know what I mean, donā€™t you? How many times DID YOU DECIDE TO DREAM SMALL after seeing that your current situation might not be good enough to fulfill your future big dreams? DREAMS MADE SMALL IS A HUGE CRIME. Well, darkness is always a part of everything. Light cannot exist without dark. And surrendering to the darkness is even worse. Surrendering your big dreams are not forgiveness worthyā€¦ Leave itā€¦ That kinda doesnā€™t matter as much as the fact you have dreamt down after looking at your surroundingsā€¦ You know what I mean, donā€™t you? How many times DID YOU DECIDE TO DREAM SMALL after seeing that your current situation might not be good enough to fulfill your future big dreams? DREAMS MADE SMALL IS A HUGE CRIME. Well, darkness is always a part of everything. Light cannot exist without dark. And surrendering to the darkness is even worse. Surrendering your big dreams are not forgiveness worthyā€¦ In the end, the darkness is simply all that exists...

Clouds are not white anymore. And all knew... you realize it was nothing but FAKE.

]]> <p>In the end, the darkness is simply all that exists...</p><p>Clouds are not white anymore. And all knew... you realize it was nothing but FAKE.</p> 3edf3b98-7267-40af-b50e-57fee03cdf87 https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2023/02/those-dark-clouds.html Sat, 15 Apr 2023 04:30:00 +0000 405 no full BETTER IF I DIE... BETTER IF I DIE... 6 3 Shadow Sparkling Why not die? Thatā€™s something which has been enraging a war at a part of my life. WAR is truly the right word. I was in depression and suicidal at some points in life. A storm was ravaging inside me. It tore away pieces of everything that existed. I destroyed a part of myself. But through that process, I might have discovered another path to be WHAT I TRULY WAS. Why not die? Thatā€™s something which has been enraging a war at a part of my life. WAR is truly the right word. I was in depression and suicidal at some points in life. A storm was ravaging inside me. It tore away pieces of everything that existed. I destroyed a part of myself. But through that process, I might have discovered another path to be WHAT I TRULY WAS. Sometimes, darkness just simply overlaps...

And the thought of dying seems to be the only thing that comforts you...

From that experience... I present this clip.

]]> <p>Sometimes, darkness just simply overlaps... </p><p>And the thought of dying seems to be the only thing that comforts you...</p><p>From that experience... I present this clip. </p> 11a9cb2f-3def-4e61-b4de-bfc433251019 https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2023/02/better-if-i-die.html Sat, 01 Apr 2023 04:30:00 +0000 322 no full INSIDE MY HEAD... INSIDE MY HEAD... 5 3 Shadow Sparkling Well, itā€™s not easy to be an OVERTHINKER. There runs around a million, sorry, a gazillion (I donā€™t know how much is it) thoughts in our head, and if you are a pro, all of the thoughts (except some) are just replied with ā€˜uh-ohā€™. There are thoughts of all categories. All f*cking categories. All kinds of f*cking categories. A thousand ones out of a trillion thoughts probably are worth thinking about. But to segregate (an important word), is time-consuming and along the way, you forget a lot. Well, thankfully the pen and paper come to rescue. Thanks. Well, itā€™s not easy to be an OVERTHINKER. There runs around a million, sorry, a gazillion (I donā€™t know how much is it) thoughts in our head, and if you are a pro, all of the thoughts (except some) are just replied with ā€˜uh-ohā€™. There are thoughts of all categories. All f*cking categories. All kinds of f*cking categories. A thousand ones out of a trillion thoughts probably are worth thinking about. But to segregate (an important word), is time-consuming and along the way, you forget a lot. Well, thankfully the pen and paper come to rescue. Thanks. A THOUSAND THOUGHTs... & relatable experience of being AN OVERTHINKER...


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This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. šŸ™‚šŸ™ƒ

]]> <p>A THOUSAND THOUGHTs... &amp; relatable experience of being AN OVERTHINKER...</p><p><br></p><p><strong><em>That will be all </em></strong>šŸ™‚<strong><em>. Thanks for being till the end</em></strong>šŸ™ƒ<strong><em>.Ā </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Sign up to my </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TTDmail" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>Weekly newsletter</em></strong></a><strong><em> </em></strong>šŸ˜€<strong><em>, where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It&#39;s FREE </em></strong>šŸ¤—<strong><em> and will come on SUNDAYS </em></strong>šŸ˜Š<strong><em>. Check out myĀ </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRig" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>INSTAGRAMĀ </em></strong></a><strong><em>&amp;Ā </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRtwitter" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>TWITTERĀ </em></strong></a><strong><em>accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRfb" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>FACEBOOK PAGE</em></strong></a><strong><em> &amp; </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRPin" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>PINTEREST</em></strong></a><strong><em>. You can simply click them. ā€˜Can get me on </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRYT2" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>YouTube</em></strong></a><strong><em> too.</em> </strong>šŸ˜</p><p><strong><em>Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry </em></strong>šŸ˜‰<strong><em>.</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Ā </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>This is Shadow Sparkling signing off</em></strong><em>. </em>šŸ™‚šŸ™ƒ</p> 21d4d1c7-0000-4f2a-8603-c94048f644c4 https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2023/01/inside-my-head.html Sat, 18 Mar 2023 04:40:00 +0000 152 no full THE BLACK CAT THE BLACK CAT 3 3 Shadow Sparkling The catā€¦ Itā€™s a SHE. She has been hovering over our house for a week. And she has guts to walk into our house like itā€™s her own. She freely walks in front of us. And when she did, we didnā€™t do anything. And probably, thatā€™s the reason why she has been BOLD. The catā€¦ Itā€™s a SHE. She has been hovering over our house for a week. And she has guts to walk into our house like itā€™s her own. She freely walks in front of us. And when she did, we didnā€™t do anything. And probably, thatā€™s the reason why she has been BOLD. The black cat is still there. A mother who lost her children... It's beating and it's hard...

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This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. šŸ™‚šŸ™ƒ



]]> <p>The black cat is still there. A mother who lost her children... It&#39;s beating and it&#39;s hard...</p><p><strong><em>That will be all </em></strong>šŸ™‚<strong><em>. Thanks for being till the end</em></strong>šŸ™ƒ<strong><em>.Ā </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Sign up to my </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TTDmail" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>Weekly newsletter</em></strong></a><strong><em> </em></strong>šŸ˜€<strong><em>, where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It&#39;s </em></strong><strong><em>FREE</em></strong><strong><em> </em></strong>šŸ¤—<strong><em> and will come on SUNDAYS </em></strong>šŸ˜Š<strong><em>. Check out myĀ </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRig" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>INSTAGRAMĀ </em></strong></a><strong><em>&amp;Ā </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRtwitter" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>TWITTERĀ </em></strong></a><strong><em>accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRfb" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>FACEBOOK PAGE</em></strong></a><strong><em> &amp; </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRPin" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>PINTEREST</em></strong></a><strong><em>. You can simply click them. ā€˜Can get me on </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRYT2" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>YouTube</em></strong></a><strong><em> too.</em> </strong>šŸ˜</p><p><strong><em>Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry </em></strong>šŸ˜‰<strong><em>.</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Ā </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>This is </em></strong><strong><em>Shadow Sparkling</em></strong><strong><em> signing off</em></strong><em>. </em>šŸ™‚šŸ™ƒ</p><p><br></p><p><br></p> b63a5d64-8867-4a20-ae8e-80413645987f https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2022/11/the-black-cat.html Sat, 04 Mar 2023 03:50:00 +0000 298 no full SOLD MY CYCLE... She was an old bird :) It's false thumbnail sorry ! SOLD MY CYCLE... She was an old bird :) It's false thumbnail sorry ! 2 3 Shadow Sparkling NOTHINGā€™S PERMANENT. YET SOME THINGS IMPRINT THEM DEEP ENOUGH TO BE ALWAYS REMEMBERED. My bicycle was one of them. It was. Recently it kinda got sold and my daughter has become someone elseā€™s. Itā€™s all good. Yet, I felt like I needed to write about this old bird. WHY. Thatā€™s something which I myself donā€™t exactly know. Why did they thought to change my cycle? Though it kinda looked different. A guy riding a girlā€™s cycle. And that too a rusty one. But still, it didnā€™t give a damn about what people thought. NOTHINGā€™S PERMANENT. YET SOME THINGS IMPRINT THEM DEEP ENOUGH TO BE ALWAYS REMEMBERED. My bicycle was one of them. It was. Recently it kinda got sold and my daughter has become someone elseā€™s. Itā€™s all good. Yet, I felt like I needed to write about this old bird. WHY. Thatā€™s something which I myself donā€™t exactly know. Why did they thought to change my cycle? Though it kinda looked different. A guy riding a girlā€™s cycle. And that too a rusty one. But still, it didnā€™t give a damn about what people thought. Well, it was bought when I was in 2nd standard and now I'm in 10th... So, we just sold our 8 year old cycle for just 1000 less than it was bought for... Know the full story though :)


]]> <p>Well, it was bought when I was in 2nd standard and now I&#39;m in 10th... So, we just sold our 8 year old cycle for just 1000 less than it was bought for... Know the full story though :)</p><p><br></p> 38dab8f8-0a3c-49c5-81c1-cab85709db4a https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2022/12/sold-my-cycle.html Sat, 18 Feb 2023 03:50:00 +0000 234 no full THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG... A personal book experience THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG... A personal book experience 1 3 Shadow Sparkling Well, I actually had this book. My Ma had the Bengali version of it. The old version which I had was under my ā€˜already-readā€™ stack and so I couldnā€™t find it. And I actually only had read one chapter of it and that too before getting Enlightenedā€¦ So, I ordered this book recently and read it. This was quite an awesome book to read. Letā€™s dig deep. OVERVIEW. I finished this 360+ pages book with font size of 18 (as much as I can predict) within 6 days and 20 hours. Not exact obviously. As you already know that when I start a book, I write the date on which I start at the last page of it with the time too. And when I end it, I do the same. So, this had a total of 13 chapters, each quite good than I expected. Well, I actually had this book. My Ma had the Bengali version of it. The old version which I had was under my ā€˜already-readā€™ stack and so I couldnā€™t find it. And I actually only had read one chapter of it and that too before getting Enlightenedā€¦ So, I ordered this book recently and read it. This was quite an awesome book to read. Letā€™s dig deep. OVERVIEW. I finished this 360+ pages book with font size of 18 (as much as I can predict) within 6 days and 20 hours. Not exact obviously. As you already know that when I start a book, I write the date on which I start at the last page of it with the time too. And when I end it, I do the same. So, this had a total of 13 chapters, each quite good than I expected. Well, the magic of thinking big was an amazing book which led me to think how thinking big can change the way you look at life.

It's amazing and definitely worth your time :)

GO FIRST CLASS !!!


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This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. šŸ™‚šŸ™ƒ


]]> <p>Well, the magic of thinking big was an amazing book which led me to think how thinking big can change the way you look at life. </p><p>It&#39;s amazing and definitely worth your time :)</p><p>GO FIRST CLASS !!!</p><p><br></p><p><strong><em>That will be all </em></strong>šŸ™‚<strong><em>. Thanks for being till the end</em></strong>šŸ™ƒ<strong><em>.Ā </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Sign up to my </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TTDmail" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>Weekly newsletter</em></strong></a><strong><em> </em></strong>šŸ˜€<strong><em>, where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It&#39;s </em></strong><strong><em>FREE</em></strong><strong><em> </em></strong>šŸ¤—<strong><em> and will come on SUNDAYS </em></strong>šŸ˜Š<strong><em>. 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You can simply click them. ā€˜Can get me on </em></strong><a href="https://bit.ly/TandRYT2" rel="nofollow"><strong><em>YouTube</em></strong></a><strong><em> too.</em> </strong>šŸ˜</p><p><strong><em>Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry </em></strong>šŸ˜‰<strong><em>.</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Ā </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>This is </em></strong><strong><em>Shadow Sparkling</em></strong><strong><em> signing off</em></strong><em>. </em>šŸ™‚šŸ™ƒ</p><p><br></p> 3a94c4be-1460-49db-b604-ede32fc3ab5f https://shadowsparkling.blogspot.com/2022/12/the-magic-of-thinking-big.html Sat, 04 Feb 2023 04:30:00 +0000 372 yes full SMOKING FOR THE FIRST TIME. SMOKING FOR THE FIRST TIME. 15 2 Shadow Sparkling Smoking was prohibited and was never looked at as a good thing. I was prejudiced too. And now, I am unveiling my secret of secretly smoking for the first time (It was my last time too). Learn about MY FIRST SMOKE at: https://bit.ly/MyFirstSmoke HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #smoke #smoker #smokey #smokeweed #smoked #chainsmokers #onlysmokethefinest #smokers #smokehouse #wedontsmokethesame #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations Smoking was prohibited and was never looked at as a good thing. I was prejudiced too. And now, I am unveiling my secret of secretly smoking for the first time (It was my last time too). Learn about MY FIRST SMOKE at: https://bit.ly/MyFirstSmoke HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #smoke #smoker #smokey #smokeweed #smoked #chainsmokers #onlysmokethefinest #smokers #smokehouse #wedontsmokethesame #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations Smoking was prohibited and was never looked at as a good thing. I was prejudiced too. And now, I am unveiling my secret of secretly smoking for the first time (It was my last time too). Learn about MY FIRST SMOKE at: https://bit.ly/MyFirstSmoke HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #smoke #smoker #smokey #smokeweed #smoked #chainsmokers #onlysmokethefinest #smokers #smokehouse #wedontsmokethesame #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations ]]> <pre>Smoking was prohibited and was never looked at as a good thing. I was prejudiced too. And now, I am unveiling my secret of secretly smoking for the first time (It was my last time too). Learn about MY FIRST SMOKE at: https://bit.ly/MyFirstSmoke HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #smoke #smoker #smokey #smokeweed #smoked #chainsmokers #onlysmokethefinest #smokers #smokehouse #wedontsmokethesame #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations </pre> cd8cd1ef-b419-4cb4-9035-c9cf6bc8a3fd https://bit.ly/MyFirstSmoke Sat, 21 Jan 2023 04:05:00 +0000 344 no full FREAKING STORIES IN OUR HEADS FREAKING STORIES IN OUR HEADS 16 2 Shadow Sparkling DO we truly listen to others? Or do we only listen to the stories in our own heads... Get introduced to THE FREAKING STORIES IN OUR HEADS at https://bit.ly/FStoriesHead HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #words #writing #stories #storiesofindia #belovedstories #littlestoriesofmylife #shortstories #instastories #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations DO we truly listen to others? Or do we only listen to the stories in our own heads... Get introduced to THE FREAKING STORIES IN OUR HEADS at https://bit.ly/FStoriesHead HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #words #writing #stories #storiesofindia #belovedstories #littlestoriesofmylife #shortstories #instastories #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations DO we truly listen to others? Or do we only listen to the stories in our own heads... Get introduced to THE FREAKING STORIES IN OUR HEADS at https://bit.ly/FStoriesHead HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #words #writing #stories #storiesofindia #belovedstories #littlestoriesofmylife #shortstories #instastories #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations


]]> <pre>DO we truly listen to others? Or do we only listen to the stories in our own heads... Get introduced to THE FREAKING STORIES IN OUR HEADS at https://bit.ly/FStoriesHead HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #words #writing #stories #storiesofindia #belovedstories #littlestoriesofmylife #shortstories #instastories #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations </pre><p><br></p> db270e52-2519-4cd0-b40b-47a1244c24b5 https://bit.ly/FStoriesHead Sat, 07 Jan 2023 04:15:00 +0000 435 no full THE BLACK CAT THE BLACK CAT 14 2 Shadow Sparkling The black cat which I would feed was a mixture of YING & YANG... This one was a mother and a female too. But shit happens when everything seems just right... Learn a little more about THE BLACK CAT at: https://bit.ly/TBlackCat HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #catsofinstagram #cat #cats #catstagram #catlovers #catoftheday #catlover #catlife #cats_of_instagram #catsworld #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations The black cat which I would feed was a mixture of YING & YANG... This one was a mother and a female too. But shit happens when everything seems just right... Learn a little more about THE BLACK CAT at: https://bit.ly/TBlackCat HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #catsofinstagram #cat #cats #catstagram #catlovers #catoftheday #catlover #catlife #cats_of_instagram #catsworld #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations The black cat which I would feed was a mixture of YING & YANG... This one was a mother and a female too. But shit happens when everything seems just right... Learn a little more about THE BLACK CAT at: https://bit.ly/TBlackCat HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #catsofinstagram #cat #cats #catstagram #catlovers #catoftheday #catlover #catlife #cats_of_instagram #catsworld #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations


]]> <pre>The black cat which I would feed was a mixture of YING &amp; YANG... This one was a mother and a female too. But shit happens when everything seems just right... Learn a little more about THE BLACK CAT at: https://bit.ly/TBlackCat HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #catsofinstagram #cat #cats #catstagram #catlovers #catoftheday #catlover #catlife #cats_of_instagram #catsworld #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations </pre><p><br></p> cdb5860c-c1ac-4507-99b4-ddb9b238aead https://bit.ly/TBlackCat Sat, 31 Dec 2022 04:05:00 +0000 259 no full THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG 13 2 Shadow Sparkling To be successful, you have to think successful. And to do that, you have to THINK BIG. That's the main thing behind this best-seller book. Get the quick gist of HOW TO THINK BIG at: https://bit.ly/ThinkBigbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #book #bookreview #review #bookstagram #books #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations To be successful, you have to think successful. And to do that, you have to THINK BIG. That's the main thing behind this best-seller book. Get the quick gist of HOW TO THINK BIG at: https://bit.ly/ThinkBigbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #book #bookreview #review #bookstagram #books #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations To be successful, you have to think successful. And to do that, you have to THINK BIG. That's the main thing behind this best-seller book. Get the quick gist of HOW TO THINK BIG at: https://bit.ly/ThinkBigbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #book #bookreview #review #bookstagram #books #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations


]]> <pre>To be successful, you have to think successful. And to do that, you have to THINK BIG. That&#39;s the main thing behind this best-seller book. Get the quick gist of HOW TO THINK BIG at: https://bit.ly/ThinkBigbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #book #bookreview #review #bookstagram #books #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations </pre><p><br></p> 2479e820-994e-4096-afcb-4a9f15919711 https://bit.ly/ThinkBigbook Sat, 24 Dec 2022 04:05:00 +0000 566 no full EXPECTATIONS... EXPECTATIONS... 12 2 Shadow Sparkling Down at the end of our days, EXPECTATIONS have made us see over the horizon and also have pushed us DOWN to the deep rabbit-hole which we never imagine. Well, a piled up bunch of another... A little intro to FUCKING EXPECTATIONS šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/FExpectation HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #expectations #noexpectations #greatexpectations #expectationsvsreality #highexpectations #exceedexpectations #expectationshurt #lowexpectations #exceedingexpectations #beyondexpectations #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations Down at the end of our days, EXPECTATIONS have made us see over the horizon and also have pushed us DOWN to the deep rabbit-hole which we never imagine. Well, a piled up bunch of another... A little intro to FUCKING EXPECTATIONS šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/FExpectation HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #expectations #noexpectations #greatexpectations #expectationsvsreality #highexpectations #exceedexpectations #expectationshurt #lowexpectations #exceedingexpectations #beyondexpectations #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations Down at the end of our days, EXPECTATIONS have made us see over the horizon and also have pushed us DOWN to the deep rabbit-hole which we never imagine. Well, a piled up bunch of another... A little intro to FUCKING EXPECTATIONS šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/FExpectation HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #expectations #noexpectations #greatexpectations #expectationsvsreality #highexpectations #exceedexpectations #expectationshurt #lowexpectations #exceedingexpectations #beyondexpectations #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations


]]> <pre>Down at the end of our days, EXPECTATIONS have made us see over the horizon and also have pushed us DOWN to the deep rabbit-hole which we never imagine. Well, a piled up bunch of another... A little intro to FUCKING EXPECTATIONS šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/FExpectation HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #expectations #noexpectations #greatexpectations #expectationsvsreality #highexpectations #exceedexpectations #expectationshurt #lowexpectations #exceedingexpectations #beyondexpectations #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations </pre><p><br></p> cbde9e20-cee1-4069-ad7c-28aac4fa6421 https://bit.ly/FExpectation Sat, 17 Dec 2022 04:05:00 +0000 737 no full LITTLE THINGS... LITTLE THINGS... 11 2 Shadow Sparkling Little things NEVER go unnoticed. And in the end, these what that matter. If they truly do matter, then how could they be little šŸ™ƒ? A little more of THE LITTLE THINGS at https://bit.ly/ThatLittleThings HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #thelittlethings #littlethings #littlethingsinlife #life #instadaily #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations Little things NEVER go unnoticed. And in the end, these what that matter. If they truly do matter, then how could they be little šŸ™ƒ? A little more of THE LITTLE THINGS at https://bit.ly/ThatLittleThings HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #thelittlethings #littlethings #littlethingsinlife #life #instadaily #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations Little things NEVER go unnoticed. And in the end, these what that matter. If they truly do matter, then how could they be little šŸ™ƒ? A little more of THE LITTLE THINGS at https://bit.ly/ThatLittleThings HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #thelittlethings #littlethings #littlethingsinlife #life #instadaily #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations


]]> <pre>Little things NEVER go unnoticed. And in the end, these what that matter. If they truly do matter, then how could they be little šŸ™ƒ? A little more of THE LITTLE THINGS at https://bit.ly/ThatLittleThings HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #thelittlethings #littlethings #littlethingsinlife #life #instadaily #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations </pre><p><br></p> 847b7c13-0c02-4662-9d02-6801f54c1942 https://bit.ly/ThatLittleThings Sat, 10 Dec 2022 04:05:00 +0000 339 no full THINK & GROW RICH. THINK & GROW RICH. 9 2 Shadow Sparkling How do you get RICH? You THINK & GROW RICH. That's the main thing... And probably there's a reason why this book has been an best-seller still. Get the quick gist of THINK & GROW RICH at https://bit.ly/TAGRbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #books #bookstagram #book #bookworm #booklover #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations How do you get RICH? You THINK & GROW RICH. That's the main thing... And probably there's a reason why this book has been an best-seller still. Get the quick gist of THINK & GROW RICH at https://bit.ly/TAGRbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #books #bookstagram #book #bookworm #booklover #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations How do you get RICH? You THINK & GROW RICH. That's the main thing... And probably there's a reason why this book has been an best-seller still. Get the quick gist of THINK & GROW RICH at https://bit.ly/TAGRbook HASHTAGS: #poetry #writer #writersofinstagram #words #poem #writing #thoughts #writersofig #writerscommunity #writers #poems #authorsofinstagram #writersofindia #writerslife #writersofinsta #poemporn #writercommunity #writerofinstagram #poetofindia #instagramwriter #writerquotes #teenwriter #books #bookstagram #book #bookworm #booklover #shadowsparkling #theteenagersdiary #thoughtsandrealizations


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]]> <pre>Being a TOPPER is something we all have wanted at least once in our life... And anyone can be a TOPPER at his own game. But for studies, take these SHORTCUTS for free. šŸ˜› Check out HOW TO BE A TOPPER now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/BeTopper Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ </pre><p><br></p> 1485a862-c181-4f71-836c-ac3d9e142937 https://bit.ly/BeTopper Sat, 05 Nov 2022 04:05:00 +0000 770 no full YOU CAN SELL YOU CAN SELL 5 2 Shadow Sparkling Everyone is SELLING. The boy proposing from the old man asking for some pennies... YOU CAN SELL has been an amazing guide which every seller i.e. everyone must read. šŸ¤© Look at the GIST here! Check out YOU CAN SELL now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/YCSell Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ Everyone is SELLING. The boy proposing from the old man asking for some pennies... YOU CAN SELL has been an amazing guide which every seller i.e. everyone must read. šŸ¤© Look at the GIST here! Check out YOU CAN SELL now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/YCSell Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ Everyone is SELLING. The boy proposing from the old man asking for some pennies... YOU CAN SELL has been an amazing guide which every seller i.e. everyone must read. šŸ¤© Look at the GIST here! Check out YOU CAN SELL now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/YCSell Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚


