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        <title>This Is Why I Journal</title>
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        <itunes:subtitle>because being a grown up is weird and I have feelings.</itunes:subtitle>
        <itunes:author>Dana Nicole Calhoun</itunes:author>
        <itunes:summary>Because being a grown-up is weird, and I have feelings… and a mic lol.

This Is Why I Journal is a solo podcast by Dana Nicole Calhoun, unpacking what it means — and how it feels — to grow up, spiral with intention, and stay soft in a world that wants you hardened.

From girlhood grief and emotional burnout to digital overwhelm, identity, boundaries, and healing out loud — nothing’s off the (journal) page.

For when you&#39;re feeling everything and need somewhere to put it.</itunes:summary>
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        <description><![CDATA[<p>...because being grown girlie is weird, and I have feelings... and a mic lol.</p><p>Welcome to <strong><em>This Is Why I Journal!</em></strong></p><p>It is a solo podcast hosted by <em>Dana</em> that explores what it means and how it feels to grow up, go through the motions, and spiral... with intention in this age.</p><p>We&#39;ll be unpacking everything from girlhood grief and emotional burnout, societal standards, to boundaries, womanhood, identity, digital overwhelm, and the messy art of healing, among other stuff.</p><p>Because being a grown-up is weird and we are bound to have feelings.</p>]]></description>
        
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                <description><![CDATA[<p><strong>“I wrote it all down because I knew I couldn’t say it out loud.”</strong></p>]]></description>
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                <description><![CDATA[<p><strong>“Scared money don’t make money... but what about scared hearts?”</strong></p>]]></description>
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                <title>Episode 3: Healing Made Me Worse (Before It Made Me Better)</title>

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                <description><![CDATA[<p><strong>“No one talks about the part where you feel fake, sadder, lonelier… but that’s the cocoon, not the coffin.”</strong></p>]]></description>
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                <description><![CDATA[<p><strong>“Not everyone you love is meant to sit front row forever.”</strong></p>]]></description>
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                <description><![CDATA[<p><strong>“Main character energy doesn’t mean pretending everything’s fine.”</strong></p>]]></description>
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                <itunes:title>Episode 2: Hot Girls Don’t Cry… Until They Do</itunes:title>
                <title>Episode 2: Hot Girls Don’t Cry… Until They Do</title>

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                <description><![CDATA[<p>In this episode of &#39;Why I Journal,&#39; I dive deep into debunking the myth that strong girls don&#39;t cry. Sharing personal experiences, I explore how societal conditioning trains us to equate silence with strength and emotional suppression with power. I stress the importance of reclaiming our vulnerability and seeing softness as true strength. Through relatable stories and reflections on cultural icons, I encourage you to embrace your emotions openly and authentically. I also touch on the &#39;I can fix him&#39; mentality, urging everyone to focus on their own healing first. Join me for a heartfelt discussion on emotional truth, healing, and the journey to becoming unapologetically yourself.</p>]]></description>
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                <itunes:title>Episode 1: Soft Launching Our Inner Child</itunes:title>
                <title>Episode 1: Soft Launching Our Inner Child</title>

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