]]> <pre>Everyone is SELLING. The boy proposing from the old man asking for some pennies... YOU CAN SELL has been an amazing guide which every seller i.e. everyone must read. šŸ¤© Look at the GIST here! Check out YOU CAN SELL now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/YCSell Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ </pre><p><br></p> c15852a8-d422-4050-85cf-2f72639a33a7 https://bit.ly/YCSell Sat, 29 Oct 2022 04:05:00 +0000 636 no full TAMING THIS PHYSICAL BODY TAMING THIS PHYSICAL BODY 4 2 Shadow Sparkling This body is a BEAST of sorts. And taming it is truly a life long process... But when you control YOUR SELF. You have a part of your destiny bound in your own hands. Check out TAMING THIS PHYSICAL BODY now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/TamingPhysical Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ This body is a BEAST of sorts. And taming it is truly a life long process... But when you control YOUR SELF. You have a part of your destiny bound in your own hands. Check out TAMING THIS PHYSICAL BODY now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/TamingPhysical Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ This body is a BEAST of sorts. And taming it is truly a life long process... But when you control YOUR SELF. You have a part of your destiny bound in your own hands. Check out TAMING THIS PHYSICAL BODY now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/TamingPhysical Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚


]]> <pre>This body is a BEAST of sorts. And taming it is truly a life long process... But when you control YOUR SELF. You have a part of your destiny bound in your own hands. Check out TAMING THIS PHYSICAL BODY now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/TamingPhysical Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ </pre><p><br></p> dd4e5ee5-67cd-40b1-9fe3-c7f6c25f9269 https://bit.ly/TamingPhysical Sat, 22 Oct 2022 04:05:00 +0000 468 no full ME VULNERABLE... Sharing some feelings... ME VULNERABLE... Sharing some feelings... 2 2 Shadow Sparkling Just because someone is a guy, it doesn't mean that he doesn't feels VULNERABLE. We all have OUR OWN MOMENTS OF VULNERABILITY. And I thought that it would be good to open up. šŸ™ƒ Check out ME VULNERABLE now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/MeVulnerable Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ Just because someone is a guy, it doesn't mean that he doesn't feels VULNERABLE. We all have OUR OWN MOMENTS OF VULNERABILITY. And I thought that it would be good to open up. šŸ™ƒ Check out ME VULNERABLE now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/MeVulnerable Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ Just because someone is a guy, it doesn't mean that he doesn't feels VULNERABLE. We all have OUR OWN MOMENTS OF VULNERABILITY. And I thought that it would be good to open up. šŸ™ƒ Check out ME VULNERABLE now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/MeVulnerable Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ ]]> <pre>Just because someone is a guy, it doesn&#39;t mean that he doesn&#39;t feels VULNERABLE. We all have OUR OWN MOMENTS OF VULNERABILITY. And I thought that it would be good to open up. šŸ™ƒ Check out ME VULNERABLE now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/MeVulnerable Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ </pre> 5ecc24f1-e03c-4b04-b889-51f976a53103 https://bit.ly/MeVulnerable Sat, 15 Oct 2022 04:00:00 +0000 484 no full Being LIMITLESS... An book review with wisdom. Being LIMITLESS... An book review with wisdom. 1 2 Shadow Sparkling This is another book review. The title of the book is LIMITLESS and it's written by Jim Kwik. It was an amazing experience reading the book and I thought it would be worth it sharing the timeless knowledge which Jim gave. :) This is another book review. The title of the book is LIMITLESS and it's written by Jim Kwik. It was an amazing experience reading the book and I thought it would be worth it sharing the timeless knowledge which Jim gave. :) Everyone of us would love to break OUR LIMITS. Don't you too? Well, if you fight for your limits, you get to keep them. The educational one can surely be broken though. Check out Be LIMITLESS now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/BeLimitles Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚

This is another book review. The title of the book is LIMITLESS and it's written by Jim Kwik. It was an amazing experience reading the book and I thought it would be worth it sharing the timeless knowledge which Jim gave. :)

]]> <pre>Everyone of us would love to break OUR LIMITS. Don&#39;t you too? Well, if you fight for your limits, you get to keep them. The educational one can surely be broken though. Check out Be LIMITLESS now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/BeLimitles Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ </pre><p>This is another book review. The title of the book is LIMITLESS and it&#39;s written by Jim Kwik. It was an amazing experience reading the book and I thought it would be worth it sharing the timeless knowledge which Jim gave. :)</p> 206dea63-ffc9-4b2e-8fba-730bec554d7f https://bit.ly/BeLimitles Sat, 08 Oct 2022 04:05:00 +0000 781 no full IN THE RAIN. IN THE RAIN. 3 2 Shadow Sparkling I knew that the rain would come. And it did. Well, it was like meeting an old friend. Different vibes in the shower... well, it feels AMAZING. šŸ¤— Check out IN THE RAIN now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/InTRAIN Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ I knew that the rain would come. And it did. Well, it was like meeting an old friend. Different vibes in the shower... well, it feels AMAZING. šŸ¤— Check out IN THE RAIN now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/InTRAIN Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ I knew that the rain would come. And it did. Well, it was like meeting an old friend. Different vibes in the shower... well, it feels AMAZING. šŸ¤— Check out IN THE RAIN now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/InTRAIN Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ ]]> <pre>I knew that the rain would come. And it did. Well, it was like meeting an old friend. Different vibes in the shower... well, it feels AMAZING. šŸ¤— Check out IN THE RAIN now by clicking or copying this link below šŸ˜‰ https://bit.ly/InTRAIN Tell me your thoughts about this one. I would love to read them. šŸ™‚ </pre> 273481c7-37f5-44a7-8bb7-3100be7dbf39 https://bit.ly/InTRAIN Sat, 01 Oct 2022 04:59:52 +0000 418 no full I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE #PARAGLYDING". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE FIRST IDEA. I knew this was coming. I knew it. I feared it a little. I knew it when Baba said that we were going to do ā€œLOTS OF FUN, just four of us.ā€ Generally, we would travel with all our close family. That means we four plus my maternal and paternal grandparents. But this time, it was just we four. Somethings happen for the first time. Itā€™s okay. I was feeling that something crucial was coming. Something surely did. And Iā€™m grateful that things didnā€™t go as bad as I thought they would, which meant me dying and you never reading any of my posts. LEAVING... Well, this morning, Baba had really bad loose motion. He said that it was like water except it was yellow. You get the idea. Then there was my cuteish but satanic baby sister vomiting more than 6 times yesterday after eating those wild strawberries. So, yeah only the two of us were unscathed this time. I was excited but wasnā€™t calm because this morning my meditation wasnā€™t as good as I needed it to be. That was my fault. And today, was also our last day staying in our homestay and those fucking clouds didnā€™t let us have a view. Another failed planned of seeing the highest peak in India. Our homestay was called the Anugrah Homestay, it was run by the sister (Susila Pakhrin) of our driver (Ajay Pakhrin, 79A 1340), but it was awesome and care was of top class. I would definitely miss Peso (the cute adorable white dog, always following its owner). Well, we left the homestay at 10:30. BAD HEALTH. Due to super bad health, (it got worse during the starting of the journey) Baba had to be left in another planned homestay, whose name I still donā€™t know. I know itā€™s irritating to not know where you are. Well, we left my old man and then, went straight towards paragliding station. A normal flight of 8-10 minutes was of Rs 3000 and long flight of 12-15 minutes costs Rs 5000, along with Rs 500 for Video (they provided the GoPro camera). Well, Ma was hesitant with all of that money. She always is. And it was just me who got strapped on. We went to the top walking. I handshake with my flyer. His name was Damien, he is muscular. The thing that happened was, the customers got attached to the flyer with straps (sitting) and the flyer would fly, taking you along with him. There were no female flyers. WHAT HAPPENED. Everything was done by them, even the strapping portions. After getting strapped perfectly, he (Damien, my flyer) said that I didnā€™t need to do anything and the only thing which would be done by me was straightening my legs when we land. Simple enough. And then he ran and jumped. The moment we left the ground and entered Zeusā€™ realm (Zeus is the God of Air), a certain different indescribable feeling ran through me. It was good one of course. I had the camera in my right taking the complete view. I screamed in the first minute, ā€œOh Bhai! Mei udd raha hu!!!ā€ which translates to, ā€œMan! Iā€™m FLYING.ā€ My flyer chuckled. I further said, ā€œBhaiya, udd ne mein alaag hi maza hai!ā€. And that translates to, ā€œItā€™s SUCH A DIFFERENT FEELING FLYING.ā€ It was a great sight. The absence of solid ground and the smooth air running and not static anywhere beneath is really a super awesome different feeling. And the view you behold in your eyes is nothing but mesmerizing, itā€™s unforgettable. But when things are going perfectly... life has its own shit to do. TEARS. My eyes watered at seeing the bright parts of the coin. Even my flyer asked me if I was crying. I was. But these were good tears and I didnā€™t want to shut them out. But things get tensed... I mean really tensed in the body of the customer. Every cell struggles to fight the groupā€™s end, when the turbulence hit. Itā€™s creepy and all of my hairs were up, when I faced my first. It was not a good feeling. Damien, my flyer was having fun in his own way. Laughing coldly, when his opponent was defeated. And there was a time when I looked up during another turbulence hit and our parachute was shrunk at one side for a particular time. I felt death passing close by my heart. It was super creepy. But that wasnā€™t the closest. MY ONLY REGRETS... When we were descending during the end of our timed flight, another turbulence (this was A ROUGH ONE) hit us, this time it was SCARY GHOULLISH. I thought I was gonna die. And when deathā€™s knockings were clear to my ears (for a second), my only regrets floated on the surface. One was not posting my thoughts (my one means of existence) through my blogs and through Instagram. I later on, realized that I could die peacefully even if it wasnā€™t done. But that one thought which anchored me to this mortal world was HER. The last and only thought was that she didnā€™t yet know that I LOVE HER. And that was the thought that forced me to stay, though it was already decided that I wonā€™t die that day. Iā€™m still in my doubts. HER. Well, this was something that hit me and I thought if I should ever say it to HER, if I survive this fall. I have survived and I still in doubt whether she should know about my PURE LOVE for her. Whatever I have for this girl is not at all FAKE. Itā€™s not her body that I crave. Itā€™s her smile that I want to see on her face. Itā€™s the wanting of her being in my arms, just once. I have written in full about my feelings for HER here. Itā€™s the fact knowing that she is satisfied. Itā€™s just HER for me. She probably doesnā€™t even like me. I think she wouldnā€™t ever think of ending up with me. She is a cheerful bird, struggling to get out of her now-visible cages. The only thing she lacks is just a little more experience and maturity, which will be brought by time itself (Iā€™m sure). But she is someone that matters to me. She MATTERS TO ME in such a way, only few would truly understand. Iā€™m still thinking if I should tell her. I donā€™t want to propose but at the same time, want her to know the truth. Her thoughts were my topics after that turbulence hit. I chanted, ā€œHare Krishnaā€ when the turbulence was terrifying me. I was calm during the instants. I was SCARY CALM. My arms that hold the camera was down and the TRUTH is: I was MENTALLY PREPARED to face DEATH else SHE hadnā€™t prevented. VOMITING ??... Well, I was quiet the entire journey except when I opened my mouth to say the I was about to vomit. I first thought that this was just me. Feeling vomiting even in this situation. Later on, my flyer told me that this was normal to suffer from motion sickness. So, after warning him, I vomited but he failed to WARM ME AHEAD that I had to take my head on the side. Probably that was common sense. And Ma always says to me read books about common sense instead of everything that I read. And when I vomited, a part of it was thrown towards my flyer. My full T shirt right sleeve was in completely in my vomit. And later on, when I returned, I had to wash it off my own. When we (me and my flyer) landed, I straightened my legs when he (Damien, my flyer) said. Everything went WELL, except the fact that I didnā€™t feel good after vomiting out. No one does. THE ENDING... We (Iā€™m not telling you again who ā€œweā€ is) actually landed on an open ground. From where, we got up again in a car, from the paragliding station. Damien left mid way to change his clothes. I asked for forgiveness thrice and still think that I should have washed him clothes that instant after getting down. He said that it was okay every time. After that I extracted the video and then we went to complete that dayā€™s sightseeing checklist. I came to know that Bon wasnā€™t let to do the flying with anyone, because she was too small (she is just 6 years old). And hence she cried when I soared the sky (in a way). Well, nothing could have been done for her, and hence Ma had to stay with her; Ma too didnā€™t do it (flying). LAST PARAGRAPH FOR NOW. All the things have been well. Iā€™m glad that Iā€™m alive and that I had this experience. You should try paragliding once, because this would strengthen your thing about VALUEOF TIME. Read about ACCEPTING MORTALITY here. I recently wrote it (a day before I wrote this one). Guess this was the best experience I had during this unwanted trip. Those tears, realization about her, and all of this feeling, almost touching death by an inch (it was more than that), all of this was super worth it. Our main plans have ended. I had a really peaceful sleep in the evening. This has been a great experience. Thanks for listening to me. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE #PARAGLYDING". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE FIRST IDEA. I knew this was coming. I knew it. I feared it a little. I knew it when Baba said that we were going to do ā€œLOTS OF FUN, just four of us.ā€ Generally, we would travel with all our close family. That means we four plus my maternal and paternal grandparents. But this time, it was just we four. Somethings happen for the first time. Itā€™s okay. I was feeling that something crucial was coming. Something surely did. And Iā€™m grateful that things didnā€™t go as bad as I thought they would, which meant me dying and you never reading any of my posts. LEAVING... Well, this morning, Baba had really bad loose motion. He said that it was like water except it was yellow. You get the idea. Then there was my cuteish but satanic baby sister vomiting more than 6 times yesterday after eating those wild strawberries. So, yeah only the two of us were unscathed this time. I was excited but wasnā€™t calm because this morning my meditation wasnā€™t as good as I needed it to be. That was my fault. And today, was also our last day staying in our homestay and those fucking clouds didnā€™t let us have a view. Another failed planned of seeing the highest peak in India. Our homestay was called the Anugrah Homestay, it was run by the sister (Susila Pakhrin) of our driver (Ajay Pakhrin, 79A 1340), but it was awesome and care was of top class. I would definitely miss Peso (the cute adorable white dog, always following its owner). Well, we left the homestay at 10:30. BAD HEALTH. Due to super bad health, (it got worse during the starting of the journey) Baba had to be left in another planned homestay, whose name I still donā€™t know. I know itā€™s irritating to not know where you are. Well, we left my old man and then, went straight towards paragliding station. A normal flight of 8-10 minutes was of Rs 3000 and long flight of 12-15 minutes costs Rs 5000, along with Rs 500 for Video (they provided the GoPro camera). Well, Ma was hesitant with all of that money. She always is. And it was just me who got strapped on. We went to the top walking. I handshake with my flyer. His name was Damien, he is muscular. The thing that happened was, the customers got attached to the flyer with straps (sitting) and the flyer would fly, taking you along with him. There were no female flyers. WHAT HAPPENED. Everything was done by them, even the strapping portions. After getting strapped perfectly, he (Damien, my flyer) said that I didnā€™t need to do anything and the only thing which would be done by me was straightening my legs when we land. Simple enough. And then he ran and jumped. The moment we left the ground and entered Zeusā€™ realm (Zeus is the God of Air), a certain different indescribable feeling ran through me. It was good one of course. I had the camera in my right taking the complete view. I screamed in the first minute, ā€œOh Bhai! Mei udd raha hu!!!ā€ which translates to, ā€œMan! Iā€™m FLYING.ā€ My flyer chuckled. I further said, ā€œBhaiya, udd ne mein alaag hi maza hai!ā€. And that translates to, ā€œItā€™s SUCH A DIFFERENT FEELING FLYING.ā€ It was a great sight. The absence of solid ground and the smooth air running and not static anywhere beneath is really a super awesome different feeling. And the view you behold in your eyes is nothing but mesmerizing, itā€™s unforgettable. But when things are going perfectly... life has its own shit to do. TEARS. My eyes watered at seeing the bright parts of the coin. Even my flyer asked me if I was crying. I was. But these were good tears and I didnā€™t want to shut them out. But things get tensed... I mean really tensed in the body of the customer. Every cell struggles to fight the groupā€™s end, when the turbulence hit. Itā€™s creepy and all of my hairs were up, when I faced my first. It was not a good feeling. Damien, my flyer was having fun in his own way. Laughing coldly, when his opponent was defeated. And there was a time when I looked up during another turbulence hit and our parachute was shrunk at one side for a particular time. I felt death passing close by my heart. It was super creepy. But that wasnā€™t the closest. MY ONLY REGRETS... When we were descending during the end of our timed flight, another turbulence (this was A ROUGH ONE) hit us, this time it was SCARY GHOULLISH. I thought I was gonna die. And when deathā€™s knockings were clear to my ears (for a second), my only regrets floated on the surface. One was not posting my thoughts (my one means of existence) through my blogs and through Instagram. I later on, realized that I could die peacefully even if it wasnā€™t done. But that one thought which anchored me to this mortal world was HER. The last and only thought was that she didnā€™t yet know that I LOVE HER. And that was the thought that forced me to stay, though it was already decided that I wonā€™t die that day. Iā€™m still in my doubts. HER. Well, this was something that hit me and I thought if I should ever say it to HER, if I survive this fall. I have survived and I still in doubt whether she should know about my PURE LOVE for her. Whatever I have for this girl is not at all FAKE. Itā€™s not her body that I crave. Itā€™s her smile that I want to see on her face. Itā€™s the wanting of her being in my arms, just once. I have written in full about my feelings for HER here. Itā€™s the fact knowing that she is satisfied. Itā€™s just HER for me. She probably doesnā€™t even like me. I think she wouldnā€™t ever think of ending up with me. She is a cheerful bird, struggling to get out of her now-visible cages. The only thing she lacks is just a little more experience and maturity, which will be brought by time itself (Iā€™m sure). But she is someone that matters to me. She MATTERS TO ME in such a way, only few would truly understand. Iā€™m still thinking if I should tell her. I donā€™t want to propose but at the same time, want her to know the truth. Her thoughts were my topics after that turbulence hit. I chanted, ā€œHare Krishnaā€ when the turbulence was terrifying me. I was calm during the instants. I was SCARY CALM. My arms that hold the camera was down and the TRUTH is: I was MENTALLY PREPARED to face DEATH else SHE hadnā€™t prevented. VOMITING ??... Well, I was quiet the entire journey except when I opened my mouth to say the I was about to vomit. I first thought that this was just me. Feeling vomiting even in this situation. Later on, my flyer told me that this was normal to suffer from motion sickness. So, after warning him, I vomited but he failed to WARM ME AHEAD that I had to take my head on the side. Probably that was common sense. And Ma always says to me read books about common sense instead of everything that I read. And when I vomited, a part of it was thrown towards my flyer. My full T shirt right sleeve was in completely in my vomit. And later on, when I returned, I had to wash it off my own. When we (me and my flyer) landed, I straightened my legs when he (Damien, my flyer) said. Everything went WELL, except the fact that I didnā€™t feel good after vomiting out. No one does. THE ENDING... We (Iā€™m not telling you again who ā€œweā€ is) actually landed on an open ground. From where, we got up again in a car, from the paragliding station. Damien left mid way to change his clothes. I asked for forgiveness thrice and still think that I should have washed him clothes that instant after getting down. He said that it was okay every time. After that I extracted the video and then we went to complete that dayā€™s sightseeing checklist. I came to know that Bon wasnā€™t let to do the flying with anyone, because she was too small (she is just 6 years old). And hence she cried when I soared the sky (in a way). Well, nothing could have been done for her, and hence Ma had to stay with her; Ma too didnā€™t do it (flying). LAST PARAGRAPH FOR NOW. All the things have been well. Iā€™m glad that Iā€™m alive and that I had this experience. You should try paragliding once, because this would strengthen your thing about VALUEOF TIME. Read about ACCEPTING MORTALITY here. I recently wrote it (a day before I wrote this one). Guess this was the best experience I had during this unwanted trip. Those tears, realization about her, and all of this feeling, almost touching death by an inch (it was more than that), all of this was super worth it. Our main plans have ended. I had a really peaceful sleep in the evening. This has been a great experience. Thanks for listening to me. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Recently, felt death by an inch. It went past me. I was prepared mentally, yet SHE & MY DREAMS anchored me to this world.

Read about I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE by clicking this link:

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]]> <p>Recently, felt death by an inch. It went past me. I was prepared mentally, yet <strong><em><u>SHE &amp; MY DREAMS</u></em></strong> anchored me to this world.</p><p>Read about <strong>I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE</strong> by clicking this link:</p><p>https://bit.ly/FeltDeathĀ </p> 66ad70e8-6001-48d7-aaa2-ba7ea5d820f0 https://bit.ly/FeltDeath Fri, 30 Sep 2022 23:30:00 +0000 626 no full AT THE LAST BENCH AT THE LAST BENCH Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "AT THE LAST BENCH". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE STARTING. Wow! It has been more than a year and a half since I saw my whole class. Our school though partially opened before the annual exams of the previous class; I didnā€™t have the clear look as I did now. It was just a week and most of the students wouldnā€™t be present. And during the exams I could barely focus on anything else. Well, this time, it opened and now everything is in black and white. No, actually thatā€™s the color pattern for our school uniform.... FIRST DAY. Well, I wouldnā€™t say it was not well, but something was missing. Or was it me realizing that Iā€™m a little bit of nihilist myself. ā€œNot everything has a purposeā€ isnā€™t my motto but itā€™s that ā€œnot everything is worth itā€. Our classā€™s position has been changed. Itā€™s a little too close to the teacherā€™s staff room. The first day I went and sat where I was back in the previous class. That day I got up early. Like really early. But when I was being ready, I couldnā€™t find my black and white uniform and hence I have to wear my sports cloths. Itā€™s red and blue. And still that combination makes me nothing. SHOWING OFF. I thought that I should wear the school dress of my previous class, which I had outgrown. My veins would look amazing. I will have everyoneā€™s eyes. But showing off hasnā€™t been my thing. It has never been since I learned that THE TOP OF EVERY MOUNTAIN IS A NEW BIGGER MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB. I measured that it took me approximately 4 minutes to go to school from home by cycling. And after that I feel like my time has got wasted standing in the assembly, not understanding the blurred pronunciation of the girls who are more than eager to stand before the steel rods and speak before the mics as MISTRESSES. My second crush is one of them too. She is the same except she has got fatter and her tits are small but her butt is decent. SITTING DOWN. Well, that day and it has been quite a few days, since I go to school, enter our classroom in the 1st floor and put my bag in the nearest bench to the door. Thatā€™s the last bench. I did it in the previous class too, when the school partially opened. Why do I sit in the last? Why would the topper of the class sit at the last? Well, for the first question, you have to sit at the end to understand the different feeling. And it doesnā€™t matter if Iā€™m the topper because frankly I donā€™t give a shit. I didnā€™t have anyone honestly. Anyone to share my stuffs with. Not of the same mindset. I do call all my peers and everyone my friend, but something has been off sinceā€¦ I donā€™t know. Just not feeling it. LONELY? For those who think that itā€™s lonely at the backā€¦ Well, Iā€™m not all alone there. I have been there for me when no one wasnā€™t. And I would always be there for me. Itā€™s not a over exaggeration and I would tell you that I kinda donā€™t like, no, I hate using my TIME, doing unproductive things. The last bench, not the second last or the third last bench, takes you to a different level. Itā€™s a different energy all together. Itā€™s dark at the corner but I donā€™t have a problem because I have spent a lot of time crawling out and yet enjoying the dark nature of my abyss. Most of us have. WHAT IT GIVES. From the last bench, you can have the entire view of the class. Like the leader of your army. Itā€™s all visible from there. And it saves you from the glares and eyes of the teachers, thereby not being the TEACHERā€™S PET. And there is PEACE in the middle. A SILENT SOLACE could be found there if you get detached. Itā€™s not something you get everywhere. I personally crave for the peace because it gives you a different way of thinking. A different way to see this world around you. A different way of telling the stories you tell yourselves. Meditation in the morning is the common way I find this peace. Itā€™s cold and dark yet my Artemis shines bright most days, during DAWN. Thereā€™s freshness all around. And itā€™s like begging you to have some of what it has, PEACE, SILENCE & DIFFERENT VIEWING CAPABILITY. IN THE END. For people who are thinking what is there at the end, itā€™s a different world to inhabit. This is not so bad at all. People think, no, they tell themselves stories that the top boy/girl should sit at the front. Then those stories stay with them till they are parents themselves and after that they tell their children that they must sit on the first rows and input in their mind that the bad boys sit at the back. I am kinda glad that there isnā€™t a SEAT ROTATION, because I honestly donā€™t want to exit my dark abode. Itā€™s just like how I want it to be. Iā€™m grateful for what I have. IN THE END, THAT DAY. That day, I felt a sudden chill running through my spine. I donā€™t know why. I was there doing my things in the last bench, when I felt a presence. It wasnā€™t not the usual one. Itā€™s a different feeling and after that, I kinda thinkā€¦ It was not the something normal and I felt it. It was probably the loneliness taking it toll. I listened to The Search by NF that night before I went to slept. The Search is the most relatable song to me. The link to listen in Spotify is here. And now, I just tomorrow a new sun would rise out of the nightā€™s shadows. Some days, I just go to my roof during the night, and touch my shadow formed by my Artemisā€™s bright light and say, ā€œI WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THE MOST. Iā€™M GONNA BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU WOULD NEED ME THE MOST.ā€ Itā€™s like telling to someone, whom you truly love. But still, everythingā€™s fine. Well, thatā€™s all I had to share. Thanks for listening. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "AT THE LAST BENCH". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE STARTING. Wow! It has been more than a year and a half since I saw my whole class. Our school though partially opened before the annual exams of the previous class; I didnā€™t have the clear look as I did now. It was just a week and most of the students wouldnā€™t be present. And during the exams I could barely focus on anything else. Well, this time, it opened and now everything is in black and white. No, actually thatā€™s the color pattern for our school uniform.... FIRST DAY. Well, I wouldnā€™t say it was not well, but something was missing. Or was it me realizing that Iā€™m a little bit of nihilist myself. ā€œNot everything has a purposeā€ isnā€™t my motto but itā€™s that ā€œnot everything is worth itā€. Our classā€™s position has been changed. Itā€™s a little too close to the teacherā€™s staff room. The first day I went and sat where I was back in the previous class. That day I got up early. Like really early. But when I was being ready, I couldnā€™t find my black and white uniform and hence I have to wear my sports cloths. Itā€™s red and blue. And still that combination makes me nothing. SHOWING OFF. I thought that I should wear the school dress of my previous class, which I had outgrown. My veins would look amazing. I will have everyoneā€™s eyes. But showing off hasnā€™t been my thing. It has never been since I learned that THE TOP OF EVERY MOUNTAIN IS A NEW BIGGER MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB. I measured that it took me approximately 4 minutes to go to school from home by cycling. And after that I feel like my time has got wasted standing in the assembly, not understanding the blurred pronunciation of the girls who are more than eager to stand before the steel rods and speak before the mics as MISTRESSES. My second crush is one of them too. She is the same except she has got fatter and her tits are small but her butt is decent. SITTING DOWN. Well, that day and it has been quite a few days, since I go to school, enter our classroom in the 1st floor and put my bag in the nearest bench to the door. Thatā€™s the last bench. I did it in the previous class too, when the school partially opened. Why do I sit in the last? Why would the topper of the class sit at the last? Well, for the first question, you have to sit at the end to understand the different feeling. And it doesnā€™t matter if Iā€™m the topper because frankly I donā€™t give a shit. I didnā€™t have anyone honestly. Anyone to share my stuffs with. Not of the same mindset. I do call all my peers and everyone my friend, but something has been off sinceā€¦ I donā€™t know. Just not feeling it. LONELY? For those who think that itā€™s lonely at the backā€¦ Well, Iā€™m not all alone there. I have been there for me when no one wasnā€™t. And I would always be there for me. Itā€™s not a over exaggeration and I would tell you that I kinda donā€™t like, no, I hate using my TIME, doing unproductive things. The last bench, not the second last or the third last bench, takes you to a different level. Itā€™s a different energy all together. Itā€™s dark at the corner but I donā€™t have a problem because I have spent a lot of time crawling out and yet enjoying the dark nature of my abyss. Most of us have. WHAT IT GIVES. From the last bench, you can have the entire view of the class. Like the leader of your army. Itā€™s all visible from there. And it saves you from the glares and eyes of the teachers, thereby not being the TEACHERā€™S PET. And there is PEACE in the middle. A SILENT SOLACE could be found there if you get detached. Itā€™s not something you get everywhere. I personally crave for the peace because it gives you a different way of thinking. A different way to see this world around you. A different way of telling the stories you tell yourselves. Meditation in the morning is the common way I find this peace. Itā€™s cold and dark yet my Artemis shines bright most days, during DAWN. Thereā€™s freshness all around. And itā€™s like begging you to have some of what it has, PEACE, SILENCE & DIFFERENT VIEWING CAPABILITY. IN THE END. For people who are thinking what is there at the end, itā€™s a different world to inhabit. This is not so bad at all. People think, no, they tell themselves stories that the top boy/girl should sit at the front. Then those stories stay with them till they are parents themselves and after that they tell their children that they must sit on the first rows and input in their mind that the bad boys sit at the back. I am kinda glad that there isnā€™t a SEAT ROTATION, because I honestly donā€™t want to exit my dark abode. Itā€™s just like how I want it to be. Iā€™m grateful for what I have. IN THE END, THAT DAY. That day, I felt a sudden chill running through my spine. I donā€™t know why. I was there doing my things in the last bench, when I felt a presence. It wasnā€™t not the usual one. Itā€™s a different feeling and after that, I kinda thinkā€¦ It was not the something normal and I felt it. It was probably the loneliness taking it toll. I listened to The Search by NF that night before I went to slept. The Search is the most relatable song to me. The link to listen in Spotify is here. And now, I just tomorrow a new sun would rise out of the nightā€™s shadows. Some days, I just go to my roof during the night, and touch my shadow formed by my Artemisā€™s bright light and say, ā€œI WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THE MOST. Iā€™M GONNA BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU WOULD NEED ME THE MOST.ā€ Itā€™s like telling to someone, whom you truly love. But still, everythingā€™s fine. Well, thatā€™s all I had to share. Thanks for listening. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. At the last bench, it's a different feeling. Shadows become friends. And there's no fear of getting stabbed behind, because there's no one behind you.Ā 

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]]> <p>At the last bench, it&#39;s a different feeling. <strong>Shadows become friends</strong>. And <strong><em>there&#39;s no fear of getting stabbed behind</em></strong>, because <u>there&#39;s no one behind you.Ā </u></p><p>Read about <a href="https://bit.ly/LastBench" rel="nofollow"><strong>AT THE LAST BENCH</strong></a> by clicking this link:</p><p>https://bit.ly/LastBench</p> 039832eb-6adb-4610-83d0-ac7d854f56d1 https://bit.ly/LastBench Sat, 24 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000 418 no full DO EPIC SHIT DO EPIC SHIT Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about DO EPIC SHIT. PS this is a book review. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. WHY I BOUGHT IT? Well, letā€™s do some epic shit!!! Ha ha ha!!! No, itā€™s actually the name of a book. And guess what, itā€™s written by my favourite Youtuber Ankur Warikoo. Itā€™s yellow and sky-blue color in its template and written in big initials are letters stating ā€œDO EPIC SHITā€. Okay, I didnā€™t buy because it was good book to read. I didnā€™t know that. Itā€™s an AMAZING BOOK to read now I know. I bought it because it was written by Ankur. Yup I know itā€™s partiality but it was really worth it. Ankur Warikoo, if you donā€™t know him check his channel here, is a awesome Content Creator, one of the best in India. Creating awareness about finance, giving us really helpful knowledge about investing, money and enlightening us through his FAILURES. I just love this guy. Really. THE BOOK. Okay, so the book is a very short one. Really mean it. It took me just 5 days to finish it. And at the end of last reading session with it, I smiled at the path I had gone. It was such an amazing journey. So the book is divided into 6 sections. The sections from the first are: Success (& Failures), Habits, Awareness, Entrepreneurship, Money and Relationships. In each section, Ankur provides timeless WISDOM, related to the topic. And the fonts are quite big and on each page thereā€™s something to learn. The paragraphs are short. Ankur has also provided his MISTAKES LISTS (mistakes in 20s, mistakes in 30s, etc.), The LIES HE TOLD HIMSELF, etc. so that we could learn from them. I loved this feature because I LEARNED LOTS. SUCCESS (& FAILURES). Ankur says that whatever he is today is the combined product of all the mistakes and hardships he has went through. Success is a journey and a relationship with oneself. Time goes away and leaves us with only one of these two things: regret or results. In this section, he has highlighted some crucial things related to success and failures. Some of the best quotes are: 1) ā€œDONā€™T MEASURE HOW VALUABLE YOU ARE BY THE WAY YOU ARE TREATED.ā€ 2) ā€œWE HAVE JUST ONE LIFE. WHY LIVE IT WITH JUST ONE IDENTITY?ā€ 3) ā€œNO ONE OWES YOU THEIR TIME AND MONEY. YOU EARN IT, EVERY DAY, BY THE OWORK YOU DO.ā€ 4) LISTENING TO SOMEONE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT OR PRESCRIPTION IS THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT YOU CAN GIVE SOMEONE.ā€ 5) ā€œIT IS NOT WHAT YOU DO BUT WHO YOU ARE UNDERNEATH THAT DEFINES YOU.ā€ 6) ā€œAN EXCUSE IS THE DISTANC BETWEEN WHO YOU ARE AND WHO YOU WISH TO BE.ā€ 7) ā€œTIME IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS. EVERYTHING ELSE CAN WAIT.ā€ So that sums up all. But there is plenty more. In this section, Ankur has provided with a list of his Mistakes he made in his 20s as wells as 30s. The next is HABITS. HABITS. A pro is the same amateur who showed up every day. He is the one who chose discipline over excuses. Habits are the minutes little things which define us by who we are every day. Thatā€™s not from the book. Well, Habits are truly beneficial if used correctly and to your advantage. It pays off so well. The best book about habits is ATOMIC HABITS by James Clear, itā€™s amazing book. You can read what I wrote about it here. Again, here too I will insert some of the best quotes from the book. 1) ā€œHABITS BUILD US, GOALS LAY US BARREN.ā€ 2) ā€œEvery time you stop from sharing what you know because ā€˜who will listen to me; I am nobodyā€™, some nobody is sharing what they know and that becomes the ā€˜GOLD STANDARDā€™.ā€ 3) ā€œCURIOUSITY has created more opportunities than hard work ever will.ā€ 4) ā€œHabits hire us forever and take us higher, whereas targets tame us and leave us clueless after we achieve them.ā€ 5) ā€œThoughts are powerful, when they are converted int o actions. Without action, they are simply broken promises.ā€ 6) ā€œThe quality of your presence is way more important than the forced quantity of your attendance when youā€™re not present.ā€ 7) ā€œThe things that are the easiest to do are the hardest to live with. Yet they are the only things that make our life easier.ā€ Ankur warikoo has also provided with his habit list. OTHERS IN BRIEF. Itā€™s a lot of work. The next is awareness, entrepreneurship, money & relationships. Now this time, I wonā€™t be writing the quotes though they might be life-changing. Buy and read the book, because this is gonna get worth it. Creating awareness is what Ankur and his team are doing. Entrepreneurship part is about entrepreneurship of course. In this section he tells us crucial things and have-to-change stuffs about entrepreneurship, which have to altered. The stories you tell yourself must be right and actually true. Instead of making assumptions, itā€™s better to ask questions. Because the answer is gonna be NO, if you donā€™t ask. No cares a f**k about who you are. What you do is what matters. Your conduct is the thing which determines how others will treat you with. ā€œBuild a team so strong that someone from outside doesnā€™t know who the boss is!ā€ I loved that quote. IN THE END. I loved the part where he wrote the letters to his children. I love this guy. He is such an awesome father. His struggles and mistakes are what made his guy who he is. ā€œRemember your rootsā€ part touched my heart. ā€œTrue love sometimes means understanding that you donā€™t understand.ā€ Oh God! This book is exploding with awesome quotes. Well, the importance of the MOST IMPORTANT THING is GLORIFIED in the end. Itā€™s TIME. The book ends with the really good line, ā€œTHE POWERFUL THINGS THAT LIE WITHIN US ARE OFTEN THE EASIEST TO OVERLOOK.ā€ And in the last line, there stands my favourite ending line, ā€œankur warikoo signing off!ā€ I loved this book. And Iā€™m so glad that I ordered this. I realize that I donā€™t deserve whatever I have. I came into this world empty handed and whatever I have, I HAD BEEN GIFTED. I GRATEFUL FOR IT. Itā€™s not that hard to be grateful. I have written about gratefulness here; you can check that out. I still have to figure my superpower left to do. But this has been such an amazing journey. And just like ending, itā€™s has been such a great path to walk on. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about DO EPIC SHIT. PS this is a book review. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. WHY I BOUGHT IT? Well, letā€™s do some epic shit!!! Ha ha ha!!! No, itā€™s actually the name of a book. And guess what, itā€™s written by my favourite Youtuber Ankur Warikoo. Itā€™s yellow and sky-blue color in its template and written in big initials are letters stating ā€œDO EPIC SHITā€. Okay, I didnā€™t buy because it was good book to read. I didnā€™t know that. Itā€™s an AMAZING BOOK to read now I know. I bought it because it was written by Ankur. Yup I know itā€™s partiality but it was really worth it. Ankur Warikoo, if you donā€™t know him check his channel here, is a awesome Content Creator, one of the best in India. Creating awareness about finance, giving us really helpful knowledge about investing, money and enlightening us through his FAILURES. I just love this guy. Really. THE BOOK. Okay, so the book is a very short one. Really mean it. It took me just 5 days to finish it. And at the end of last reading session with it, I smiled at the path I had gone. It was such an amazing journey. So the book is divided into 6 sections. The sections from the first are: Success (& Failures), Habits, Awareness, Entrepreneurship, Money and Relationships. In each section, Ankur provides timeless WISDOM, related to the topic. And the fonts are quite big and on each page thereā€™s something to learn. The paragraphs are short. Ankur has also provided his MISTAKES LISTS (mistakes in 20s, mistakes in 30s, etc.), The LIES HE TOLD HIMSELF, etc. so that we could learn from them. I loved this feature because I LEARNED LOTS. SUCCESS (& FAILURES). Ankur says that whatever he is today is the combined product of all the mistakes and hardships he has went through. Success is a journey and a relationship with oneself. Time goes away and leaves us with only one of these two things: regret or results. In this section, he has highlighted some crucial things related to success and failures. Some of the best quotes are: 1) ā€œDONā€™T MEASURE HOW VALUABLE YOU ARE BY THE WAY YOU ARE TREATED.ā€ 2) ā€œWE HAVE JUST ONE LIFE. WHY LIVE IT WITH JUST ONE IDENTITY?ā€ 3) ā€œNO ONE OWES YOU THEIR TIME AND MONEY. YOU EARN IT, EVERY DAY, BY THE OWORK YOU DO.ā€ 4) LISTENING TO SOMEONE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT OR PRESCRIPTION IS THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT YOU CAN GIVE SOMEONE.ā€ 5) ā€œIT IS NOT WHAT YOU DO BUT WHO YOU ARE UNDERNEATH THAT DEFINES YOU.ā€ 6) ā€œAN EXCUSE IS THE DISTANC BETWEEN WHO YOU ARE AND WHO YOU WISH TO BE.ā€ 7) ā€œTIME IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS. EVERYTHING ELSE CAN WAIT.ā€ So that sums up all. But there is plenty more. In this section, Ankur has provided with a list of his Mistakes he made in his 20s as wells as 30s. The next is HABITS. HABITS. A pro is the same amateur who showed up every day. He is the one who chose discipline over excuses. Habits are the minutes little things which define us by who we are every day. Thatā€™s not from the book. Well, Habits are truly beneficial if used correctly and to your advantage. It pays off so well. The best book about habits is ATOMIC HABITS by James Clear, itā€™s amazing book. You can read what I wrote about it here. Again, here too I will insert some of the best quotes from the book. 1) ā€œHABITS BUILD US, GOALS LAY US BARREN.ā€ 2) ā€œEvery time you stop from sharing what you know because ā€˜who will listen to me; I am nobodyā€™, some nobody is sharing what they know and that becomes the ā€˜GOLD STANDARDā€™.ā€ 3) ā€œCURIOUSITY has created more opportunities than hard work ever will.ā€ 4) ā€œHabits hire us forever and take us higher, whereas targets tame us and leave us clueless after we achieve them.ā€ 5) ā€œThoughts are powerful, when they are converted int o actions. Without action, they are simply broken promises.ā€ 6) ā€œThe quality of your presence is way more important than the forced quantity of your attendance when youā€™re not present.ā€ 7) ā€œThe things that are the easiest to do are the hardest to live with. Yet they are the only things that make our life easier.ā€ Ankur warikoo has also provided with his habit list. OTHERS IN BRIEF. Itā€™s a lot of work. The next is awareness, entrepreneurship, money & relationships. Now this time, I wonā€™t be writing the quotes though they might be life-changing. Buy and read the book, because this is gonna get worth it. Creating awareness is what Ankur and his team are doing. Entrepreneurship part is about entrepreneurship of course. In this section he tells us crucial things and have-to-change stuffs about entrepreneurship, which have to altered. The stories you tell yourself must be right and actually true. Instead of making assumptions, itā€™s better to ask questions. Because the answer is gonna be NO, if you donā€™t ask. No cares a f**k about who you are. What you do is what matters. Your conduct is the thing which determines how others will treat you with. ā€œBuild a team so strong that someone from outside doesnā€™t know who the boss is!ā€ I loved that quote. IN THE END. I loved the part where he wrote the letters to his children. I love this guy. He is such an awesome father. His struggles and mistakes are what made his guy who he is. ā€œRemember your rootsā€ part touched my heart. ā€œTrue love sometimes means understanding that you donā€™t understand.ā€ Oh God! This book is exploding with awesome quotes. Well, the importance of the MOST IMPORTANT THING is GLORIFIED in the end. Itā€™s TIME. The book ends with the really good line, ā€œTHE POWERFUL THINGS THAT LIE WITHIN US ARE OFTEN THE EASIEST TO OVERLOOK.ā€ And in the last line, there stands my favourite ending line, ā€œankur warikoo signing off!ā€ I loved this book. And Iā€™m so glad that I ordered this. I realize that I donā€™t deserve whatever I have. I came into this world empty handed and whatever I have, I HAD BEEN GIFTED. I GRATEFUL FOR IT. Itā€™s not that hard to be grateful. I have written about gratefulness here; you can check that out. I still have to figure my superpower left to do. But this has been such an amazing journey. And just like ending, itā€™s has been such a great path to walk on. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Just going around and DOING MY EPIC SHIT. Each and every page of this book, contains a quote worth remembering. Get the GIST of the whole book here. :) ;)

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]]> <p>Just going around and <strong><em><u>DOING MY EPIC SHIT</u></em></strong>. Each and every page of this book, contains a quote worth remembering. Get the GIST of the whole book here. :) ;)</p><p>Read about <strong>DO EPIC SHIT</strong> by clicking this link:</p><p>https://bit.ly/DEShit</p> 8646603f-5199-4c8e-a693-12c6a6dda6e5 https://bit.ly/DEShit Fri, 16 Sep 2022 23:30:00 +0000 471 no full THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A FUCK THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A FUCK Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A FUCK". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. This was finished in a little bit of hurry. This orange guy had been my companion during our trip to Kalimpong. Itā€™s total shit. The trip. Not the book. I bought it in the set of its brother. This bookā€™s author is Mark Manson. This guyā€™s a stay blogger, the back cover said that. Well, Iā€™m a blogger myself... actually you are reading my blog. Well, anyways letā€™s get this review started. PREVIEW. So, this book is of 9 Chapters. Each chapter having sub-contents totally worth reading. Mark Manson has really well-placed the chapters in order. The first chapterā€™s name is Donā€™t Try. In this chapter we learn that success and self-improvement arenā€™t the same thing and they obviously donā€™t occur at the same time. Then we are introduced to the Feedback Loop from Hell. Actually psychologically, itā€™s feeling of feeling what you previously felt because of something which before even that made you feel like you are feeling now. What I mean is, suppose you are feeling guilty. Then, after sometime, youā€™ll feel guilty about feeling guilty. Thatā€™s simple enough. At the end of first chapter thereā€™s WHY this book was written which lowers your expectations and hence doesnā€™t make you unhappy. The first chapter generally tells you to not go for things which might be better or make your thing look better. And hence DONā€™T TRY. Because sometimes not giving a fuck to something returns a lot. LIMITED FUCKS. We all have limited number of fucks to give to this world and Mark Manson has just verbalized that through this book. The fucks we give to something is choosing to give that something our time. Our time is the most important resource any human has. And hence, we should only spend it for important stuffs. Stuffs that are really worth it. As he says, ā€œThese moments of non-fuckery are the moments that most define our lives.ā€ And ā€œTo not give a fuck is to stare down lifeā€™s most terrifying and difficult challenges and still take action.ā€ Well, this book generally sums up everything one must have in order to what to give a fuck or not. HAPPINESS ??. When we chase something, the more we chase, the more we will incomplete (by reminding us always what we lack). Finding yourself more fuck-worthy fucks are worth your time than doing this. Welcome to Chapter 2- Happiness is a Problem. It technically is. BTW, what is HAPPINESS? Is it just a smile? Is it the face of someone laughing? How about someone totally in eternal bliss realm? Well, the meaning varies for different people. But the process by which it starts is the same. HAPPINESS ALWAYS COMES BY SOLVING PROBLEMS. Well, life itself is a form of suffering, ainā€™t it? So, thereā€™s so many tons of opportunities lying around for you to get the 9-lettered-word. The thing most of us get wrong about happiness is that, we think if we achieve X, then we can be happy; if we make ourselves like Y, then we can be happy. But its not that. As I wrote before, Happiness Comes from Solving Problems. Problems never stop; they merely get exchanged or upgraded. WHY CANā€™T YOU HAVE HAPPINESS? Happiness is a constant work-in-progress. It really is. And TRUE HAPPINESS occurs only when you find the problems you enjoy having and enjoy solving. Problems definitely cause pains and the thing is PAIN SERVES A PURPOSE. The pain is gonna go away once itā€™s done teaching you the lesson. Unfortunately, for most people, life ainā€™t that simple. ā€œThe secret sauce is in the solving of the problems, not in not having problems in the first place.ā€ Well, many people donā€™t actually get happiness due to two reasons. 1) They DENY having problems. For them problems donā€™t EXIST. 2) Then, there are people who believe that there is nothing they can do to solve their problems, even when they actually could. They are gonna face a big wall when they realize it. But thatā€™s okay. After all, itā€™s gonna make them a better person after that. Happiness also requires another thing. Itā€™s STRUGGLE. And the thing about STRUGGLE is, if choose your own fucking struggle, the better youā€™re gonna be able to solve it. So, yeah CHOOSE YOUR STRUGGLE. The best question asking yourself to determine your struggle is (as given in the book): ā€œWhat PAIN do you want to sustain?ā€ Well, THE PATH TO HAPPINESS IS A PATH FULL OF SHIT-HEAPS AND SHAME. YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL ??. Now, we come to chapter 3- You are not special. You actually arenā€™t at all. You think you went and finish school early, you think you only have X which no one else has and for whatever reason you think YOUā€™RE SPECIAL, trust me YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL. You think you alone are going through your own personal problem. But the truth is that thereā€™s no such thing as a personal problem. If youā€™ve got a problem, millions of other people have had it in the past, and are probably going through it now. The main thing this chapter teaches you is NOT BE TO ENTITLED. Thinking you are awesome and everyone else suck, or the other way around. Thatā€™s just a really broad definition. Being entitled means thinking you only deserve something. No oneā€™s gonna understand your pain. Thinking you are some kinda of big deal, and now you deserve special treatment. FUCK IT. JUST THROW THAT SHIT INTO AN ABYSS or VOMIT IT OUT. Thatā€™s nothing but the fuel for ego. And trust me, thatā€™s gonna make you DROWN WITHIN YOUR OWN HELL, WHERE YOU WILL BE THINKING YOU ARE IN HEAVEN. Donā€™t show what you donā€™t have. THE ONION. One of new things I learned was that self-awareness is like an ONION. There are multiple layers and the more you peel them, the MORE LIKELY YOUā€™RE GOING TO START CRYING AT INAPPROPRIOATE TIMES. We all have emotional blind spots. And the thing is, we often forget about HONEST QUESTIONING ourselves in front of our own mirrors. Well, its HARD and sometimes SCARY. But there are parts we donā€™t discuss with ourselves; we would be generally going to live a MEANINGLESS LIFE. Realizing that we had just HOVERED OVER like a ghost, all the time when we would be on your deathbed. Well, there are some questions which definitely need to be have answers for yourself: ā€œWhy do I consider this to be success/failure?ā€, ā€œWhatā€™s my SUCCESS/FAILURE?ā€, ā€œHow am I even choosing to measure myself?ā€, ā€œBy what standard am I judging myself and everyone around me?ā€. Questions like this are a MUST to be answered. VALUES. Well donā€™t forget about VALUES and METRICS by which we choose. ā€œValues underlie everything we are and do.ā€ And without values, life is meaningless. Values are what define us and our HAPPINESS when the tides get tough. And the good thing is: we have the complete freedom to choose which value to make our shelter under. Values often helps us change the way we look at a certain problem if choose value and metric to judge it from. ACCEPTANCE is the key. And in some situations, some values and metrics are definitely better than others. Good values are a necessity to a healthy meaningful life. Good values are a) reality-based, b) socially constructive, and 3) immediate and controllable. Bad values are basically just the opposite. Values are what defines us in the end. And hence, they must be chosen very carefully. Good values never leave till you die. FREEDOM ??! The best freedom we all have is how we respond. Itā€™s such a great gift. And sometimes there are situations where itā€™s not our fault but still it becomes our responsibility. With more responsibility comes great power. You get to choose how to live with it; You have to choose how to live with it. ā€˜Itā€™ signifies all kinds of shits one might go through. Life is kinda poker game. And sometimes we deal with bad cards as well as good cards. But the thing is THE GAME LIES IN THE CHOICES WE MAKE WITH THOSE CARDS. In some of the really fucking situations, choosing our metric appropriately is essential because after all, this is what defines ā€œGOODā€ or ā€œBADā€. Accepting responsibility is a good way to start solving a problem. And donā€™t forget, EVERY DAY, EVERY MOMENT, YOU ARE CHOOSING WHAT TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT. WRONG TO NOT EXACTLY RIGHT. We never go from wrong to right. We always move from wrong to less wrong and then lesser wrong from that. We are never right. We never are though the situation tell us we are. Being certain might bring assurance but few realize that itā€™s the UNCERTAINTY WHICH IS THE ROOT OF ALL GROWTH AND PROGRESS. Growth is an endlessly iterative process. And we are all architects of our own beliefs. And as Mark says, all beliefs are wrong- some are just less wrong than others. The more we admit we donā€™t know, the more opportunities we gain to learn. Certainty, in a sense, breeds entitlement. Acceptance is the key here too. DO SOMETHING. They say the more you fail the more you get better at that. But the thing is that they forget to mention that you have to invest your time in there too. You can only be a winner if you fail enough times to win. Good values are process-oriented and they donā€™t leave you till you die. WEATHER YOUR SHITSTORM. AND WHEN NOTHING SEEMS TO ANSWER IT, JUST DO SOMETHING, ANSWERS WILL FOLLOW. Thatā€™s the Do-Something Principle, one of the best things I learned from this book. Action?Inspiration?Motivation? Action?Inspiration? to infinity... Sometimes committing to something gives you freedom. It does by narrowing your choice and letting you focus on whatā€™s truly important. Itā€™s liberating. And you get a different feeling when you invest your time only in one thing, one woman, one career, one place... Well, honesty is crucial. And sometimes you just remove that fake face of yours to show the world who you really are. Itā€™s good to breath without that mask. Well, Mark has also given us some GREAT RELATIONSHIP ADVICE in this book too. But, I wonā€™t be discussing that now. ...THEN YOU DIE ??. And then you die, thatā€™s the last chapter. I loved the chapter names. Well, as the name suggests, DEATH and its acceptance is crucial to show whatā€™s truly important. Mark shares about the realizations and changes he had in himself after a good friend of his died. His friendā€™s last words were, ā€œSeek the truth for yourself, and I will meet you there.ā€ And then his body was found out from a lake where he drowned drunk. ā€œOddly, it was someone elseā€™s death that gave me permission to finally live.ā€ Death is the light by which the shadow of all of lifeā€™s meaning is measured. Thatā€™s the best quote out of the book. Death always asks us, ā€œWhatā€™s your legacy?ā€ And when our immortality projects (things we do in order to make our non-physical stuffs like memories, go beyond after we die) fail, our life seems to be meaningless. Feeling ALIVE is something we all need to feel. After all, A MAN WHO LIVES FULLY IS PREPARED TO DIE AT ANY TIME. Thatā€™s from Mark Twain that hairy goofball who came in and left on Halleyā€™s Comet. Confronting the reality of our own mortality is really essential because it obliterates all the crappy, fragile, superficial values in life. I have written about ACCEPTING MORTALITY here, check that out for sure. Well, this had been a great book. It really was. Reading it was fun because I like foul stuff he said. I loved it. This had been an amazing experience. And the next Iā€™m going to read is its brother, EVERYTHINGā€™S FUCKED. Well, thatā€™s all for now. This book is so filled with amazing lessons. I would definitely recommend anyone to buy this book and read it full. Because buddy this is gonna be WORTH IT. Thanks for reading. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A FUCK". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. This was finished in a little bit of hurry. This orange guy had been my companion during our trip to Kalimpong. Itā€™s total shit. The trip. Not the book. I bought it in the set of its brother. This bookā€™s author is Mark Manson. This guyā€™s a stay blogger, the back cover said that. Well, Iā€™m a blogger myself... actually you are reading my blog. Well, anyways letā€™s get this review started. PREVIEW. So, this book is of 9 Chapters. Each chapter having sub-contents totally worth reading. Mark Manson has really well-placed the chapters in order. The first chapterā€™s name is Donā€™t Try. In this chapter we learn that success and self-improvement arenā€™t the same thing and they obviously donā€™t occur at the same time. Then we are introduced to the Feedback Loop from Hell. Actually psychologically, itā€™s feeling of feeling what you previously felt because of something which before even that made you feel like you are feeling now. What I mean is, suppose you are feeling guilty. Then, after sometime, youā€™ll feel guilty about feeling guilty. Thatā€™s simple enough. At the end of first chapter thereā€™s WHY this book was written which lowers your expectations and hence doesnā€™t make you unhappy. The first chapter generally tells you to not go for things which might be better or make your thing look better. And hence DONā€™T TRY. Because sometimes not giving a fuck to something returns a lot. LIMITED FUCKS. We all have limited number of fucks to give to this world and Mark Manson has just verbalized that through this book. The fucks we give to something is choosing to give that something our time. Our time is the most important resource any human has. And hence, we should only spend it for important stuffs. Stuffs that are really worth it. As he says, ā€œThese moments of non-fuckery are the moments that most define our lives.ā€ And ā€œTo not give a fuck is to stare down lifeā€™s most terrifying and difficult challenges and still take action.ā€ Well, this book generally sums up everything one must have in order to what to give a fuck or not. HAPPINESS ??. When we chase something, the more we chase, the more we will incomplete (by reminding us always what we lack). Finding yourself more fuck-worthy fucks are worth your time than doing this. Welcome to Chapter 2- Happiness is a Problem. It technically is. BTW, what is HAPPINESS? Is it just a smile? Is it the face of someone laughing? How about someone totally in eternal bliss realm? Well, the meaning varies for different people. But the process by which it starts is the same. HAPPINESS ALWAYS COMES BY SOLVING PROBLEMS. Well, life itself is a form of suffering, ainā€™t it? So, thereā€™s so many tons of opportunities lying around for you to get the 9-lettered-word. The thing most of us get wrong about happiness is that, we think if we achieve X, then we can be happy; if we make ourselves like Y, then we can be happy. But its not that. As I wrote before, Happiness Comes from Solving Problems. Problems never stop; they merely get exchanged or upgraded. WHY CANā€™T YOU HAVE HAPPINESS? Happiness is a constant work-in-progress. It really is. And TRUE HAPPINESS occurs only when you find the problems you enjoy having and enjoy solving. Problems definitely cause pains and the thing is PAIN SERVES A PURPOSE. The pain is gonna go away once itā€™s done teaching you the lesson. Unfortunately, for most people, life ainā€™t that simple. ā€œThe secret sauce is in the solving of the problems, not in not having problems in the first place.ā€ Well, many people donā€™t actually get happiness due to two reasons. 1) They DENY having problems. For them problems donā€™t EXIST. 2) Then, there are people who believe that there is nothing they can do to solve their problems, even when they actually could. They are gonna face a big wall when they realize it. But thatā€™s okay. After all, itā€™s gonna make them a better person after that. Happiness also requires another thing. Itā€™s STRUGGLE. And the thing about STRUGGLE is, if choose your own fucking struggle, the better youā€™re gonna be able to solve it. So, yeah CHOOSE YOUR STRUGGLE. The best question asking yourself to determine your struggle is (as given in the book): ā€œWhat PAIN do you want to sustain?ā€ Well, THE PATH TO HAPPINESS IS A PATH FULL OF SHIT-HEAPS AND SHAME. YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL ??. Now, we come to chapter 3- You are not special. You actually arenā€™t at all. You think you went and finish school early, you think you only have X which no one else has and for whatever reason you think YOUā€™RE SPECIAL, trust me YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL. You think you alone are going through your own personal problem. But the truth is that thereā€™s no such thing as a personal problem. If youā€™ve got a problem, millions of other people have had it in the past, and are probably going through it now. The main thing this chapter teaches you is NOT BE TO ENTITLED. Thinking you are awesome and everyone else suck, or the other way around. Thatā€™s just a really broad definition. Being entitled means thinking you only deserve something. No oneā€™s gonna understand your pain. Thinking you are some kinda of big deal, and now you deserve special treatment. FUCK IT. JUST THROW THAT SHIT INTO AN ABYSS or VOMIT IT OUT. Thatā€™s nothing but the fuel for ego. And trust me, thatā€™s gonna make you DROWN WITHIN YOUR OWN HELL, WHERE YOU WILL BE THINKING YOU ARE IN HEAVEN. Donā€™t show what you donā€™t have. THE ONION. One of new things I learned was that self-awareness is like an ONION. There are multiple layers and the more you peel them, the MORE LIKELY YOUā€™RE GOING TO START CRYING AT INAPPROPRIOATE TIMES. We all have emotional blind spots. And the thing is, we often forget about HONEST QUESTIONING ourselves in front of our own mirrors. Well, its HARD and sometimes SCARY. But there are parts we donā€™t discuss with ourselves; we would be generally going to live a MEANINGLESS LIFE. Realizing that we had just HOVERED OVER like a ghost, all the time when we would be on your deathbed. Well, there are some questions which definitely need to be have answers for yourself: ā€œWhy do I consider this to be success/failure?ā€, ā€œWhatā€™s my SUCCESS/FAILURE?ā€, ā€œHow am I even choosing to measure myself?ā€, ā€œBy what standard am I judging myself and everyone around me?ā€. Questions like this are a MUST to be answered. VALUES. Well donā€™t forget about VALUES and METRICS by which we choose. ā€œValues underlie everything we are and do.ā€ And without values, life is meaningless. Values are what define us and our HAPPINESS when the tides get tough. And the good thing is: we have the complete freedom to choose which value to make our shelter under. Values often helps us change the way we look at a certain problem if choose value and metric to judge it from. ACCEPTANCE is the key. And in some situations, some values and metrics are definitely better than others. Good values are a necessity to a healthy meaningful life. Good values are a) reality-based, b) socially constructive, and 3) immediate and controllable. Bad values are basically just the opposite. Values are what defines us in the end. And hence, they must be chosen very carefully. Good values never leave till you die. FREEDOM ??! The best freedom we all have is how we respond. Itā€™s such a great gift. And sometimes there are situations where itā€™s not our fault but still it becomes our responsibility. With more responsibility comes great power. You get to choose how to live with it; You have to choose how to live with it. ā€˜Itā€™ signifies all kinds of shits one might go through. Life is kinda poker game. And sometimes we deal with bad cards as well as good cards. But the thing is THE GAME LIES IN THE CHOICES WE MAKE WITH THOSE CARDS. In some of the really fucking situations, choosing our metric appropriately is essential because after all, this is what defines ā€œGOODā€ or ā€œBADā€. Accepting responsibility is a good way to start solving a problem. And donā€™t forget, EVERY DAY, EVERY MOMENT, YOU ARE CHOOSING WHAT TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT. WRONG TO NOT EXACTLY RIGHT. We never go from wrong to right. We always move from wrong to less wrong and then lesser wrong from that. We are never right. We never are though the situation tell us we are. Being certain might bring assurance but few realize that itā€™s the UNCERTAINTY WHICH IS THE ROOT OF ALL GROWTH AND PROGRESS. Growth is an endlessly iterative process. And we are all architects of our own beliefs. And as Mark says, all beliefs are wrong- some are just less wrong than others. The more we admit we donā€™t know, the more opportunities we gain to learn. Certainty, in a sense, breeds entitlement. Acceptance is the key here too. DO SOMETHING. They say the more you fail the more you get better at that. But the thing is that they forget to mention that you have to invest your time in there too. You can only be a winner if you fail enough times to win. Good values are process-oriented and they donā€™t leave you till you die. WEATHER YOUR SHITSTORM. AND WHEN NOTHING SEEMS TO ANSWER IT, JUST DO SOMETHING, ANSWERS WILL FOLLOW. Thatā€™s the Do-Something Principle, one of the best things I learned from this book. Action?Inspiration?Motivation? Action?Inspiration? to infinity... Sometimes committing to something gives you freedom. It does by narrowing your choice and letting you focus on whatā€™s truly important. Itā€™s liberating. And you get a different feeling when you invest your time only in one thing, one woman, one career, one place... Well, honesty is crucial. And sometimes you just remove that fake face of yours to show the world who you really are. Itā€™s good to breath without that mask. Well, Mark has also given us some GREAT RELATIONSHIP ADVICE in this book too. But, I wonā€™t be discussing that now. ...THEN YOU DIE ??. And then you die, thatā€™s the last chapter. I loved the chapter names. Well, as the name suggests, DEATH and its acceptance is crucial to show whatā€™s truly important. Mark shares about the realizations and changes he had in himself after a good friend of his died. His friendā€™s last words were, ā€œSeek the truth for yourself, and I will meet you there.ā€ And then his body was found out from a lake where he drowned drunk. ā€œOddly, it was someone elseā€™s death that gave me permission to finally live.ā€ Death is the light by which the shadow of all of lifeā€™s meaning is measured. Thatā€™s the best quote out of the book. Death always asks us, ā€œWhatā€™s your legacy?ā€ And when our immortality projects (things we do in order to make our non-physical stuffs like memories, go beyond after we die) fail, our life seems to be meaningless. Feeling ALIVE is something we all need to feel. After all, A MAN WHO LIVES FULLY IS PREPARED TO DIE AT ANY TIME. Thatā€™s from Mark Twain that hairy goofball who came in and left on Halleyā€™s Comet. Confronting the reality of our own mortality is really essential because it obliterates all the crappy, fragile, superficial values in life. I have written about ACCEPTING MORTALITY here, check that out for sure. Well, this had been a great book. It really was. Reading it was fun because I like foul stuff he said. I loved it. This had been an amazing experience. And the next Iā€™m going to read is its brother, EVERYTHINGā€™S FUCKED. Well, thatā€™s all for now. This book is so filled with amazing lessons. I would definitely recommend anyone to buy this book and read it full. Because buddy this is gonna be WORTH IT. Thanks for reading. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. 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]]> <p><strong><em><u>Your MOMENTS OF NON-F*CKERY determines the quality of your life</u></em></strong>. Our life is limited and so are the things we could give a F*CK ABOUT. Read the super-gist of the BEST-SELLER book THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A F*CK. Get enlightened.</p><p>Read about <a href="https://bit.ly/ArtNoFuck" rel="nofollow"><strong>THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A F*CK</strong></a><strong> </strong>here:</p><p><a href="https://bit.ly/ArtNoFuck" rel="nofollow">https://bit.ly/ArtNoFuckĀ </a></p> 1b2df465-27bc-43cd-adf3-edead8ab3902 https://bit.ly/ArtNoFuck Fri, 09 Sep 2022 23:30:00 +0000 810 no full SHITTY PROBLEMS... SHITTY PROBLEMS... Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about 'SHITTY PROBLEMS'. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. SIGNING OUT OF WORD. Wow! I was so fucked up yesterday. Really man! My Microsoft Word showed me a pop-up, just after opening one of my documents. It said that my license had expired today. And now, either renewing my license, that by paying Rs. 6199 (as I had seen) for a Word 365 Family (probably the most price-worthy one). Or I could install another pirated or cracked version of Word. Up to this date, I am running a pirated version of Word 2019. Well, the problem occurred yesterday and now, itā€™s solved. How? I SIGNED OUT of my Microsoft accounts. But that idea came after trying to install other cracked versions and somehow, failing at each one. MY MORNING RITUAL. My morning ritual is waking up early at 4 am and then, get freshened up by peeing, brushing and splashing my face with water. I then go up tip toe up to the roof and start my MEDITATION. Then, after spending my first twenty minutes in a meaningful way, I come back down and do my own shit. Itā€™s not easy to do whatever I do because I need to access my laptop to learn. I download the videos the previous day and plan what I want to learn. It could be anything like watching those videos (tutorials mainly) or writing my diary, this is what you are reading. The problem here is that both of my parents arenā€™t supportive of what I do. And really thank The Creator, that I sleep alone in my own bed in the other room. So, whenever I hear a footstep from the other room, in the morning, I close the screen and pretend to asleep. You donā€™t know how fucking problem this is, until youā€™ve done something secretly. Thereā€™s also once that I was caught. But excuse can be a powerful thing when said right. INTO YOUR OWN SHIT. Spending whatever time I have MEANINGFULLY is a really hardcore goal of mine. I am VERY CONSERVATIVE about my own time. So CONSERVATIVE that, I would rather spend the free 5 minutes I have LEARNING SOMETHING, instead of messaging my friends on Instagram. I have a separate time slot for that. Well, LEARNING and NOT studying has been the main thing. The one thing I truly work hard on every single day, is on the TODAYā€™S HIGHLIGHT, which I decide the previous night. I DO & MIND MY OWN SHIT. But problems do arise when you GO HARDCORE into your own shit. That too SOMETIMES. FINISHING MATHS. I remember that my maths private tutor told me to make a solve of my schoolā€™s math book. By ā€˜making a SOLVEā€™, he meant to put all the questionsā€™ all the answers into one large copy. This large copy had been very useful to me, in my previous class and hence I made that my monthā€™s goal. I would wake up spend my general learning time and then, be the MATHS NERD. My school was not open, I mean the session hadnā€™t yet started. On the fifth or sixth day, I had a hard scolding about just doing maths and neglecting the other subjects. That scolding became regular and to finish that I had to adjust it with my learning time (in the morning). I finished the entire book in fourteen days, ending up with two copies, which in total had the solutions of all the questions of the entire 15 chapters of my maths book. Technically, I FINISHED THE MATHS SYLLABUS OF MY UPCOMING CLASS even before I got admission. The problem was the continuous observation of my parents. I had a rough idea that an outburst is on the way. But that outburst which I expected, was harsher and more time-consuming. I happened on the thirteenth day, when my tutor was about to leave and my parents (mostly Baba) had a rough talk of an hour with him, in front of me. Read about in full here. It was not the best things to happen. But I taught me to make others see what they want to see (a little). THE PROPOSAL. Well, things just had been a little better after I had some meaningful talk with Indranil da (my private maths tutor, who was shamed by my parents). Well, I checked the Instagram while Indranil da was reading something. I saw HER TEXTS, saying ā€˜my bf proposed me FRIDAYā€™. Today is Saturday. I was just ??. SHOCKED. I told him about her. I couldnā€™t stop myself from telling him about her. Now, there are two people who know that she is my LOVE INTEREST. I even told him about my REGRET when I felt death pass by during PARAGLIDING. Read about that here. Well, I donā€™t think that I will get betrayed. But I am a little shaken. We all are, when the person you love, freely texts you that she has been proposed. I donā€™t think I might even propose her. Because I know, I WOULD NEVER GROW if I went in a relationship with her. Still I donā€™t think I COULD EVER STOP CARING or LOVING HER THE WAY I DO. And it HURTS now. FREAKING PROBLEMS. We all have problems. And the good thing and the bad thing is: Problems donā€™t fucking go away. Itā€™s Disappointment Panda (from THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A F*CK). They never do. Problems only get REPLACED or UPGRADED. A world without problems would be a world without happiness. Because in that world, everything would be ā€œperfectā€. Recently, I am having parental conflict and I also realized that I never got out of depression till the Realization happened (Read about my Moment of Disillusionment here). Things get shitty. Yet, our problems are good obstacles. And not to mention, we all have our chosen methods to NUMB OUR PAIN. Sometimes. GIVE BIRTH TO HAPPINESS. But itā€™s the problems which give birth to happiness. It does. Happiness is a choice not a decision, something that is fixed in this world. Happiness comes from choosing problems and then solving them. It does. The path to happiness is a path full of shit-heaps. Problems are good. They all are. The thing is when life gives you lemons (problems), you make lemonade. But the problem here also is we arenā€™t taught to make lemonades with all the different kinds of lemons. Lemons which we never thought EXISTED. Like everything, Problems have always been there from the beginning. It is what forced us to GROW. It forced our forefathers to be BRAVE. It forced our most ancient molecules to evolve. And it FORCES EVERY SINGLE ONE of us TO GROW BEYOND WHAT OUR OBSTACLE which life threw at us. THE GOOD LEMONADE. Time and again. They pop up, out of nowhere, sometimes from the places we never thought EXISTED. Well, there is a reason they come out. And PAIN (from the problem) serves a purpose. But every sacrifice which a problem needs is worthless if itā€™s done WITHOUT PURPOSE. Getting stuck is something almost everyone understands. I know because I have stuck a lot of times, whether it was some maths problem, or a place where I had to lie to get out. But if I donā€™t choose my problem and solve it, I would and could never look beyond. Beyond is where the future is. And at times, when you grow an UNBREAKABLE MINDSET, you DONā€™T AND NEVER CRACK. And thatā€™s all it takes to make out GOOD LEMONADES which you enjoy when life throws the bitter lemons at you. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about 'SHITTY PROBLEMS'. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. SIGNING OUT OF WORD. Wow! I was so fucked up yesterday. Really man! My Microsoft Word showed me a pop-up, just after opening one of my documents. It said that my license had expired today. And now, either renewing my license, that by paying Rs. 6199 (as I had seen) for a Word 365 Family (probably the most price-worthy one). Or I could install another pirated or cracked version of Word. Up to this date, I am running a pirated version of Word 2019. Well, the problem occurred yesterday and now, itā€™s solved. How? I SIGNED OUT of my Microsoft accounts. But that idea came after trying to install other cracked versions and somehow, failing at each one. MY MORNING RITUAL. My morning ritual is waking up early at 4 am and then, get freshened up by peeing, brushing and splashing my face with water. I then go up tip toe up to the roof and start my MEDITATION. Then, after spending my first twenty minutes in a meaningful way, I come back down and do my own shit. Itā€™s not easy to do whatever I do because I need to access my laptop to learn. I download the videos the previous day and plan what I want to learn. It could be anything like watching those videos (tutorials mainly) or writing my diary, this is what you are reading. The problem here is that both of my parents arenā€™t supportive of what I do. And really thank The Creator, that I sleep alone in my own bed in the other room. So, whenever I hear a footstep from the other room, in the morning, I close the screen and pretend to asleep. You donā€™t know how fucking problem this is, until youā€™ve done something secretly. Thereā€™s also once that I was caught. But excuse can be a powerful thing when said right. INTO YOUR OWN SHIT. Spending whatever time I have MEANINGFULLY is a really hardcore goal of mine. I am VERY CONSERVATIVE about my own time. So CONSERVATIVE that, I would rather spend the free 5 minutes I have LEARNING SOMETHING, instead of messaging my friends on Instagram. I have a separate time slot for that. Well, LEARNING and NOT studying has been the main thing. The one thing I truly work hard on every single day, is on the TODAYā€™S HIGHLIGHT, which I decide the previous night. I DO & MIND MY OWN SHIT. But problems do arise when you GO HARDCORE into your own shit. That too SOMETIMES. FINISHING MATHS. I remember that my maths private tutor told me to make a solve of my schoolā€™s math book. By ā€˜making a SOLVEā€™, he meant to put all the questionsā€™ all the answers into one large copy. This large copy had been very useful to me, in my previous class and hence I made that my monthā€™s goal. I would wake up spend my general learning time and then, be the MATHS NERD. My school was not open, I mean the session hadnā€™t yet started. On the fifth or sixth day, I had a hard scolding about just doing maths and neglecting the other subjects. That scolding became regular and to finish that I had to adjust it with my learning time (in the morning). I finished the entire book in fourteen days, ending up with two copies, which in total had the solutions of all the questions of the entire 15 chapters of my maths book. Technically, I FINISHED THE MATHS SYLLABUS OF MY UPCOMING CLASS even before I got admission. The problem was the continuous observation of my parents. I had a rough idea that an outburst is on the way. But that outburst which I expected, was harsher and more time-consuming. I happened on the thirteenth day, when my tutor was about to leave and my parents (mostly Baba) had a rough talk of an hour with him, in front of me. Read about in full here. It was not the best things to happen. But I taught me to make others see what they want to see (a little). THE PROPOSAL. Well, things just had been a little better after I had some meaningful talk with Indranil da (my private maths tutor, who was shamed by my parents). Well, I checked the Instagram while Indranil da was reading something. I saw HER TEXTS, saying ā€˜my bf proposed me FRIDAYā€™. Today is Saturday. I was just ??. SHOCKED. I told him about her. I couldnā€™t stop myself from telling him about her. Now, there are two people who know that she is my LOVE INTEREST. I even told him about my REGRET when I felt death pass by during PARAGLIDING. Read about that here. Well, I donā€™t think that I will get betrayed. But I am a little shaken. We all are, when the person you love, freely texts you that she has been proposed. I donā€™t think I might even propose her. Because I know, I WOULD NEVER GROW if I went in a relationship with her. Still I donā€™t think I COULD EVER STOP CARING or LOVING HER THE WAY I DO. And it HURTS now. FREAKING PROBLEMS. We all have problems. And the good thing and the bad thing is: Problems donā€™t fucking go away. Itā€™s Disappointment Panda (from THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A F*CK). They never do. Problems only get REPLACED or UPGRADED. A world without problems would be a world without happiness. Because in that world, everything would be ā€œperfectā€. Recently, I am having parental conflict and I also realized that I never got out of depression till the Realization happened (Read about my Moment of Disillusionment here). Things get shitty. Yet, our problems are good obstacles. And not to mention, we all have our chosen methods to NUMB OUR PAIN. Sometimes. GIVE BIRTH TO HAPPINESS. But itā€™s the problems which give birth to happiness. It does. Happiness is a choice not a decision, something that is fixed in this world. Happiness comes from choosing problems and then solving them. It does. The path to happiness is a path full of shit-heaps. Problems are good. They all are. The thing is when life gives you lemons (problems), you make lemonade. But the problem here also is we arenā€™t taught to make lemonades with all the different kinds of lemons. Lemons which we never thought EXISTED. Like everything, Problems have always been there from the beginning. It is what forced us to GROW. It forced our forefathers to be BRAVE. It forced our most ancient molecules to evolve. And it FORCES EVERY SINGLE ONE of us TO GROW BEYOND WHAT OUR OBSTACLE which life threw at us. THE GOOD LEMONADE. Time and again. They pop up, out of nowhere, sometimes from the places we never thought EXISTED. Well, there is a reason they come out. And PAIN (from the problem) serves a purpose. But every sacrifice which a problem needs is worthless if itā€™s done WITHOUT PURPOSE. Getting stuck is something almost everyone understands. I know because I have stuck a lot of times, whether it was some maths problem, or a place where I had to lie to get out. But if I donā€™t choose my problem and solve it, I would and could never look beyond. Beyond is where the future is. And at times, when you grow an UNBREAKABLE MINDSET, you DONā€™T AND NEVER CRACK. And thatā€™s all it takes to make out GOOD LEMONADES which you enjoy when life throws the bitter lemons at you. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Problems don't f*cking leave. They never do. They only get upgraded. But the good part is, HAPPINESS IS BORN OUT OF PROBLEMS' WOMB.Ā 

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]]> <p>Problems don&#39;t f*cking leave. They <strong><em>never </em></strong>do. They only get upgraded. But the good part is, <strong>HAPPINESS IS BORN OUT OF PROBLEMS&#39; WOMB</strong>.Ā </p><p>Read about <strong><em><u>SHITTY PROBLEMS</u></em></strong> by clicking the link here:</p><p><a href="https://bit.ly/ShittyProblems" rel="nofollow">https://bit.ly/ShittyProblemsĀ </a></p> 504b82fa-8b24-4a6c-abf3-e651955b47e8 https://bit.ly/ShittyProblems Fri, 02 Sep 2022 23:30:00 +0000 521 no full MY DIRTY MIND MY DIRTY MIND Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about 'MY DIRTY MIND'. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE FOREPLAY. This should be goodā€¦ Okay, I think I have a dirty mind. A really dirty one. I realized that recently. Well, when you have a dirty mind, an actual dirty mind, chances of converting something, no matter what is it, to something dirty, are more than 50%. Okay, sometimes I laugh on my own. I know sometimes that people and even some of my close friends wonā€™t be able to understand the jokes. But yeah, no matter what, THIS IS FUN. In a dirty way. DIRTY TALK. There arenā€™t much side effects to this, except sometimes your friends take it to their heart. Okay, that might be all. I think it all started to grow when I started to consume incest and a lot of reading stuffs. You know, the ones with a lot of dirty talk. Man! I love dirty talk. It sounds so HOT. Sometimes, I feel like hearing a whore or a slut, butā€¦ Some things like, ā€œDADDY, give it to me, DADDYā€¦ā€, ā€œMake SURE I leak cum from my p*ssy the entire dayā€¦ā€, ā€œImpregnate me with your semenā€¦ā€, etc. totally TURN ME ON. I get super excited if I hear or read something like that. I loved to read it when I see hentai. Especially interracial. SEX JOKES. Okay, I am an expert at mockery. I truly am. And no one can beat me when the subject is sex (probably). Sometimes my jokes go too far that the girl takes it to her heart. Seriously, taking it there would never increase your size. See that. Iā€™m a NATURAL. It just yesterday, a female open-minded friend was standing at the side of the road after school. I asked her, ā€œWho are going with to OYO?ā€. She replied, ā€œMy DADDY is coming.ā€ I didnā€™t tell anything more but I left her really open-eyed. Actually, her father was coming to pick her up for her tuition classes. Another time, I asked a male open-minded friend who was arriving into class after lunch break, ā€œWhere did you go?ā€. He replied, ā€œSecret.ā€ I said to him, ā€œWHO DO YOU DO?ā€ He had WTF expression on his face. He had a bad stomach that day. Well, I am truly NATURAL at this. I can pick up words from conversations, texts & face-to-face, whatever, and then turn them into really DIRTY. Well, I recently realized that not everything is a joke. And sometimes, some people let you do them forā€¦ MONEY, sometimes for THEIR OWN WANTS, and sometimes out of FORCE & OBLIGATION. Well, I tell you what I think about SLUTS. SLUTS. Probably not the best sub-title name, but itā€™s straight forward. Really. The first time I saw prostitutes was when I visited Darjeeling recently. I saw some girls with really short skirts, twerking sometimes, or waving hand in that mannerā€¦ you get the drift. You know, when you are raised in a society where things like incest and selling your body, are considered to be worst of crimes, you have a belief that these are very bad beings who do so. When I looked at them, she didnā€™t look bad at all. So, this paragraph was just to say that I didnā€™t have anything against sluts or prostitutes (I know they are two different things). Though, the fact of their WHY, is DIFFERENT. When itā€™s WANT, I got nothing to say. When itā€™s lack of money and they HAVE to do it, well, I canā€™t even imagine how much struggle they have inside their heads. FUCK. Well, the thing is I previously though discussing or talking about SEX is bad. I really thought and BELIEVED that. It changed once a saw SEX EDUCATION. Itā€™s a good web series. And people in their teens must watch it, because this provides us the sexual education our country and most of our parents donā€™t give due to their thinking and being taught that talking about sex is inappropriate. Well, I have put all my anger (previously) in my entry SEX & THE SOCIETY here. Check that out too, after finishing this one. Well, SEX is a vast topic and some of my friends are enthusiastic (exaggeration probably) than others. They freely talk of it without any shame or anything. I like these kinds of people. People who are BOLD, who DONā€™T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT OTHERS WOULD THINK, People who actually DONā€™T LET THE SOCIETY CAGE THEM. Yeah! Sometimes I think itā€™s the societyā€™s fault. It isnā€™t bad at all. Itā€™s the cruel additional packages of the ā€œSEXā€ subject like the rapes, BDSM, etc. which catch the public eyes and then everything gets changed. Why? Because NEWS covers the ABNORMAL not the NORMAL. WHY YOU SHOULD TALK ABOUT IT. Why? Shouldnā€™t we shut our mouths because we are talking about something which is considered really inappropriate by the society? Should we smile for just a second and go to expressionless ā€œDonā€™t say thisā€ face, even if understand that double-meaning sex related joke? Well, a lot of people of MY AGE, I met are exactly like that. Especially the girls. Okay, sometimes it feels vulnerable and insecure, but if they shut the bridges of communication in between then, how could I know that you are STRONG? Thatā€™s a personal opinion. And moreover, SEX is something which should be openly discussed (I think) because the matters about that AFFECT us as well as the people around us. I am not talking about ā€œwho had sex with whomā€, I am talking about difficulties related to it, the pleasurable and enjoyable parts, etc. because I fear that some underlying problems (sometimes disease) related to that might be discovered by sharing to another human being other than yourself. CHECKING MINDSETS WITH DIRTY MIND #STRONGMINDSETS. Well, this is one of the really good things with having a dirty mind. With being friends to someone, a dirty mind like me, well, you get to know that you have STRONG mindset and you are an OPEN-MINDED being. I am telling you that now. You really are. Some people take jokes too far and sometimes, they feel TOO INSECURE to reply to anything. Some are STRONG ENOUGH to say it in the open, ā€œHey, I donā€™t like talking about SEX. Can we change the topic?ā€ You are BRAVE, girl. The first-time things get intimate with a friend (you know when you guys have a good trust foundation), I generally put in the sex parts and jokes with the intention to see how he/she REACTS. Because how you RESPOND is actually a clear identification to WHO YOU ARE. Well, having a STRONG MINDSET is rare. It is when you are living in such a place of people pleasers and teacherā€™s pet and people who will shower you with really rough words and donā€™t forget the people whose main goal is to make you feel DOWN, INSECURE & VULNERABLE. If you have a STRONG MINDSET (only if you actually have it), I can assure you, YOU WOULD NEVER CRACK. You would be able to face it, no matter how rough it comes. Donā€™t worry, BE YOU. DONā€™T GIVE A FUCK. People are gonna think, make assumptions & talk shits when they look at you from a distance, somehow after hearing your voice emanating things related to sex. Without knowing who, what and why about you. The trick here is NOT TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PEOPLE WHO DONā€™T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU. Read that again. Well, at times I was caught talking shit by my father. Thank The Creator, that he (my father) is open minded. Well, if there was someone from whom I inherited my dirty mind from, that would be him. Well, before I knew or understood any of this, I remember Baba coming and talking to Ma with words no particular order and they didnā€™t make any sense to me (back then). Now, I have to prevent the mischief smile from coming. I have written everything I think I could about it. Probably this was shorter than my other entries. If you have a dirty mind too, donā€™t worry. Because sometimes when you have a DIRTY MIND, then only you can have a SEXY IMAGINATION. Thanks for reading. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about 'MY DIRTY MIND'. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE FOREPLAY. This should be goodā€¦ Okay, I think I have a dirty mind. A really dirty one. I realized that recently. Well, when you have a dirty mind, an actual dirty mind, chances of converting something, no matter what is it, to something dirty, are more than 50%. Okay, sometimes I laugh on my own. I know sometimes that people and even some of my close friends wonā€™t be able to understand the jokes. But yeah, no matter what, THIS IS FUN. In a dirty way. DIRTY TALK. There arenā€™t much side effects to this, except sometimes your friends take it to their heart. Okay, that might be all. I think it all started to grow when I started to consume incest and a lot of reading stuffs. You know, the ones with a lot of dirty talk. Man! I love dirty talk. It sounds so HOT. Sometimes, I feel like hearing a whore or a slut, butā€¦ Some things like, ā€œDADDY, give it to me, DADDYā€¦ā€, ā€œMake SURE I leak cum from my p*ssy the entire dayā€¦ā€, ā€œImpregnate me with your semenā€¦ā€, etc. totally TURN ME ON. I get super excited if I hear or read something like that. I loved to read it when I see hentai. Especially interracial. SEX JOKES. Okay, I am an expert at mockery. I truly am. And no one can beat me when the subject is sex (probably). Sometimes my jokes go too far that the girl takes it to her heart. Seriously, taking it there would never increase your size. See that. Iā€™m a NATURAL. It just yesterday, a female open-minded friend was standing at the side of the road after school. I asked her, ā€œWho are going with to OYO?ā€. She replied, ā€œMy DADDY is coming.ā€ I didnā€™t tell anything more but I left her really open-eyed. Actually, her father was coming to pick her up for her tuition classes. Another time, I asked a male open-minded friend who was arriving into class after lunch break, ā€œWhere did you go?ā€. He replied, ā€œSecret.ā€ I said to him, ā€œWHO DO YOU DO?ā€ He had WTF expression on his face. He had a bad stomach that day. Well, I am truly NATURAL at this. I can pick up words from conversations, texts & face-to-face, whatever, and then turn them into really DIRTY. Well, I recently realized that not everything is a joke. And sometimes, some people let you do them forā€¦ MONEY, sometimes for THEIR OWN WANTS, and sometimes out of FORCE & OBLIGATION. Well, I tell you what I think about SLUTS. SLUTS. Probably not the best sub-title name, but itā€™s straight forward. Really. The first time I saw prostitutes was when I visited Darjeeling recently. I saw some girls with really short skirts, twerking sometimes, or waving hand in that mannerā€¦ you get the drift. You know, when you are raised in a society where things like incest and selling your body, are considered to be worst of crimes, you have a belief that these are very bad beings who do so. When I looked at them, she didnā€™t look bad at all. So, this paragraph was just to say that I didnā€™t have anything against sluts or prostitutes (I know they are two different things). Though, the fact of their WHY, is DIFFERENT. When itā€™s WANT, I got nothing to say. When itā€™s lack of money and they HAVE to do it, well, I canā€™t even imagine how much struggle they have inside their heads. FUCK. Well, the thing is I previously though discussing or talking about SEX is bad. I really thought and BELIEVED that. It changed once a saw SEX EDUCATION. Itā€™s a good web series. And people in their teens must watch it, because this provides us the sexual education our country and most of our parents donā€™t give due to their thinking and being taught that talking about sex is inappropriate. Well, I have put all my anger (previously) in my entry SEX & THE SOCIETY here. Check that out too, after finishing this one. Well, SEX is a vast topic and some of my friends are enthusiastic (exaggeration probably) than others. They freely talk of it without any shame or anything. I like these kinds of people. People who are BOLD, who DONā€™T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT OTHERS WOULD THINK, People who actually DONā€™T LET THE SOCIETY CAGE THEM. Yeah! Sometimes I think itā€™s the societyā€™s fault. It isnā€™t bad at all. Itā€™s the cruel additional packages of the ā€œSEXā€ subject like the rapes, BDSM, etc. which catch the public eyes and then everything gets changed. Why? Because NEWS covers the ABNORMAL not the NORMAL. WHY YOU SHOULD TALK ABOUT IT. Why? Shouldnā€™t we shut our mouths because we are talking about something which is considered really inappropriate by the society? Should we smile for just a second and go to expressionless ā€œDonā€™t say thisā€ face, even if understand that double-meaning sex related joke? Well, a lot of people of MY AGE, I met are exactly like that. Especially the girls. Okay, sometimes it feels vulnerable and insecure, but if they shut the bridges of communication in between then, how could I know that you are STRONG? Thatā€™s a personal opinion. And moreover, SEX is something which should be openly discussed (I think) because the matters about that AFFECT us as well as the people around us. I am not talking about ā€œwho had sex with whomā€, I am talking about difficulties related to it, the pleasurable and enjoyable parts, etc. because I fear that some underlying problems (sometimes disease) related to that might be discovered by sharing to another human being other than yourself. CHECKING MINDSETS WITH DIRTY MIND #STRONGMINDSETS. Well, this is one of the really good things with having a dirty mind. With being friends to someone, a dirty mind like me, well, you get to know that you have STRONG mindset and you are an OPEN-MINDED being. I am telling you that now. You really are. Some people take jokes too far and sometimes, they feel TOO INSECURE to reply to anything. Some are STRONG ENOUGH to say it in the open, ā€œHey, I donā€™t like talking about SEX. Can we change the topic?ā€ You are BRAVE, girl. The first-time things get intimate with a friend (you know when you guys have a good trust foundation), I generally put in the sex parts and jokes with the intention to see how he/she REACTS. Because how you RESPOND is actually a clear identification to WHO YOU ARE. Well, having a STRONG MINDSET is rare. It is when you are living in such a place of people pleasers and teacherā€™s pet and people who will shower you with really rough words and donā€™t forget the people whose main goal is to make you feel DOWN, INSECURE & VULNERABLE. If you have a STRONG MINDSET (only if you actually have it), I can assure you, YOU WOULD NEVER CRACK. You would be able to face it, no matter how rough it comes. Donā€™t worry, BE YOU. DONā€™T GIVE A FUCK. People are gonna think, make assumptions & talk shits when they look at you from a distance, somehow after hearing your voice emanating things related to sex. Without knowing who, what and why about you. The trick here is NOT TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PEOPLE WHO DONā€™T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU. Read that again. Well, at times I was caught talking shit by my father. Thank The Creator, that he (my father) is open minded. Well, if there was someone from whom I inherited my dirty mind from, that would be him. Well, before I knew or understood any of this, I remember Baba coming and talking to Ma with words no particular order and they didnā€™t make any sense to me (back then). Now, I have to prevent the mischief smile from coming. I have written everything I think I could about it. Probably this was shorter than my other entries. If you have a dirty mind too, donā€™t worry. Because sometimes when you have a DIRTY MIND, then only you can have a SEXY IMAGINATION. Thanks for reading. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. I have a VERY DIRTY MIND. No. I don't have a Dirty mind. I have SEXY IMAGINATION. šŸ˜ˆ

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]]> <p>I have a <strong>VERY DIRTY MIND</strong>. No. I don&#39;t have a Dirty mind. I have <strong>SEXY IMAGINATION</strong>. šŸ˜ˆ</p><p>Read about <strong>MY DIRTY MIND</strong> by clicking here:</p><p>https://bit.ly/MyDirtyĀ </p> 3999e7d8-61a0-46eb-8f8a-e9263d9b08bc https://bit.ly/MyDirty Fri, 26 Aug 2022 23:30:00 +0000 564 no full MY RELATIONSHIP WITH ARTEMIS MY RELATIONSHIP WITH ARTEMIS Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "MY RELATIONSHIP WITH ARTEMIS"..... And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. HOW IT STARTED. So, recently itā€™s not normal. It really isnā€™t. She is missing or rather hidden by some dark clouds. I am talking about Artemis. Thatā€™s actually the Greek Moon Goddess, Goddess of Archery, etc.ā€¦ Well, for me she is my MOON. Though I was not raised in a culture where you worship other gods except the Hindu ones. Artemis has been my Moon, since I have finished reading the series of Percy Jackson by Rick Riordan. That was an awesome series and a great adventure. Well, thatā€™s how it started. BRIGHT ENOUGH. I remember reading Artemisā€™ description provided by Rick and also from web. This woman with the bow, is exceptionally beautiful and though I think I canā€™t imagine the actual way this woman looks if she existed, but I do have a beautiful rough sketch within me. That woman is so bright sometimes, it makes me want to look at her, just look at herā€¦ Sometimes Ma had to call me, when I get immersed in seeing her and the stars. But she is really bright. Bright enough o lit the whole dark night sky. LIGHTS UP MY WORLD. I remember giving her the familiar glance whenever she was there for me in the lone sky. She is the sister of Apollo, the Greek Sun God. And according to science, the moon reflects most of the light from the Sun, to shine brightest in the night. Yet she lights up my world in a way the day never did. Probably, itā€™s because the dayā€™s darkness stings more than the nightā€™s darkness. Because during the day, it stings but at night, Darkness is a part of the Nature itself. Well, I have and most of us, who are reading my emotional and different stuffs here, I think we have spent a part of our time sulking in the dark, spending time with it and finally accepting and getting accustomed with it. HER BEAUTIFUL SCARS. She isnā€™t perfect, just like life, whom most of us thought to be. The biggest illusion is that life should be perfect. The four-lettered ainā€™t. She has spots, which are visible from the naked eye. Perhaps they are scars. They are beautiful. Scars never make you weaker, do they? They are after all the living proofs of the battles you have fought. You just gotta be aware of them. Thatā€™s from Ankur Warikoo. As a child of less than 10, I was super interested in space and stuffs and from back then, I knew the dark spots on moon were craters. MY EMPTY SKY. Every day, sorryā€¦ every night, I expect two things: first is, my LOVE INTERESTā€™s reply to my messages and the second one, is beholding my Artemis. Recently my night sky is incomplete. Sometimes she is so concealed by the clouds of hatred that makes the dark sky darker. I go up to the roof and then look up every night and every morning (before meditation) and recently sheā€™s not there. Even though all my stars shine most brightly, my entire sky is empty without HER. Itā€™s just like on the days, I expect to see my Love and then she is absent. I am just wandering and hovering on those days. HER LIGHT. Somethings are not just in place. Sometimes I feel like sheā€™s taking light and sometimes sheā€™s too in service that she gives up her own light to the stars. I can rarely match the number of counted stars twice in one night. She hides her nearest neighboring children in her illuminating spectra. Perhaps, all those might be her own children. She gives such a light, and that light is such that it takes out a different shadow of mine. I think itā€™s my natural shadow, maybe itā€™s modified by the artificial lights. MY SHADOW. My shadow, I have observed, is of a different type under the light of HER as well as HER BROTHER. Itā€™s different to feel. A part of my particle obstacles a different kind of light, though light is same everywhere. Sometimes, I touch my shadow by sitting down on my knees and placing my hand on the floor of the roof. Itā€™s the same. Yet it feels different. I whisper to it, ā€œI WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED THE MOST.ā€ This line one day came to my mind out of nowhere when I was watching her, lying on the same roof, counting the stars. It gives a BROTHERHOOD FEELING. I think my shadow feels good too. TIME TO SIGN OFF #LOVE. Well, itā€™s love for sure. Just like I have for my LOVE INTEREST. Pure and seeks nothing in return. Both of them are just amazing. My mortal Love, is someone anchoring me to this mortal world and another reason to succeed. And for Artemisā€¦ She hasnā€™t shone less bright ever. Always maintaining her improvement curve, brightening someoneā€™s life now and then. Itā€™s awesome. The only difference is that I can only see my Love weekly while for Artemis she has been there to broom off my dark. Thanks Artemis, for being till the end. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "MY RELATIONSHIP WITH ARTEMIS"..... And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. HOW IT STARTED. So, recently itā€™s not normal. It really isnā€™t. She is missing or rather hidden by some dark clouds. I am talking about Artemis. Thatā€™s actually the Greek Moon Goddess, Goddess of Archery, etc.ā€¦ Well, for me she is my MOON. Though I was not raised in a culture where you worship other gods except the Hindu ones. Artemis has been my Moon, since I have finished reading the series of Percy Jackson by Rick Riordan. That was an awesome series and a great adventure. Well, thatā€™s how it started. BRIGHT ENOUGH. I remember reading Artemisā€™ description provided by Rick and also from web. This woman with the bow, is exceptionally beautiful and though I think I canā€™t imagine the actual way this woman looks if she existed, but I do have a beautiful rough sketch within me. That woman is so bright sometimes, it makes me want to look at her, just look at herā€¦ Sometimes Ma had to call me, when I get immersed in seeing her and the stars. But she is really bright. Bright enough o lit the whole dark night sky. LIGHTS UP MY WORLD. I remember giving her the familiar glance whenever she was there for me in the lone sky. She is the sister of Apollo, the Greek Sun God. And according to science, the moon reflects most of the light from the Sun, to shine brightest in the night. Yet she lights up my world in a way the day never did. Probably, itā€™s because the dayā€™s darkness stings more than the nightā€™s darkness. Because during the day, it stings but at night, Darkness is a part of the Nature itself. Well, I have and most of us, who are reading my emotional and different stuffs here, I think we have spent a part of our time sulking in the dark, spending time with it and finally accepting and getting accustomed with it. HER BEAUTIFUL SCARS. She isnā€™t perfect, just like life, whom most of us thought to be. The biggest illusion is that life should be perfect. The four-lettered ainā€™t. She has spots, which are visible from the naked eye. Perhaps they are scars. They are beautiful. Scars never make you weaker, do they? They are after all the living proofs of the battles you have fought. You just gotta be aware of them. Thatā€™s from Ankur Warikoo. As a child of less than 10, I was super interested in space and stuffs and from back then, I knew the dark spots on moon were craters. MY EMPTY SKY. Every day, sorryā€¦ every night, I expect two things: first is, my LOVE INTERESTā€™s reply to my messages and the second one, is beholding my Artemis. Recently my night sky is incomplete. Sometimes she is so concealed by the clouds of hatred that makes the dark sky darker. I go up to the roof and then look up every night and every morning (before meditation) and recently sheā€™s not there. Even though all my stars shine most brightly, my entire sky is empty without HER. Itā€™s just like on the days, I expect to see my Love and then she is absent. I am just wandering and hovering on those days. HER LIGHT. Somethings are not just in place. Sometimes I feel like sheā€™s taking light and sometimes sheā€™s too in service that she gives up her own light to the stars. I can rarely match the number of counted stars twice in one night. She hides her nearest neighboring children in her illuminating spectra. Perhaps, all those might be her own children. She gives such a light, and that light is such that it takes out a different shadow of mine. I think itā€™s my natural shadow, maybe itā€™s modified by the artificial lights. MY SHADOW. My shadow, I have observed, is of a different type under the light of HER as well as HER BROTHER. Itā€™s different to feel. A part of my particle obstacles a different kind of light, though light is same everywhere. Sometimes, I touch my shadow by sitting down on my knees and placing my hand on the floor of the roof. Itā€™s the same. Yet it feels different. I whisper to it, ā€œI WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED THE MOST.ā€ This line one day came to my mind out of nowhere when I was watching her, lying on the same roof, counting the stars. It gives a BROTHERHOOD FEELING. I think my shadow feels good too. TIME TO SIGN OFF #LOVE. Well, itā€™s love for sure. Just like I have for my LOVE INTEREST. Pure and seeks nothing in return. Both of them are just amazing. My mortal Love, is someone anchoring me to this mortal world and another reason to succeed. And for Artemisā€¦ She hasnā€™t shone less bright ever. Always maintaining her improvement curve, brightening someoneā€™s life now and then. Itā€™s awesome. The only difference is that I can only see my Love weekly while for Artemis she has been there to broom off my dark. Thanks Artemis, for being till the end. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. I think I am love with her. Verbalizing my LOVE for her, the Moon. My Artemis, lightening the entire night. Chasing away all the dark clouds.Ā 

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]]> <p>I think I am love with her. Verbalizing my LOVE for her, the Moon. My Artemis, lightening the entire night. Chasing away all the dark clouds.Ā </p><p>Read about MY RELATIONSHIP WITH ARTEMIS by clicking this link:</p><p>https://bit.ly/LoveArtemis</p> f7c79344-c64a-41e3-9beb-2b2cb4277f8a https://bit.ly/LoveArtemis Fri, 19 Aug 2022 23:30:00 +0000 369 no full LOST LOST Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "LOST". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. Another month went by. I know that itā€™s LATE, in the sense of YOU reading this. I am writing this on first May. After a long gap ofā€¦ 8 days, Iā€™m writing again. Well, I had been a little busy. Or I think writing wasnā€™t a PRIORITY. Probably. Well, this has been pretty shitty month. A month which taught me lot. Also made me lost too. Well, thatā€™s todayā€™s topic after all. SHEā€™S UNBREAKABLE. After our misunderstanding and exchange of some rough words, I have been DISTANT. I think I have. With the girl I love. Well, she doesnā€™t even like me. She has been tensed recently and is blocking something, hiding something, concealing it from the world, even to herself, perhaps. Sheā€¦ I donā€™t know if anyone has given me such a tension in this world like her. But still, itā€™s fine. Mentally, SHEā€™S STRONG. SHEā€™S UNBREAKABLE. I donā€™t think I have to worry about her. OTHERS...#notimportant. Enough with HER, I finished LIMITLESS, this month. Itā€™s an awesome book by Jim Kwik. It took me eleven days. More than average. Generally, a book of 250-300 words is done in 7-8 days but this guy stayed a lot. Iā€™m kinda glad it stayed because it TAUGHT me a lot. Speeding up, upgrading your brain, being LIMITLESS all of it would be covered in the next entry. My followers are growing on Instagram through that Follow-Unfollow strategy. Everything is great exceptā€¦ THE FIRST DROPS. Well, yesterday, after a long dry hot week, it rained. The previous day before that, it was windy. But the first drop on my mortal body felt great. It was awesome. Rain came little by little. It was the wind who directed it. It was surely the wind. Changing its direction. Probably, preventing the single drops to mind their direction. But that too in the sense, of not making them LOST. Well, thereā€™s a song called Lost, and the artistā€™s name is Lost Sky. Itā€™s too lost among the crowds of good songs. I WOULD SURELY DROWN ??. Sometimes, we do get lost. Right? All that matters is who we are, where we are and what we are doing. Cutting the crap, EVERYONE IS FIGURING OUT. SOMETHING. That something, if could change the way they think. And in the end, it will change who they are. Sitting at the second last bench (Now, I have to sit in the boyā€™s side in the class), Iā€™ve noticed my own reflection. There are no mirrors. Just the eyes of the people and my peers I could dive into. I donā€™t know how to swim, and if I could go DIVE DEEP. I would SURELY DROWN. THE BLANK WALL. Itā€™s different with HER. Sometimes I feel like falling into her distant blank eyes and then, I donā€™t know what happens, I have to look away. I donā€™t know how she feels, but that eye contact has always been DEEP. Something which I lack with anyone. That too SOMETIMES. Getting LOSTā€¦ is written upon the face, I see within peopleā€™s eyes. You know, that reflection on their eyes of your face when they talk to youā€¦ Itā€™s good to stare at the blank wall, realizing you would NEVER FIT IN. PURE LOVE HENTAI ?? #notimportant. Well, I think itā€™s my fault at most times. I would admit it. ā€˜Probably I was born under a bad starā€™. Thatā€™s from a hentai I watched. It was something The High Schooler Who Got Groupedā€¦ Something like that. It was so awesome. I mean I hadnā€™t seen any pure love sex recently and some LOVE-MAKING (not SEX) scenes were hot enough to make anyone jerk off. Well, that broke my 6 days streak, but thatā€™s okay. I remember a time, when I had the habit of masturbating every day. And now, practicing NoFap, itā€™s pretty awesome feeling and satisfaction you get when you prevent your instincts and then consciously let go when the time comes. After all, Iā€™m not LOST in these fields. ABYSS. LOST is the four-lettered word Ma once warned me about. It was the day when she cried, about me getting destroyed. I stung in my heart too. I think NO ONEā€™S GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT. And there are parts where we with out imaginations fill the gaps which exist. Most parts are like that. Glad we have a mind to think with. Because if I had to lead with any other thing, I would have been kicked out of my own house. From less-lost to thrown-into-an-abyss. After all, YOU DONā€™T LET A SPECK OF LIGHT FOOL YOU, ITā€™S A ABYSS- A DEEP DARK PIT WITH NO END. SURVIVING MODE. Being lost is good, it trains your mind to be in surviving mode. That SURVIVING MODE is what prevents a lot of us from suiciding right now. Suicide- leaving this world, is so fucking easy and there are more ways than you think. One could even die of a heart break. I didnā€™t know that. Whenever we are lost, it isnā€™t important how we are lost or how much we have lost. All that matters is, how you back up and how fast you get on the less wrong track from what you were. I just like Jim Kwik said in his book, ā€˜Itā€™s not important how smart you are, all that matters is how you are smart.ā€™ ESCAPE THIS WORLD. Well, I do write a lot whenever I type and itā€™s good. For my own lost self. A self that wants to merge with its Creator. All those which obstacles our union are just my dreams, and materialistic goals and aspirations. Well, Iā€™m working towards them and every morning whenever I am meditating. SOMETIMES ALL I WANT IS, TO CLOSE MY EYES AND ESCAPE THIS WORLD. I want it all to end. All of it. Every little piece of it. Yet things remain the same. Well, why would the universe listen to me? Iā€™m just a PUNY MORTAL. YOU STILL HAVE YOURSELF. I recently realized that itā€™s more important to be mature than to be strong or powerful. Because with MATURITY comes the conscious choice. The choice to remain afloat or just getting drowned by all those shitty things that happen. An important thing to know is, JUST BECAUSE LIFE HAS BEEN UNFAIR TO YOU, IT DOESNā€™T GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO WALK ON THE WRONG PATH. Thatā€™s borrowed from Sadhguru. And an important thing that I have been taught is, ā€œEVEN IF YOU FAIL AT EVERYTHING, YOU STILL HAVE YOURSELF.ā€ Thatā€™s again borrowed from Ankur Warikoo. Well, so whenever itā€™s LOST, just know sometimes itā€™s okay to be lost and no oneā€™s have it all figured. No oneā€™s crazy at the same time. Yet there are stages which are inevitable. And every mortal must go through them. Overcome them. CRUCIBLES. There are unlimited crucibles in life. And sometimes itā€™s tough getting going. I understand that. There are moments when we all wanted to die. You know, for me, SOMETIMES I THOUGHT I DIED, A PART OF ME WISHED I HAD. But thatā€™s okay. Getting out of that pit, takes effort and when you do, you are changed. You are so so changed that you would never recognize the guy standing in the mirror. Donā€™t worry. It would pleasant at that time. There are NO COMPASS in the real life. Lifeā€™s a bitch. Either you fucking let it crumble and crush you. Or go out of there, and show that bitch whoā€™s the master. And lost is the way sometimes. Of going FORWARD. Because when you are lost, you make mistakes. Those mistakes teach you to be a better person. They train you hard enough to be strong. And after you have adjusted to the way, YOU BECOME UNSTOPPABLE & UNBREAKABLE. And so, itā€™s good to be LOST. ?? That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "LOST". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. Another month went by. I know that itā€™s LATE, in the sense of YOU reading this. I am writing this on first May. After a long gap ofā€¦ 8 days, Iā€™m writing again. Well, I had been a little busy. Or I think writing wasnā€™t a PRIORITY. Probably. Well, this has been pretty shitty month. A month which taught me lot. Also made me lost too. Well, thatā€™s todayā€™s topic after all. SHEā€™S UNBREAKABLE. After our misunderstanding and exchange of some rough words, I have been DISTANT. I think I have. With the girl I love. Well, she doesnā€™t even like me. She has been tensed recently and is blocking something, hiding something, concealing it from the world, even to herself, perhaps. Sheā€¦ I donā€™t know if anyone has given me such a tension in this world like her. But still, itā€™s fine. Mentally, SHEā€™S STRONG. SHEā€™S UNBREAKABLE. I donā€™t think I have to worry about her. OTHERS...#notimportant. Enough with HER, I finished LIMITLESS, this month. Itā€™s an awesome book by Jim Kwik. It took me eleven days. More than average. Generally, a book of 250-300 words is done in 7-8 days but this guy stayed a lot. Iā€™m kinda glad it stayed because it TAUGHT me a lot. Speeding up, upgrading your brain, being LIMITLESS all of it would be covered in the next entry. My followers are growing on Instagram through that Follow-Unfollow strategy. Everything is great exceptā€¦ THE FIRST DROPS. Well, yesterday, after a long dry hot week, it rained. The previous day before that, it was windy. But the first drop on my mortal body felt great. It was awesome. Rain came little by little. It was the wind who directed it. It was surely the wind. Changing its direction. Probably, preventing the single drops to mind their direction. But that too in the sense, of not making them LOST. Well, thereā€™s a song called Lost, and the artistā€™s name is Lost Sky. Itā€™s too lost among the crowds of good songs. I WOULD SURELY DROWN ??. Sometimes, we do get lost. Right? All that matters is who we are, where we are and what we are doing. Cutting the crap, EVERYONE IS FIGURING OUT. SOMETHING. That something, if could change the way they think. And in the end, it will change who they are. Sitting at the second last bench (Now, I have to sit in the boyā€™s side in the class), Iā€™ve noticed my own reflection. There are no mirrors. Just the eyes of the people and my peers I could dive into. I donā€™t know how to swim, and if I could go DIVE DEEP. I would SURELY DROWN. THE BLANK WALL. Itā€™s different with HER. Sometimes I feel like falling into her distant blank eyes and then, I donā€™t know what happens, I have to look away. I donā€™t know how she feels, but that eye contact has always been DEEP. Something which I lack with anyone. That too SOMETIMES. Getting LOSTā€¦ is written upon the face, I see within peopleā€™s eyes. You know, that reflection on their eyes of your face when they talk to youā€¦ Itā€™s good to stare at the blank wall, realizing you would NEVER FIT IN. PURE LOVE HENTAI ?? #notimportant. Well, I think itā€™s my fault at most times. I would admit it. ā€˜Probably I was born under a bad starā€™. Thatā€™s from a hentai I watched. It was something The High Schooler Who Got Groupedā€¦ Something like that. It was so awesome. I mean I hadnā€™t seen any pure love sex recently and some LOVE-MAKING (not SEX) scenes were hot enough to make anyone jerk off. Well, that broke my 6 days streak, but thatā€™s okay. I remember a time, when I had the habit of masturbating every day. And now, practicing NoFap, itā€™s pretty awesome feeling and satisfaction you get when you prevent your instincts and then consciously let go when the time comes. After all, Iā€™m not LOST in these fields. ABYSS. LOST is the four-lettered word Ma once warned me about. It was the day when she cried, about me getting destroyed. I stung in my heart too. I think NO ONEā€™S GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT. And there are parts where we with out imaginations fill the gaps which exist. Most parts are like that. Glad we have a mind to think with. Because if I had to lead with any other thing, I would have been kicked out of my own house. From less-lost to thrown-into-an-abyss. After all, YOU DONā€™T LET A SPECK OF LIGHT FOOL YOU, ITā€™S A ABYSS- A DEEP DARK PIT WITH NO END. SURVIVING MODE. Being lost is good, it trains your mind to be in surviving mode. That SURVIVING MODE is what prevents a lot of us from suiciding right now. Suicide- leaving this world, is so fucking easy and there are more ways than you think. One could even die of a heart break. I didnā€™t know that. Whenever we are lost, it isnā€™t important how we are lost or how much we have lost. All that matters is, how you back up and how fast you get on the less wrong track from what you were. I just like Jim Kwik said in his book, ā€˜Itā€™s not important how smart you are, all that matters is how you are smart.ā€™ ESCAPE THIS WORLD. Well, I do write a lot whenever I type and itā€™s good. For my own lost self. A self that wants to merge with its Creator. All those which obstacles our union are just my dreams, and materialistic goals and aspirations. Well, Iā€™m working towards them and every morning whenever I am meditating. SOMETIMES ALL I WANT IS, TO CLOSE MY EYES AND ESCAPE THIS WORLD. I want it all to end. All of it. Every little piece of it. Yet things remain the same. Well, why would the universe listen to me? Iā€™m just a PUNY MORTAL. YOU STILL HAVE YOURSELF. I recently realized that itā€™s more important to be mature than to be strong or powerful. Because with MATURITY comes the conscious choice. The choice to remain afloat or just getting drowned by all those shitty things that happen. An important thing to know is, JUST BECAUSE LIFE HAS BEEN UNFAIR TO YOU, IT DOESNā€™T GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO WALK ON THE WRONG PATH. Thatā€™s borrowed from Sadhguru. And an important thing that I have been taught is, ā€œEVEN IF YOU FAIL AT EVERYTHING, YOU STILL HAVE YOURSELF.ā€ Thatā€™s again borrowed from Ankur Warikoo. Well, so whenever itā€™s LOST, just know sometimes itā€™s okay to be lost and no oneā€™s have it all figured. No oneā€™s crazy at the same time. Yet there are stages which are inevitable. And every mortal must go through them. Overcome them. CRUCIBLES. There are unlimited crucibles in life. And sometimes itā€™s tough getting going. I understand that. There are moments when we all wanted to die. You know, for me, SOMETIMES I THOUGHT I DIED, A PART OF ME WISHED I HAD. But thatā€™s okay. Getting out of that pit, takes effort and when you do, you are changed. You are so so changed that you would never recognize the guy standing in the mirror. Donā€™t worry. It would pleasant at that time. There are NO COMPASS in the real life. Lifeā€™s a bitch. Either you fucking let it crumble and crush you. Or go out of there, and show that bitch whoā€™s the master. And lost is the way sometimes. Of going FORWARD. Because when you are lost, you make mistakes. Those mistakes teach you to be a better person. They train you hard enough to be strong. And after you have adjusted to the way, YOU BECOME UNSTOPPABLE & UNBREAKABLE. And so, itā€™s good to be LOST. ?? That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Being LOST is good. Sometimes by being lost, you could find your TRUE SELF. But most times, it's nothing sometimes but an ABYSS - A PIT WITH NO END.

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]]> <p>Being <strong><em><u>LOST </u></em></strong>is good. Sometimes by being lost, you could find your <strong>TRUE SELF</strong>. But most times, it&#39;s nothing sometimes but an <strong>ABYSS - A PIT WITH NO END</strong>.</p><p>Read about <strong>LOST </strong>by clicking this link:</p><p>https://bit.ly/ReallyLost</p> 54bb00a7-ad46-4b16-bf29-c73a883a9ef9 https://bit.ly/ReallyLost Fri, 12 Aug 2022 23:30:00 +0000 551 no full ONWARDS TO KALIMPONG ONWARDS TO KALIMPONG Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about My TRIP TO KALIMPONG. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE START. So, as planned, things are well. We planned that first we would go from Kalyani, the place we are living now, to Sealdah, the central station, and from there taxi to Howrah, thatā€™s another central station, and up from there aboard on Shatabdi Express. I remember reading somewhere that Shatabdi Express was the fastest train in India. Things had been well till we reached Howrah amidst all the traffic jams. At the Howrah station, it was a late. A lot late. About an hour late. We reached the station 10 minutes early. And the train was scheduled to come at 2:15 but it arrived at 2:45. And then departure was commenced a little after 10 minutes. So, we simply sat in the AC train temporarily without AC for sometime before we actually moved forward. IN THE TRAIN ??. Well, you know me, Iā€™m the monotonous unsocial guy living in a super social family, or at least thatā€™s what my mother thinks. After learning from numerous vacations, I have realized that itā€™s a waste to bring any books or copies during the trip. And so, I had brought just one book, thatā€™s THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A FUCK by Mark Manson. During the entire train journey, I finished 4 chapters of it. The food was not awesome or good. And the view outside was all green, most of the times. And in the evening time, Ma had a small argument with the woman in her front because she was unable to have to comfort of strengthening her legs. You know women. That small argument entertained everyone in the train. And the woman actually lost and then didnā€™t talk to anyone except her daughter who was sitting next to her. ME BEING SOCIAL ??. I think this has come from my maternal grandfather. Iā€™m talking about my social skills which my mother thinks I lack hugely. I asked the people in the front about where they are going, was it home or vacation. The ones in the front were an old couple, they said that they were going home. And later in the night, I had to change places with Ma, and then I talked to that daughter of my motherā€™s competitor. Her name is Arumita and she is studying Computer Engineering. Both my prospects were going home and I think Iā€™m good at small talks. After all, it was going well. BLOCKING THE LIGHT. In the night, at 11, I tried to look outside, trying to have a good view of my surrounding through the window. But all I saw from a seat afar was my own reflection and my surroundings. I pushed myself closer to the window and that enabled me to have a little clear view of outside. But still my inside surroundingā€™s lights were still blocking my choice to see the dark outside. After sometime, I guarded my inside view with my hands. Blocking and covering the sides of my head. And there it was all clear. PERHAPS THE LIGHT BLOCKS WHAT LAYS OUTSIDE AND SOMETIMES BLOCKING IT, HELPS TO HAVE A LOOK AT WHATā€™S BEYOND IT. THE LODGE . Well, the train stopped at destination. The time was 12:15 at midnight. Through the dark, yet in the warm darkness, we marched forward to our lodge to have a little sleep. We had booked the lodged where we had stayed before when we came in Darjeeling (thatā€™s another vacation). But this time, we were just 4 and not 8. Every time, whenever we go on vacations, we bring the whole family. But this time, Babaā€™s holidays didnā€™t accommodate. And you know that guyā€™s whims . Well, the lodge was known. But the room it gave us wasnā€™t satisfactory. The room was really small and the filthy looking dustbin spoiled Ma at first. Then the bathroom... man! Whenever me and my mother go somewhere, the first thing we give a fuck to is the bathroom. If itā€™s not good, well we donā€™t stay there if we have a choice. The bathroom was small but the problem was the basin. It was covered with the red spit stains of others. Thatā€™s problem gutka, or something. I was just ?? for the entire time there. REFRESHED, HOMESTAY (#CLEARVIEW) . Our sleep was of 7 hours or so. We had to get up at 8am. And our driver came after that. We went onwards to our destination, KALIMPONG. The place we had our breakfast was good. The Chola Batora there was just perfect. And the toast was warm and soft, it felt amazing. And after that we had nothing. I think this is not as fucked up as I thought it was. I slept halfway to our homestay. And when I woke up, I vomited everything I had. But after vomiting out, itā€™s good and refreshing again. And even more refreshing after I had my bath. From where we are now, we can have a clear view of Kanchenjunga if the clouds favor us. After reaching our homestay, we had our baths, and after that, we had lunch. Finally, some decent food in our stomachs. Lunch was followed by some sight-seeing. And finally, we returned home. Sorry, our homestay. THE BEST PART. Thereā€™s this pet dog, named Peso. Totally white and cute and adorable. He is male, and married to another cuteish yellow dog, name not found. He follows the main owner of the place, wherever she goes. He never bites anyone or any other mischief. The final times... I spent it reading the book, and I finished two chapters of that. And then slept with a hard-on... I imagined my LOVE-INTEREST. Well, the best part of the entire day, was the view from the roof of our homestay. In front of us, in the night, lay Sikkim sending little points of light. I counted a total of 78 lights on one of the hills. From our homestay, we can view the entire Sikkim after Teesta River, and afar that would be Kanchenjunga, hiding behind the clouds. At night, the view was amazing, the background hills black, and there upon the cake, the lights shone ever bright. My Artemis was right on top of my head in the sky. And that meditation session I did, amongst all of these just before dinner, all alone yet I had so much to take in, it was just AMAZING. The breeze had a power of its own. Anyone would love this feeling I had. Calm yet surrounded with unimagined powers. The next day, in the morning, was probably the best meditation session I had ever. Well, that would be all. Thanks for listening. I am fearing that I might die paragliding, but donā€™t feel death. Donā€™t have a good day, have a great day. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about My TRIP TO KALIMPONG. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE START. So, as planned, things are well. We planned that first we would go from Kalyani, the place we are living now, to Sealdah, the central station, and from there taxi to Howrah, thatā€™s another central station, and up from there aboard on Shatabdi Express. I remember reading somewhere that Shatabdi Express was the fastest train in India. Things had been well till we reached Howrah amidst all the traffic jams. At the Howrah station, it was a late. A lot late. About an hour late. We reached the station 10 minutes early. And the train was scheduled to come at 2:15 but it arrived at 2:45. And then departure was commenced a little after 10 minutes. So, we simply sat in the AC train temporarily without AC for sometime before we actually moved forward. IN THE TRAIN ??. Well, you know me, Iā€™m the monotonous unsocial guy living in a super social family, or at least thatā€™s what my mother thinks. After learning from numerous vacations, I have realized that itā€™s a waste to bring any books or copies during the trip. And so, I had brought just one book, thatā€™s THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A FUCK by Mark Manson. During the entire train journey, I finished 4 chapters of it. The food was not awesome or good. And the view outside was all green, most of the times. And in the evening time, Ma had a small argument with the woman in her front because she was unable to have to comfort of strengthening her legs. You know women. That small argument entertained everyone in the train. And the woman actually lost and then didnā€™t talk to anyone except her daughter who was sitting next to her. ME BEING SOCIAL ??. I think this has come from my maternal grandfather. Iā€™m talking about my social skills which my mother thinks I lack hugely. I asked the people in the front about where they are going, was it home or vacation. The ones in the front were an old couple, they said that they were going home. And later in the night, I had to change places with Ma, and then I talked to that daughter of my motherā€™s competitor. Her name is Arumita and she is studying Computer Engineering. Both my prospects were going home and I think Iā€™m good at small talks. After all, it was going well. BLOCKING THE LIGHT. In the night, at 11, I tried to look outside, trying to have a good view of my surrounding through the window. But all I saw from a seat afar was my own reflection and my surroundings. I pushed myself closer to the window and that enabled me to have a little clear view of outside. But still my inside surroundingā€™s lights were still blocking my choice to see the dark outside. After sometime, I guarded my inside view with my hands. Blocking and covering the sides of my head. And there it was all clear. PERHAPS THE LIGHT BLOCKS WHAT LAYS OUTSIDE AND SOMETIMES BLOCKING IT, HELPS TO HAVE A LOOK AT WHATā€™S BEYOND IT. THE LODGE . Well, the train stopped at destination. The time was 12:15 at midnight. Through the dark, yet in the warm darkness, we marched forward to our lodge to have a little sleep. We had booked the lodged where we had stayed before when we came in Darjeeling (thatā€™s another vacation). But this time, we were just 4 and not 8. Every time, whenever we go on vacations, we bring the whole family. But this time, Babaā€™s holidays didnā€™t accommodate. And you know that guyā€™s whims . Well, the lodge was known. But the room it gave us wasnā€™t satisfactory. The room was really small and the filthy looking dustbin spoiled Ma at first. Then the bathroom... man! Whenever me and my mother go somewhere, the first thing we give a fuck to is the bathroom. If itā€™s not good, well we donā€™t stay there if we have a choice. The bathroom was small but the problem was the basin. It was covered with the red spit stains of others. Thatā€™s problem gutka, or something. I was just ?? for the entire time there. REFRESHED, HOMESTAY (#CLEARVIEW) . Our sleep was of 7 hours or so. We had to get up at 8am. And our driver came after that. We went onwards to our destination, KALIMPONG. The place we had our breakfast was good. The Chola Batora there was just perfect. And the toast was warm and soft, it felt amazing. And after that we had nothing. I think this is not as fucked up as I thought it was. I slept halfway to our homestay. And when I woke up, I vomited everything I had. But after vomiting out, itā€™s good and refreshing again. And even more refreshing after I had my bath. From where we are now, we can have a clear view of Kanchenjunga if the clouds favor us. After reaching our homestay, we had our baths, and after that, we had lunch. Finally, some decent food in our stomachs. Lunch was followed by some sight-seeing. And finally, we returned home. Sorry, our homestay. THE BEST PART. Thereā€™s this pet dog, named Peso. Totally white and cute and adorable. He is male, and married to another cuteish yellow dog, name not found. He follows the main owner of the place, wherever she goes. He never bites anyone or any other mischief. The final times... I spent it reading the book, and I finished two chapters of that. And then slept with a hard-on... I imagined my LOVE-INTEREST. Well, the best part of the entire day, was the view from the roof of our homestay. In front of us, in the night, lay Sikkim sending little points of light. I counted a total of 78 lights on one of the hills. From our homestay, we can view the entire Sikkim after Teesta River, and afar that would be Kanchenjunga, hiding behind the clouds. At night, the view was amazing, the background hills black, and there upon the cake, the lights shone ever bright. My Artemis was right on top of my head in the sky. And that meditation session I did, amongst all of these just before dinner, all alone yet I had so much to take in, it was just AMAZING. The breeze had a power of its own. Anyone would love this feeling I had. Calm yet surrounded with unimagined powers. The next day, in the morning, was probably the best meditation session I had ever. Well, that would be all. Thanks for listening. I am fearing that I might die paragliding, but donā€™t feel death. Donā€™t have a good day, have a great day. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. We went to Kalimpong. An amazing place. It's CALM byet surrounded by an POWERFUL UNDESCRIBABLE AURA. Something that only be felt.

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]]> <p>We went to Kalimpong. An amazing place. It&#39;s CALM byet surrounded by an <strong>POWERFUL UNDESCRIBABLE AURA</strong>. Something that only be felt.</p><p>Read about <strong>ONWARDS TO KALIMPONG</strong> by clicking this link:</p><p>https://bit.ly/OKalimpong</p> 3dd0152d-11ad-418b-9e6c-74bba6d95841 https://bit.ly/OKalimpong Fri, 05 Aug 2022 23:30:00 +0000 480 no full ACCEPTING MORTALITY ACCEPTING MORTALITY 1 2 Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about ACCEPTING MORTALITY. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. INTRO... ā€œI donā€™t know how I will feel when I am dead, but no matter what, I donā€™t want to regret the way I lived.ā€ Thatā€™s what Itadori Yuuji said in Jujitsu Kaisen. That one sentence was enough to bring the major change inside me. The Realization, is what I like to call it. Well, from then on, I have completely accepted the fact that Iā€™m gonna die one day. Which has led me, to utilize my limited time, as much as possible, in every way. But things go wrong. Life sends you lemons and we all can make lemonades, but sometimes, the way we make it, is what dictates our situation. PETTY STUFFS. I donā€™t want to die now. I honestly donā€™t. I donā€™t feel it. But thereā€™s a little probability. I have dreams to fulfil. And also have my virginity to lose. Both of my lips and my dick. I had an argument with HER, and things are not as good as I think. I still havenā€™t yet finished this weekā€™s highlight and here, I am writing this entry in a good homestay, on a vacation to Kalimpong, upon the whim of my father to see the Kanchenjunga, the second highest peak in the world. Ma and Bon are happy to go anywhere. I havenā€™t yet completed my science book of my class and thereā€™s a super lot to learn YET. Things have been tensed a little bit for me. The food might be IT. Recently, I hadnā€™t had GOOD FOOD like my home for four days. And probably all of it sucks but though, itā€™s decent and satisfactory. Clouds are jealous enough to let my father have his wish fulfilled, yet they are nourishing and petting me with their energies when I meditate. I think Iā€™m losing touch with everything. Especially my friends. Especially among them my second crush at school. I wanted to her to hate me and not see me ever again, and hence I irritated her, and probably I think I have gone too far. Sheā€™s the top girl of my class and the day before our journey I called her. It was picked up by her mother, and she CHARGED me and that too POLITELY; I didnā€™t see it coming. DEADLINES. I think this is good and yet at the same time fear is there. Being a mortal is super easy, youā€™re gonna die when your time comes. And guess what no one knows their deadline. Most can only feel it before a week or less. Honestly speaking, WE HUMANS REALLY NEED TO SEE OUR DEADLINES TO INCREASE OUR PRODUCTIVITY. Iā€™m losing it. Pain is good to feel. Taming this body of mine, has been turning out successful. No expression when the extremes hit this body, I mean. Time is passing and yet I canā€™t devote it to my hunger of learning. In this cage, I am. THINGS THAT DONā€™T MAKE SENSE. I canā€™t even completely devote my time and as my parents, though they give me enough freedom, canā€™t stand it when I learn something out of the track of the society. They say ā€œItā€™s not your age.ā€, ā€œYouā€™re gonna have plenty of time.ā€, etc. bullshits that donā€™t make sense to me. And if I fight back, all I get is a great lecture about being the grateful for what I have, every time. Itā€™s a good lesson and Iā€™m grateful for whatever I have. After all, I came into this world empty handed, and every thing since then, whatever I have and have been given are GIFTS. I am not proud of that, Iā€™m GRATEFUL for that all the time. But time is something no ones owes to no one. This bitch is gonna float and make others float. Sheā€™s gonna rough you up if not treated with the respect she deserves. That hardcore is going to be on your death bed. When the-person-you-could-have-BECOME meets the-person-you-have-become, hadnā€™t you been so scared. FLOATING. Some of us are just floating. We all have, at some point in our life. Floating aimlessly in this ocean, without anchors. Iā€™m glad that I have HER and my DREAMS to anchor me when I feel lost. Those poets failed to point exactly at what actually binds us all. Itā€™s not empathy, itā€™s not caring (though we all care and some of us cared), itā€™s not human nature to be exact. Itā€™s MORTALITY. Itā€™s its branches which binds us all. That big tree has been there since the birth of time. And will be there even if this universe is destroyed. DEAF-NOTE or THE MOST PROMINENT ONE? However, we sometimes fail to grasp the concept. Itā€™s not KNOWING that youā€™re gonna die one day, itā€™s ACCEPTING that youā€™re gonna die one day. It could be anytime and anywhere. We have our death clocks ticking and the tick has been getting stronger, not day-by-day, itā€™s getting stronger moment-by-moment. Why are we all pretending it to be a deaf note, when itā€™s the MOST PROMINENT one every time? Are you afraid that one day, youā€™re gonna die? Itā€™s okay to be afraid of that. I personally was afraid of that before I had my Moment of Disillusionment. But avoiding the problem, avoiding the eternal truth that all that is born must die, is not at all a smart thing to do. I donā€™t think it is. Being aware is one thing you can try. You donā€™t know when the person next to you, is gonna be having his/her funeral. You are gonna regret not displaying the thoughts, feelings and words that were left inside you for him/her. Yeah, all of it makes sense, but HOW? You can simply try by saying whatever you had inside you to that particular person. You can simply open your mouth to vomit all those words which lay aback. Just donā€™t give a FUCK WHAT ANYONE WOULD THINK. Thatā€™s all. Be aware of your actions, what you did, what you are gonna do, what was the best thing that happened today. I generally use a Word document to document all the things that I did on a day every night (it takes less than 10 minutes), and then set up my goals for the next day. As for the best thing, I have gratefulness jar. Upon the sticky notes, I write every night the best thing (or things) which happened that day. That line goes like, ā€œI am grateful for...ā€ and at the back, would be the date. Thatā€™s all there is. THE GRANDMASTER. In this mortal life, we have limited fucks to give. And hence we have to choose who, what and when to give a fuck to. Thatā€™s Mark Mansonā€™s style. Learning and maintaining a basic routine (not too tight or not too loose) is an essential part of having a satisfying look on your face. PS: You alone can feel that satisfactory look (it might not have to be a smile). Time is the GRANDMASTER of all the things. Respecting it is not necessary, ITā€™S CRUCIAL. And the day, when you truly ACCEPT YOUR MORTALITY, THAT WOULD BE THE DAY, WHEN YOU WOULD TRULY UNDERSTAND THE VALUE OF TIME. Just let the shock, pain, feeling that one day youā€™re gonna die SINK IN. Itā€™s gonna be psychologically a BIG SHOCK, but things will only get BETTER after that. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Ā Hey...

Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have.Ā Well,...

Today, we are going to talk about ACCEPTING MORTALITY.Ā 

And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this.Ā 



INTRO...

ā€œI donā€™t know how I will feel when I am dead, but no matter what, I donā€™t want to regret the way I lived.ā€

Thatā€™s what Itadori Yuuji said in Jujitsu Kaisen. That one sentence was enough to bring the major change inside me. The Realization, is what I like to call it. Well, from then on, I have completely accepted the fact that Iā€™m gonna die one day. Which has led me, to utilize my limited time, as much as possible, in every way. But things go wrong. Life sends you lemons and we all can make lemonades, but sometimes, the way we make it, is what dictates our situation.Ā 



Ā PETTY STUFFS.

I donā€™t want to die now. I honestly donā€™t. I donā€™t feel it. But thereā€™s a little probability. I have dreams to fulfil. And also have my virginity to lose. Both of my lips and my dick. I had an argument with HER, and things are not as good as I think. I still havenā€™t yet finished this weekā€™s highlight and here, I am writing this entry in a good homestay, on a vacation to Kalimpong, upon the whim of my father to see the Kanchenjunga, the second highest peak in the world. Ma and Bon are happy to go anywhere. I havenā€™t yet completed my science book of my class and thereā€™s a super lot to learn YET. Things have been tensed a little bit for me. The food might be IT.

Recently, I hadnā€™t had GOOD FOOD like my home for four days. And probably all of it sucks but though, itā€™s decent and satisfactory. Clouds are jealous enough to let my father have his wish fulfilled, yet they are nourishing and petting me with their energies when I meditate. I think Iā€™m losing touch with everything. Especially my friends. Especially among them my second crush at school. I wanted to her to hate me and not see me ever again, and hence I irritated her, and probably I think I have gone too far. Sheā€™s the top girl of my class and the day before our journey I called her. It was picked up by her mother, and she CHARGED me and that too POLITELY; I didnā€™t see it coming.Ā 



Ā DEADLINES.

I think this is good and yet at the same time fear is there. Being a mortal is super easy, youā€™re gonna die when your time comes. And guess what no one knows their deadline. Most can only feel it before a week or less. Honestly speaking, WE HUMANS REALLY NEED TO SEE OUR DEADLINES TO INCREASE OUR PRODUCTIVITY. Iā€™m losing it. Pain is good to feel. Taming this body of mine, has been turning out successful. No expression when the extremes hit this body, I mean. Time is passing and yet I canā€™t devote it to my hunger of learning. In this cage, I am.Ā 



Ā THINGS THAT DONā€™T MAKE SENSE.

I canā€™t even completely devote my time and as my parents, though they give me enough freedom, canā€™t stand it when I learn something out of the track of the society. They say ā€œItā€™s not your age.ā€, ā€œYouā€™re gonna have plenty of time.ā€, etc. bullshits that donā€™t make sense to me. And if I fight back, all I get is a great lecture about being the grateful for what I have, every time. Itā€™s a good lesson and Iā€™m grateful for whatever I have. After all, I came into this world empty handed, and every thing since then, whatever I have and have been given are GIFTS. I am not proud of that, Iā€™m GRATEFUL for that all the time. But time is something no ones owes to no one. This bitch is gonna float and make others float. Sheā€™s gonna rough you up if not treated with the respect she deserves. That hardcore is going to be on your death bed. When the-person-you-could-have-BECOME meets the-person-you-have-become, hadnā€™t you been so scared.



Ā FLOATING.

Some of us are just floating. We all have, at some point in our life. Floating aimlessly in this ocean, without anchors. Iā€™m glad that I have HER and my DREAMS to anchor me when I feel lost. Those poets failed to point exactly at what actually binds us all. Itā€™s not empathy, itā€™s not caring (though we all care and some of us cared), itā€™s not human nature to be exact. Itā€™s MORTALITY. Itā€™s its branches which binds us all. That big tree has been there since the birth of time. And will be there even if this universe is destroyed.Ā 



Ā DEAF-NOTE or THE MOST PROMINENT ONE?

However, we sometimes fail to grasp the concept. Itā€™s not KNOWING that youā€™re gonna die one day, itā€™s ACCEPTING that youā€™re gonna die one day. It could be anytime and anywhere. We have our death clocks ticking and the tick has been getting stronger, not day-by-day, itā€™s getting stronger moment-by-moment. Why are we all pretending it to be a deaf note, when itā€™s the MOST PROMINENT one every time?Ā 

Are you afraid that one day, youā€™re gonna die? Itā€™s okay to be afraid of that. I personally was afraid of that before I had my Moment of Disillusionment. But avoiding the problem, avoiding the eternal truth that all that is born must die, is not at all a smart thing to do. I donā€™t think it is. Being aware is one thing you can try. You donā€™t know when the person next to you, is gonna be having his/her funeral. You are gonna regret not displaying the thoughts, feelings and words that were left inside you for him/her.Ā 



Ā Yeah, all of it makes sense, but HOW?

You can simply try by saying whatever you had inside you to that particular person. You can simply open your mouth to vomit all those words which lay aback. Just donā€™t give a FUCK WHAT ANYONE WOULD THINK. Thatā€™s all. Be aware of your actions, what you did, what you are gonna do, what was the best thing that happened today. I generally use a Word document to document all the things that I did on a day every night (it takes less than 10 minutes), and then set up my goals for the next day. As for the best thing, I have gratefulness jar. Upon the sticky notes, I write every night the best thing (or things) which happened that day. That line goes like, ā€œI am grateful for...ā€ and at the back, would be the date. Thatā€™s all there is.



Ā THE GRANDMASTER.

In this mortal life, we have limited fucks to give. And hence we have to choose who, what and when to give a fuck to. Thatā€™s Mark Mansonā€™s style. Learning and maintaining a basic routine (not too tight or not too loose) is an essential part of having a satisfying look on your face. PS: You alone can feel that satisfactory look (it might not have to be a smile). Time is the GRANDMASTER of all the things. Respecting it is not necessary, ITā€™S CRUCIAL. And the day, when you truly ACCEPT YOUR MORTALITY, THAT WOULD BE THE DAY, WHEN YOU WOULD TRULY UNDERSTAND THE VALUE OF TIME. Just let the shock, pain, feeling that one day youā€™re gonna die SINK IN. Itā€™s gonna be psychologically a BIG SHOCK, but things will only get BETTER after that.




That will be all . Thanks for being till the end.Ā 

Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREEĀ and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right.Ā 

Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry .Ā Ā 

This is Shadow Sparkling signing off.

]]> <p>Ā Hey...</p><p>Welcome to THE TEENAGER&#39;S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I&#39;m a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have.Ā Well,...</p><p>Today, we are going to talk about ACCEPTING MORTALITY.Ā </p><p>And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this.Ā </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>INTRO...</strong></p><p>ā€œI donā€™t know how I will feel when I am dead, but no matter what, I donā€™t want to regret the way I lived.ā€</p><p>Thatā€™s what Itadori Yuuji said in Jujitsu Kaisen. That one sentence was enough to bring the major change inside me. The Realization, is what I like to call it. Well, from then on, I have completely accepted the fact that Iā€™m gonna die one day. Which has led me, to utilize my limited time, as much as possible, in every way. But things go wrong. Life sends you lemons and we all can make lemonades, but sometimes, the way we make it, is what dictates our situation.Ā </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Ā PETTY STUFFS.</strong></p><p>I donā€™t want to die now. I honestly donā€™t. I donā€™t feel it. But thereā€™s a little probability. I have dreams to fulfil. And also have my virginity to lose. Both of my lips and my dick. I had an argument with HER, and things are not as good as I think. I still havenā€™t yet finished this weekā€™s highlight and here, I am writing this entry in a good homestay, on a vacation to Kalimpong, upon the whim of my father to see the Kanchenjunga, the second highest peak in the world. Ma and Bon are happy to go anywhere. I havenā€™t yet completed my science book of my class and thereā€™s a super lot to learn YET. Things have been tensed a little bit for me. The food might be IT.</p><p>Recently, I hadnā€™t had GOOD FOOD like my home for four days. And probably all of it sucks but though, itā€™s decent and satisfactory. Clouds are jealous enough to let my father have his wish fulfilled, yet they are nourishing and petting me with their energies when I meditate. I think Iā€™m losing touch with everything. Especially my friends. Especially among them my second crush at school. I wanted to her to hate me and not see me ever again, and hence I irritated her, and probably I think I have gone too far. Sheā€™s the top girl of my class and the day before our journey I called her. It was picked up by her mother, and she CHARGED me and that too POLITELY; I didnā€™t see it coming.Ā </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Ā DEADLINES.</strong></p><p>I think this is good and yet at the same time fear is there. Being a mortal is super easy, youā€™re gonna die when your time comes. And guess what no one knows their deadline. Most can only feel it before a week or less. Honestly speaking, WE HUMANS REALLY NEED TO SEE OUR DEADLINES TO INCREASE OUR PRODUCTIVITY. Iā€™m losing it. Pain is good to feel. Taming this body of mine, has been turning out successful. No expression when the extremes hit this body, I mean. Time is passing and yet I canā€™t devote it to my hunger of learning. In this cage, I am.Ā </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Ā THINGS THAT DONā€™T MAKE SENSE.</strong></p><p>I canā€™t even completely devote my time and as my parents, though they give me enough freedom, canā€™t stand it when I learn something out of the track of the society. They say ā€œItā€™s not your age.ā€, ā€œYouā€™re gonna have plenty of time.ā€, etc. bullshits that donā€™t make sense to me. And if I fight back, all I get is a great lecture about being the grateful for what I have, every time. Itā€™s a good lesson and Iā€™m grateful for whatever I have. After all, I came into this world empty handed, and every thing since then, whatever I have and have been given are GIFTS. I am not proud of that, Iā€™m GRATEFUL for that all the time. But time is something no ones owes to no one. This bitch is gonna float and make others float. Sheā€™s gonna rough you up if not treated with the respect she deserves. That hardcore is going to be on your death bed. When the-person-you-could-have-BECOME meets the-person-you-have-become, hadnā€™t you been so scared.</p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Ā <strong>FLOATING</strong>.</p><p>Some of us are just floating. We all have, at some point in our life. Floating aimlessly in this ocean, without anchors. Iā€™m glad that I have HER and my DREAMS to anchor me when I feel lost. Those poets failed to point exactly at what actually binds us all. Itā€™s not empathy, itā€™s not caring (though we all care and some of us cared), itā€™s not human nature to be exact. Itā€™s MORTALITY. Itā€™s its branches which binds us all. That big tree has been there since the birth of time. And will be there even if this universe is destroyed.Ā </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Ā DEAF-NOTE or THE MOST PROMINENT ONE?</strong></p><p>However, we sometimes fail to grasp the concept. Itā€™s not KNOWING that youā€™re gonna die one day, itā€™s ACCEPTING that youā€™re gonna die one day. It could be anytime and anywhere. We have our death clocks ticking and the tick has been getting stronger, not day-by-day, itā€™s getting stronger moment-by-moment. Why are we all pretending it to be a deaf note, when itā€™s the MOST PROMINENT one every time?Ā </p><p>Are you afraid that one day, youā€™re gonna die? Itā€™s okay to be afraid of that. I personally was afraid of that before I had my Moment of Disillusionment. But avoiding the problem, avoiding the eternal truth that all that is born must die, is not at all a smart thing to do. I donā€™t think it is. Being aware is one thing you can try. You donā€™t know when the person next to you, is gonna be having his/her funeral. You are gonna regret not displaying the thoughts, feelings and words that were left inside you for him/her.Ā </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Ā Yeah, all of it makes sense, but HOW?</strong></p><p>You can simply try by saying whatever you had inside you to that particular person. You can simply open your mouth to vomit all those words which lay aback. Just donā€™t give a FUCK WHAT ANYONE WOULD THINK. Thatā€™s all. Be aware of your actions, what you did, what you are gonna do, what was the best thing that happened today. I generally use a Word document to document all the things that I did on a day every night (it takes less than 10 minutes), and then set up my goals for the next day. As for the best thing, I have gratefulness jar. Upon the sticky notes, I write every night the best thing (or things) which happened that day. That line goes like, ā€œI am grateful for...ā€ and at the back, would be the date. Thatā€™s all there is.</p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Ā THE GRANDMASTER.</strong></p><p>In this mortal life, we have limited fucks to give. And hence we have to choose who, what and when to give a fuck to. Thatā€™s Mark Mansonā€™s style. Learning and maintaining a basic routine (not too tight or not too loose) is an essential part of having a satisfying look on your face. PS: You alone can feel that satisfactory look (it might not have to be a smile). Time is the GRANDMASTER of all the things. Respecting it is not necessary, ITā€™S CRUCIAL. And the day, when you truly ACCEPT YOUR MORTALITY, THAT WOULD BE THE DAY, WHEN YOU WOULD TRULY UNDERSTAND THE VALUE OF TIME. Just let the shock, pain, feeling that one day youā€™re gonna die SINK IN. Itā€™s gonna be psychologically a BIG SHOCK, but things will only get BETTER after that.</p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>That will be all . Thanks for being till the end.Ā </p><p>Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It&#39;s FREEĀ and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM &amp; TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE &amp; PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right.Ā </p><p>Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry .Ā Ā </p><p><strong><em>This is Shadow Sparkling signing off.</em></strong></p> 8e92cb4b-7560-4b67-991f-6056f8e2a57b https://bit.ly/AcceptMortals Fri, 29 Jul 2022 23:30:00 +0000 492 no full Realizations Hit Harder Part 2 Realizations Hit Harder Part 2 4 1 Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "REALIZATIONS HIT HARDER" Part 2. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. Wow! Now I think that I can write a book about this??. Okay, thatā€™s exaggeration??. Forgive me for that. This is the second part of REALIZATIONS HIT HARD. If you havenā€™t read the first one before, I recommend you do??. You can read it here. Letā€™s get started. GOTTA BE STRONG ??. Well, in a world like this, YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG. My parents, they never taught me that??. Well, I learnt it along the way. Actually, thereā€™s a lot of stuff you just learn along the way??. In one Instagram reel, I learned one of the most important things which literally stopped me from giving too-much about others. On that a woman (probably it was Halsey??) said, ā€œYOU ARE NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER IN OTHERā€™S LIFE, BUT YOU ARE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN YOURS.ā€ From that day (Iā€™ll be damn honest with you), I stopped giving a shit about most people. I realized that, NOT EVERYONEā€™S HAPPY FOR YOUR SUCCESS. And that you have to DREAM BIG. Because small dream is a big CRIME. Thatā€™s APJ Abdul Kalam. One of the few men I look up to ??. MATURITY. I am damn grateful to anything, all the stuffs and especially MISTAKES Iā€™ve made all along. Because these mistakes are what that told me straight, YOU HAVE TO IMPROVE. Sometimes I am scared and sometimes I am not thinking straight. People are always wanting you TO BE LIKE THEM. They are always trying to cut your wings, just when you try to fly. They are dominated by what the society thinks, what the society wants to see, not what you want. Well, previously, Ma used to say, BE MATURE. I never understood that. But in the coming years, I realized, MATURITY has different meanings for different people. For some, itā€™s, ā€œnot regretting when you give anything you wantā€. For some, itā€™s ā€œgetting used to LIFE-PUSHING you and you stay AFLOATā€. But for me, my definition of maturity was: ā€œMATURITY WAS THE CHANGE WHEN YOU GO FROM ā€˜NOBODY NEEDS MEā€™ TO ā€˜I DONā€™T ANYONEā€™.ā€ Well, itā€™s been good since that day, when I understood this. I suggest finding your own definition and then living by it. ALONE & TRUST. I have beenā€¦ alone and lonely lately, for nearly 3 months. But ā€˜lonelinessā€™ isnā€™t the word for me, nor for that 1% of the world. The word for us is ā€œSOLITUDEā€. You gotta know how to handle yourself ALONE and TRUST YOURSELF no matter what. Because if you donā€™t trust YOURSELF, trust me when I say, ā€œNOBODY ELSE WILLā€. This is from Instagram. Well, TRUST is another thing which taught me things which I never dreamt of. TRUST is actually the MOST BRITTLE THING in this universe. If anyhow, something makes you mistrust as little as 0.1% of another person, your faith in that guy/girl will never be the same. I had a petty issue to learn this from. I learnt the hard way when I trusted a friend with my CRUSHā€™s name. Guess what, one day, she went to my CRUSH, and start a conversation which later on resulted ā€œHERā€ in knowing the UNWANTED TRUTH. The real thing is that YOU HAVE TO HAVE YOUR OWN BACK. If you donā€™t guard yourself, nobody else could. And more over, nobody staying with you all the time. That brings us to the last paragraph about DEATH. DEATH. You know, I used to get scared when I realized that one day, my loved ones, my family would DIE ??. And that is INEVITABLE. I used to pray (this was 4 years ago) to Shiv, Parvati, Ganesh (Gods whom I donā€™t trust anymore) that just donā€™t let my family die anytime soon. Well, now after getting experience from all the films which included someone getting killed, I could kind-of feel the pain through the eyes of the protagonists. I now look at DEATH as the someone to feared as well as someone showing the path to a new world. Do you believe in ā€œThe Other Sideā€? I am not sure. After all, Faith is something I have had in everyone who has betrayed and loved at the same time. Well, I have been writing for 40 minutes now. And probably think that youā€™re tired of reading this. Are you? Let me know in the comments. People have a lot to talk about things like THESE. Everyone does. But the problem is, NO ONE LISTENS. Well, youā€™re not my emotional dump bin. NO, youā€™re not. You are that patient and amazing listener I have always wanted. Thank You. Among everything, you are also on my Grateful list. Again, THANK YOU. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "REALIZATIONS HIT HARDER" Part 2. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. Wow! Now I think that I can write a book about this??. Okay, thatā€™s exaggeration??. Forgive me for that. This is the second part of REALIZATIONS HIT HARD. If you havenā€™t read the first one before, I recommend you do??. You can read it here. Letā€™s get started. GOTTA BE STRONG ??. Well, in a world like this, YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG. My parents, they never taught me that??. Well, I learnt it along the way. Actually, thereā€™s a lot of stuff you just learn along the way??. In one Instagram reel, I learned one of the most important things which literally stopped me from giving too-much about others. On that a woman (probably it was Halsey??) said, ā€œYOU ARE NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER IN OTHERā€™S LIFE, BUT YOU ARE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN YOURS.ā€ From that day (Iā€™ll be damn honest with you), I stopped giving a shit about most people. I realized that, NOT EVERYONEā€™S HAPPY FOR YOUR SUCCESS. And that you have to DREAM BIG. Because small dream is a big CRIME. Thatā€™s APJ Abdul Kalam. One of the few men I look up to ??. MATURITY. I am damn grateful to anything, all the stuffs and especially MISTAKES Iā€™ve made all along. Because these mistakes are what that told me straight, YOU HAVE TO IMPROVE. Sometimes I am scared and sometimes I am not thinking straight. People are always wanting you TO BE LIKE THEM. They are always trying to cut your wings, just when you try to fly. They are dominated by what the society thinks, what the society wants to see, not what you want. Well, previously, Ma used to say, BE MATURE. I never understood that. But in the coming years, I realized, MATURITY has different meanings for different people. For some, itā€™s, ā€œnot regretting when you give anything you wantā€. For some, itā€™s ā€œgetting used to LIFE-PUSHING you and you stay AFLOATā€. But for me, my definition of maturity was: ā€œMATURITY WAS THE CHANGE WHEN YOU GO FROM ā€˜NOBODY NEEDS MEā€™ TO ā€˜I DONā€™T ANYONEā€™.ā€ Well, itā€™s been good since that day, when I understood this. I suggest finding your own definition and then living by it. ALONE & TRUST. I have beenā€¦ alone and lonely lately, for nearly 3 months. But ā€˜lonelinessā€™ isnā€™t the word for me, nor for that 1% of the world. The word for us is ā€œSOLITUDEā€. You gotta know how to handle yourself ALONE and TRUST YOURSELF no matter what. Because if you donā€™t trust YOURSELF, trust me when I say, ā€œNOBODY ELSE WILLā€. This is from Instagram. Well, TRUST is another thing which taught me things which I never dreamt of. TRUST is actually the MOST BRITTLE THING in this universe. If anyhow, something makes you mistrust as little as 0.1% of another person, your faith in that guy/girl will never be the same. I had a petty issue to learn this from. I learnt the hard way when I trusted a friend with my CRUSHā€™s name. Guess what, one day, she went to my CRUSH, and start a conversation which later on resulted ā€œHERā€ in knowing the UNWANTED TRUTH. The real thing is that YOU HAVE TO HAVE YOUR OWN BACK. If you donā€™t guard yourself, nobody else could. And more over, nobody staying with you all the time. That brings us to the last paragraph about DEATH. DEATH. You know, I used to get scared when I realized that one day, my loved ones, my family would DIE ??. And that is INEVITABLE. I used to pray (this was 4 years ago) to Shiv, Parvati, Ganesh (Gods whom I donā€™t trust anymore) that just donā€™t let my family die anytime soon. Well, now after getting experience from all the films which included someone getting killed, I could kind-of feel the pain through the eyes of the protagonists. I now look at DEATH as the someone to feared as well as someone showing the path to a new world. Do you believe in ā€œThe Other Sideā€? I am not sure. After all, Faith is something I have had in everyone who has betrayed and loved at the same time. Well, I have been writing for 40 minutes now. And probably think that youā€™re tired of reading this. Are you? Let me know in the comments. People have a lot to talk about things like THESE. Everyone does. But the problem is, NO ONE LISTENS. Well, youā€™re not my emotional dump bin. NO, youā€™re not. You are that patient and amazing listener I have always wanted. Thank You. Among everything, you are also on my Grateful list. Again, THANK YOU. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. This is the second part. šŸ¤

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]]> <p>This is the second part. šŸ¤ </p><p>Well, this shook me too.</p><p>And hence it&#39;s worth knowing about those things which are going to have a huge effect on YOU.</p><p>Read it full <a href="https://bit.ly/RHitHardP2" rel="nofollow"><strong><em><u>here</u></em></strong></a>.</p> 8b0fe2d9-5400-4c4e-ab12-1bac75fe54b0 https://bit.ly/RHitHardP2 Mon, 27 Jun 2022 08:30:00 +0000 286 yes full Realizations Hit Hard Part 1 Realizations Hit Hard Part 1 3 1 Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "REALIZATIONS HIT HARD" PART 1. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE FIRST TRIGGER. As long as I can remember the first trigger was from Jujitsu Kaisen. Itadori Yuuji said (what I can remember NOW), ā€œI donā€™t know how I will feel when Iā€™m dead but no matter what I donā€™t want to regret the way I lived.ā€ And that struck like an arrow to my HEART ??. After that I wasā€¦ DIFFERENT. The same guy to others but inside I was a totally changed human who was determined to give meaning to this life he has been given. I was making the foundation of my fort, (I still am) for after 18, Iā€™m gonna step in the real world. I am extremely grateful to the face that I HAVE SOME TIME LEFT. To GOD, the one and only. I recently lost faith in the materialistic worship. ?? INTRODUCTION TO THE FAKE REALITY. But yeah, I am STRONGER than my previous self. My wings are strengthening day-by-day through learning at least one thing new every day??. I can see my next step. It feels good. But the thing is, as much as Iā€™m getting what the real world is, Iā€™m afraid for others who are not yet introduced to TRUE YET FAKE REALITY, THIS WORLD GIVES AND PROVIDES FOR MOST. Take this as an example, in the school, we spend a total 12 years (Indian) and then we go to a good college. In the school we are taught the HOW and WHAT; and not the WHY. We are trained heart and soul to be the PERFECT EMPLOYEES and then we get the thought fixed into our minds that ā€œWe have to earn money to be alive, to smile and then of course FOR HAPPINESSā€. FATHER AS AN EXAMPLE. My father is a perfect example. He is a professor in English ?????. He has over a hundred students in total and he teaches non-stop whenever he has free time. He does not give Ma a damn about most things and also does not back down when they have an argument. Then we are taught to, noā€¦ fit into and convinced into our minds by our parents and loved ones that we can be anything we want. The truth is, YOU CANā€™T BE JUST ANYTHING YOU WANT. You will realize that in the future. ?? MONEY ??. Then comes the most important materialistic possession one can have in this mortal life: MONEY. I personally like to have money, but I DONā€™T LIKE THE WAY MOST PEOPLE THINK ABOUT MONEY. They think (most) that money is some kind of token which you get for working hard. Something that can bring happiness. Something that will end all your problems. You are dead wrong people. Yeah, sometimes money does end your problems. But not all the time. Never. It was not much time before I realized that the most important thing in this universe is ā€œTIMEā€. This is the real boss. You know sometimes, I think that if I hadnā€™t watched Jujitsu Kaisen, probably I would have wasted my time now doing unproductive stuffs. Some of us are taught to work hard for money yet at the end of the day all it remains are regrets for not spending time with what you want. MONEY DOMINATES THIS MORTAL WORLD. OTHERā€™S THOUGHTS. This ainā€™t right at all??. I donā€™t know why people let what othersā€™ thoughts and words DOMINATE THEIR LIFE. Why do we fail to realize that itā€™s our life, OUR OWN LIFE and we can live the way we want? Its crazy to realize all this after you have spent half of your life. But itā€™s not too late to change. People are gonna say a lot of things. They have mouths and so do you. But instead of using it to defend yourself, shut it up. Because an argument runs on input and when the input is silence, it gets diminished. We have one and only one life to lead. Why do we even bother to think what others would think? ā€œWhat our parents would think? what would our friends think? What would SHE think? etcā€¦ā€ are QUESTIONS WHICH WILL HOLD YOU DOWN INSTEAD YOU LIFTING YOU UP. Let people be with their thoughts, and mind your own business. CHANGES IN SCHOOLS. You know, when we go from class 10 to class 11, thereā€™s a huge amount of increase in the syllabus. And by the pressure of it, some students even drown themselves in depression. I think in schools, there should be soft skills development classes, basic finance classes and classes where OUR MINDS, NOT BRAINS ACTUALLY DEVELOP. Well, I can write a lot about this and I will. For the past one year, I have been shut out and I need someone to talk to, but in the reality, every people have been getting others to listen to theirs. HATE MYSELF. Sometimes I hate myself. These feelings come quick and go quick too. But these have a long effect onā€¦ everything. Well, DEATH MEDITATION has helped a lot. This is a method from the book THINK LIKE A MONK. You can read about that here. I will write about DEATH MEDITATION in the next entries perhaps. If I have already written it, then you will be able to get it here. Well, this has been great, I am thankful to all and everything I have. But this isnā€™t complete??. I will write a PART TWO and post it as the next entry. Till we meet again, goodbye. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "REALIZATIONS HIT HARD" PART 1. And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. THE FIRST TRIGGER. As long as I can remember the first trigger was from Jujitsu Kaisen. Itadori Yuuji said (what I can remember NOW), ā€œI donā€™t know how I will feel when Iā€™m dead but no matter what I donā€™t want to regret the way I lived.ā€ And that struck like an arrow to my HEART ??. After that I wasā€¦ DIFFERENT. The same guy to others but inside I was a totally changed human who was determined to give meaning to this life he has been given. I was making the foundation of my fort, (I still am) for after 18, Iā€™m gonna step in the real world. I am extremely grateful to the face that I HAVE SOME TIME LEFT. To GOD, the one and only. I recently lost faith in the materialistic worship. ?? INTRODUCTION TO THE FAKE REALITY. But yeah, I am STRONGER than my previous self. My wings are strengthening day-by-day through learning at least one thing new every day??. I can see my next step. It feels good. But the thing is, as much as Iā€™m getting what the real world is, Iā€™m afraid for others who are not yet introduced to TRUE YET FAKE REALITY, THIS WORLD GIVES AND PROVIDES FOR MOST. Take this as an example, in the school, we spend a total 12 years (Indian) and then we go to a good college. In the school we are taught the HOW and WHAT; and not the WHY. We are trained heart and soul to be the PERFECT EMPLOYEES and then we get the thought fixed into our minds that ā€œWe have to earn money to be alive, to smile and then of course FOR HAPPINESSā€. FATHER AS AN EXAMPLE. My father is a perfect example. He is a professor in English ?????. He has over a hundred students in total and he teaches non-stop whenever he has free time. He does not give Ma a damn about most things and also does not back down when they have an argument. Then we are taught to, noā€¦ fit into and convinced into our minds by our parents and loved ones that we can be anything we want. The truth is, YOU CANā€™T BE JUST ANYTHING YOU WANT. You will realize that in the future. ?? MONEY ??. Then comes the most important materialistic possession one can have in this mortal life: MONEY. I personally like to have money, but I DONā€™T LIKE THE WAY MOST PEOPLE THINK ABOUT MONEY. They think (most) that money is some kind of token which you get for working hard. Something that can bring happiness. Something that will end all your problems. You are dead wrong people. Yeah, sometimes money does end your problems. But not all the time. Never. It was not much time before I realized that the most important thing in this universe is ā€œTIMEā€. This is the real boss. You know sometimes, I think that if I hadnā€™t watched Jujitsu Kaisen, probably I would have wasted my time now doing unproductive stuffs. Some of us are taught to work hard for money yet at the end of the day all it remains are regrets for not spending time with what you want. MONEY DOMINATES THIS MORTAL WORLD. OTHERā€™S THOUGHTS. This ainā€™t right at all??. I donā€™t know why people let what othersā€™ thoughts and words DOMINATE THEIR LIFE. Why do we fail to realize that itā€™s our life, OUR OWN LIFE and we can live the way we want? Its crazy to realize all this after you have spent half of your life. But itā€™s not too late to change. People are gonna say a lot of things. They have mouths and so do you. But instead of using it to defend yourself, shut it up. Because an argument runs on input and when the input is silence, it gets diminished. We have one and only one life to lead. Why do we even bother to think what others would think? ā€œWhat our parents would think? what would our friends think? What would SHE think? etcā€¦ā€ are QUESTIONS WHICH WILL HOLD YOU DOWN INSTEAD YOU LIFTING YOU UP. Let people be with their thoughts, and mind your own business. CHANGES IN SCHOOLS. You know, when we go from class 10 to class 11, thereā€™s a huge amount of increase in the syllabus. And by the pressure of it, some students even drown themselves in depression. I think in schools, there should be soft skills development classes, basic finance classes and classes where OUR MINDS, NOT BRAINS ACTUALLY DEVELOP. Well, I can write a lot about this and I will. For the past one year, I have been shut out and I need someone to talk to, but in the reality, every people have been getting others to listen to theirs. HATE MYSELF. Sometimes I hate myself. These feelings come quick and go quick too. But these have a long effect onā€¦ everything. Well, DEATH MEDITATION has helped a lot. This is a method from the book THINK LIKE A MONK. You can read about that here. I will write about DEATH MEDITATION in the next entries perhaps. If I have already written it, then you will be able to get it here. Well, this has been great, I am thankful to all and everything I have. But this isnā€™t complete??. I will write a PART TWO and post it as the next entry. Till we meet again, goodbye. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Realizations Hit hard. šŸ˜

Sometimes they shake us to the place where we stand.

Just had some realizations and thought to share with all of you.

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]]> <p><strong>Realizations Hit hard. šŸ˜</strong></p><p>Sometimes they shake us to the place where we stand.</p><p>Just had some realizations and thought to share with all of you.</p><p>Read it full <a href="https://bit.ly/RHitHardP1" rel="nofollow"><strong><em><u>here</u></em></strong></a>.</p> a5290752-8c61-4505-8206-00ac78d59784 https://bit.ly/RHitHardP1 Mon, 20 Jun 2022 08:30:00 +0000 316 yes full TICK TICK TICK TICK 2 1 Shadow Sparkling Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "TICK TICK". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. FEELING OF UNSATISFACTION. I spent the last period of my class at our newly opened school, watching the time change in my digital wrist watch ?. It has been changing its second place by luminating a certain number of lines out of the 7 lines 7??. Well, I have been tired a lot than the usual??. Mainly because the offline classes have been what it was and thanks to our changed habit, I am quite FUCKED UP every single day I go to school PHYSICALLY ??. I have been reading a lot and I think at the end of each day that something was missing. I donā€™t know what missing most times but I end up with a SENSE OF UNSATISFACTION. ?? ā€œWRONGSā€. Ever happened that you remember that you gotta do something important, REALLY IMPORTANT, and you set in your headā€™s calendar when to do it ??. But when the time comes, you forget what you should do. FUCK! Really, I FEEL YOU ??. You know, thatā€™s why I have taken a way to not forget what to do. I maintain a Word document labelled ā€œwrongsā€ where I put the good and bad stuffs that happened that day and also write what I WILL DO THE NEXT DAY FOR SURE. That goes under the sub-heading ā€œTODAYā€™S HEADING", followed by the date. Rarely and very rarely, I canā€™t do the thing which I deemed to do ??. Like for example, today my todayā€™s highlight was that Iā€™m gonna write in my diary which is what youā€™re reading right now??. I make sure I do that because it does the VERBALIZE (kind of) part. VERBALIZING is an easy thing to fulfil your goals. ??Wow! Sometimes that helps a lot ??. My parents donā€™t know and they think that I meaninglessly waste my time on my laptop. But I FORGIVE THEM. ?? DOMINATED BY COMPLETE SHITS. That was SHIT. When they say that youā€™re not smart enough or itā€™s not your AGE TO UNDERSTAND THIS. Seriously ??? Why donā€™t they say ā€œI am not well versed.ā€ or ā€œI donā€™t understand itself myself to make you understand that.ā€ I hate it when they say ā€œYOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME.ā€ Because the thing is you donā€™t know when youā€™re gonna DIE. Death is an unexpected phenomenon??, I believe. I myself ainā€™t sure much about DEATH ITSELF. I donā€™t know when Iā€™m gonna die but the thing is, NO ONE DOES ??. NO ONE LIVES MORE OR LESS THAN THEIR DESTINED TIME. And thereā€™s a probability that I could be DEAD the next moment. And itā€™s not just about me, it could be you too. As per facts 2 persons are dying every second and though itā€™s small, but thereā€™s a CHANCE that you could the next human to LEAVE THIS WORLD BEHIND. And hence, it feels that I SHOULD DO FIRST THINGS FIRST. But TIMEā€™S NATURE ITSELF IS SLIPPERY and I though aware of my MORTAL NATURE, I just wish I COULD LIVE till my dreams are fulfilled. GETTING STRONGER DAY-BY-DAY. Itā€™s always been there. We never felt it. No! we never heed to it. This TICK TICK TICKā€¦ itā€™s getting stronger day by day??. And we are still spending our time doing things which ainā€™t productive and we are gonna end up with huge regrets on our deathbed, we didnā€™t take control of our own TRAJECTORY. I am doing things like that and Iā€™m improving slowly. I am WALKING SLOWLY BUT Iā€™M NOT GOING BACKWARDS. Thatā€™s satisfying. I am getting up early at 5am now and Iā€™m doing stuffs which I think are steps fulfilling my DREAMS. Though my dreams are materialistic but I still want to fulfill them. I have been hovering over this MORTAL REALM. We all are. Our death-clock is TICKING STRONGER EACH SECOND AND YET WE, UNAWARE OF YAMA (GOD OF DEATH), SPENDING OUR MOST IMPORTANT ASSET DOING SHITS. We can control the way we respond and guess thatā€™s what matters. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. Hey... Welcome to THE TEENAGER'S DIARY where you hear the different feelings, thoughts, and emotions of the teenager. Well, this is your host, SHADOW SPARKLING. I'm a different teen of 14 and I hope to enlighten you by sharing everything I have. Well,... Today, we are going to talk about "TICK TICK". And like always, I would love if you keep an open-mindset while listening to this. FEELING OF UNSATISFACTION. I spent the last period of my class at our newly opened school, watching the time change in my digital wrist watch ?. It has been changing its second place by luminating a certain number of lines out of the 7 lines 7??. Well, I have been tired a lot than the usual??. Mainly because the offline classes have been what it was and thanks to our changed habit, I am quite FUCKED UP every single day I go to school PHYSICALLY ??. I have been reading a lot and I think at the end of each day that something was missing. I donā€™t know what missing most times but I end up with a SENSE OF UNSATISFACTION. ?? ā€œWRONGSā€. Ever happened that you remember that you gotta do something important, REALLY IMPORTANT, and you set in your headā€™s calendar when to do it ??. But when the time comes, you forget what you should do. FUCK! Really, I FEEL YOU ??. You know, thatā€™s why I have taken a way to not forget what to do. I maintain a Word document labelled ā€œwrongsā€ where I put the good and bad stuffs that happened that day and also write what I WILL DO THE NEXT DAY FOR SURE. That goes under the sub-heading ā€œTODAYā€™S HEADING", followed by the date. Rarely and very rarely, I canā€™t do the thing which I deemed to do ??. Like for example, today my todayā€™s highlight was that Iā€™m gonna write in my diary which is what youā€™re reading right now??. I make sure I do that because it does the VERBALIZE (kind of) part. VERBALIZING is an easy thing to fulfil your goals. ??Wow! Sometimes that helps a lot ??. My parents donā€™t know and they think that I meaninglessly waste my time on my laptop. But I FORGIVE THEM. ?? DOMINATED BY COMPLETE SHITS. That was SHIT. When they say that youā€™re not smart enough or itā€™s not your AGE TO UNDERSTAND THIS. Seriously ??? Why donā€™t they say ā€œI am not well versed.ā€ or ā€œI donā€™t understand itself myself to make you understand that.ā€ I hate it when they say ā€œYOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME.ā€ Because the thing is you donā€™t know when youā€™re gonna DIE. Death is an unexpected phenomenon??, I believe. I myself ainā€™t sure much about DEATH ITSELF. I donā€™t know when Iā€™m gonna die but the thing is, NO ONE DOES ??. NO ONE LIVES MORE OR LESS THAN THEIR DESTINED TIME. And thereā€™s a probability that I could be DEAD the next moment. And itā€™s not just about me, it could be you too. As per facts 2 persons are dying every second and though itā€™s small, but thereā€™s a CHANCE that you could the next human to LEAVE THIS WORLD BEHIND. And hence, it feels that I SHOULD DO FIRST THINGS FIRST. But TIMEā€™S NATURE ITSELF IS SLIPPERY and I though aware of my MORTAL NATURE, I just wish I COULD LIVE till my dreams are fulfilled. GETTING STRONGER DAY-BY-DAY. Itā€™s always been there. We never felt it. No! we never heed to it. This TICK TICK TICKā€¦ itā€™s getting stronger day by day??. And we are still spending our time doing things which ainā€™t productive and we are gonna end up with huge regrets on our deathbed, we didnā€™t take control of our own TRAJECTORY. I am doing things like that and Iā€™m improving slowly. I am WALKING SLOWLY BUT Iā€™M NOT GOING BACKWARDS. Thatā€™s satisfying. I am getting up early at 5am now and Iā€™m doing stuffs which I think are steps fulfilling my DREAMS. Though my dreams are materialistic but I still want to fulfill them. I have been hovering over this MORTAL REALM. We all are. Our death-clock is TICKING STRONGER EACH SECOND AND YET WE, UNAWARE OF YAMA (GOD OF DEATH), SPENDING OUR MOST IMPORTANT ASSET DOING SHITS. We can control the way we respond and guess thatā€™s what matters. That will be all . Thanks for being till the end. Sign up to my weekly newsletter , where I will remind you about the things you might have missed. It's FREE and will come on SUNDAYS . You just have to scroll down to the footer. I would be extremely grateful to you for doing that hard work of scrolling . Check out my INSTAGRAM & TWITTER accounts too. And also, you can get to know me at my FACEBOOK PAGE & PINTEREST. They too are at the bottom . Or you can simply click at the three lines at the top right. Goodbye, till we meet in the next entry . This is Shadow Sparkling signing off. The tick of our lives is coming at a stop. šŸ˜±

Realize it NOW!!!

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Had it inside me for a long time. šŸ™ƒ

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